CHAPTER XVII
THE TARGET
Earlier in the morning, Ruth had watched Uncle Jepson and Aunt Martharide away in the buckboard toward Lazette. She had stood on the porch,following them with her eyes until the buckboard had grown dim in hervision--a mere speck crawling over a sun-scorched earth, under a clearwhite sky in which swam a sun that for days had been blighting growingthings. But on the porch of the ranchhouse it was cool.
Ruth was not cool. When the buckboard had finally vanished into thedistance, with nothing left of it but a thin dust cloud that spread anddisintegrated and at last settled down, Ruth walked to a rocker on theporch and sank into it, her face flushed, her eyes glowing with eagerexpectancy.
A few days before, while rummaging in a wooden box which had been theproperty of her uncle, William Harkness, she had come upon another box,considerably smaller, filled with cartridges. She had examined themthoughtfully, and at last, with much care and trepidation, had taken oneof them, found Uncle Harkness' big pistol, removed the cylinder andslipped the cartridge into one of the chambers. It had fitted perfectly.Thereafter she had yielded to another period of thoughtfulness--longerthis time.
A decision had resulted from those periods, for the day before, when apuncher had come in from the outfit, on an errand, she had told him tosend Randerson in to the ranchhouse to her, on the following day. And shewas expecting him now.
She had tried to dissuade Uncle Jep and Aunt Martha from making the tripto Lazette today, but, for reasons which she would not have admitted--anddid not admit, even to herself--she had not argued very strongly. And shehad watched them go with mingled regret and satisfaction; two emotionsthat persisted in battling within her until they brought the disquietthat had flushed her cheeks.
It was an hour before Randerson rode up to the edge of the porch, andwhen Patches came to a halt, and her range boss sat loosely in thesaddle, looking down at her, she was composed, even though her cheekswere still a little red.
"You sent for me, ma'am."
It was the employee speaking to his "boss." He was not using the incidentof a few nights before to establish familiarity between them; his voicewas low, deferential. But Willard Masten's voice had never made her feelquite as she felt at this moment.
"Yes, I sent for you," she said, smiling calmly--trying to seem theemployer but getting something into her voice which would not properlybelong there under those circumstances. She told herself it was notpleasure--but she saw his eyes flash. "I have found some cartridges, andI want you to teach me how to shoot."
He looked at her with eyes that narrowed with amusement, after a quickglint of surprise.
"I reckon I c'n teach you. Are you figurin' that there's some one in thiscountry that you don't want here any more?"
"No," she said; "I don't expect to shoot anybody. But I have decided thatas long as I have made up my mind to stay here and run the Flying W, Imay as well learn to be able to protect myself--if occasion arises."
"That's a heap sensible. You c'n never tell when you'll have to do someshootin' out here. Not at men, especial," he grinned, "but you'll runacross things--a wolf, mebbe, that'll get fresh with you, or a sneakin'coyote that'll kind of make the hair raise on the back of your neck, notbecause you're scared of him, but because you know his mean tricks an'don't admire them, or a wildcat, or a hydrophobia polecat, ma'am," hesaid, with slightly reddening cheeks; "but mostly, ma'am, I reckon you'lllike shootin' at side-winders best. Sometimes they get mighty full offight, ma'am--when it's pretty hot."
"How long will it take you to teach me to shoot?" she asked.
"That depends, ma'am. I reckon I could show you how to pull the triggerin a jiffy. That would be a certain kind of shootin'. But as for showin'you how to hit somethin' you shoot at, why, that's a little different.I've knowed men that practiced shootin' for years, ma'am, an' theycouldn't hit a barn if they was inside of it. There's others that can hitmost anything, right handy. They say it's all in the eye an' the nerves,ma'am--whatever nerves are."
"You haven't any nerves, I suppose, or you wouldn't speak of them thatway."
"If you mean that I go to hollerin' an' jumpin' around when somethin'happens, why I ain't got any. But I've seen folks with nerves, ma'am."
He was looking directly at her when he spoke, his gaze apparently withoutsubtlety. But she detected a gleam that seemed far back in his eyes, andshe knew that he referred to her actions of the other night.
She blushed. "I didn't think you would remind me of _that_," she said.
"Why, I didn't, ma'am. I didn't mention any names. But of course, awoman's got nerves; they can't help it."
"Of course men are superior," she taunted.
She resisted an inclination to laugh, for she was rather astonished todiscover that man's disposition to boast was present in this son of thewilderness. Also, she was a little disappointed in him.
But she saw him redden.
"I ain't braggin', ma'am. Take them on an average, an' I reckon woman hasgot as much grit as men. But they show it different. They're quicker toimagine things than men. That makes them see things where there ain'tanything to see. A man's mother is always a woman, ma'am, an' if he's gotany grit in him he owes a lot of it to her. I reckon I owe more to mymother than to my father."
His gaze was momentarily somber, and she felt a quick, new interest inhim. Or had she felt this interest all along--a desire to learn somethingmore of him than he had expressed?
"You might get off your horse and sit in the shade for a minute. It ishot, you've had a long ride, and I am not quite ready to begin shooting,"she invited.
He got off Patches, led him to the shade of the house, hitched him, andthen returned to the porch, taking a chair near her.
"Aunt Martha says you were born here," Ruth said. "Have you always been acowboy?"
A flash that came into his eyes was concealed by a turn of the head. Soshe had asked Aunt Martha about him.
"I don't remember ever bein' anything else. As far back as I c'nrecollect, there's been cows hangin' around."
"Have you traveled any?"
"To Denver, Frisco, Kansas City. I was in Utah, once, lookin' over theMormons. They're a curious lot, ma'am. I never could see what on earth aman wanted half a dozen wives for. One can manage a man right clever. Buthalf a dozen! Why, they'd be pullin' one another's hair out, fightin'over him! One would be wantin' him to do one thing, an' another would bewantin' him to do another. An' between them, the man would be goin' offto drown himself."
"But a woman doesn't always manage her husband," she defended.
"Don't she, ma'am?" he said gently, no guile in his eyes. "Why, all thehusbands I've seen seemed to be pretty well managed. You can see samplesof it every day, ma'am, if you look around. Young fellows that have actedpretty wild when they was single, always sort of steady down when they'rehooked into double harness. They go to actin' quiet an' subdued-like--likethey'd lost all interest in life. I reckon it must be their wives managin'them, ma'am."
"It's a pity, isn't it?" she said, her chin lifting.
"The men seem to like it, ma'am. Every day there's new ones makin'contracts for managers."
"I suppose _you_ will never sacrifice yourself?" she asked challengingly.
"It ain't time, yet, ma'am," he returned, looking straight at her, hiseyes narrowed, with little wrinkles in the corners. "I'm waitin' for youto tell Masten that you don't want to manage him."
"We won't talk about that, please," she said coldly.
"Then we won't, ma'am."
She sat looking at him, trying to be coldly critical, but not succeedingvery well. She was trying to show him that there was small hope of himever realizing his desire to have her "manage" him, but she felt that shedid not succeed in that very well either. Perplexity came into her eyesas she watched him.
"Why is it that you don't like Willard Masten?" she asked at length. "Whyis it that he doesn't like you?"
His
face sobered. "I don't recollect to have said anything about Masten,ma'am," he said.
"But you don't like him, do you?"
A direct answer was required. "No," he said simply.
"Why?" she persisted.
"I reckon mebbe you'd better ask Masten," he returned, his voiceexpressionless. Then he looked at her with an amused grin. "If it's goin'to take you any time to learn to shoot, I reckon we'd better begin."
She got up, went into the house for the pistol and cartridges, and cameout again, the weapon dangling from her hand.
"Shucks!" he said, when he saw the pistol, comparing its huge bulk to thesize of the hand holding it, "you'll never be able to hold it, when itgoes off. You ought to have a smaller one."
"Uncle Jep says this ought to stop anything it hits," she declared. "Thatis just what I want it to do. If I shoot anything once, I don't want tohave to shoot again."
"I reckon you're right bloodthirsty, ma'am. But I expect it's so big foryou that you won't be able to hit anything."
"I'll show you," she said, confidently. "Where shall we go to shoot? Weshall have to have a target, I suppose?"
"Not a movin' one," he said gleefully. "An' I ain't aimin' to hold it foryou!"
"Wait until you are asked," she retorted, defiantly. "Perhaps I may be abetter shot than you think!"
"I hope so, ma'am."
She looked resentfully at him, but followed him as he went out near thepasture fence, taking with him a soap box that he found near a shed, andstanding it up behind a post, first making sure there were no cattlewithin range in the direction that the bullets would take. Then hestepped off twenty paces, and when she joined him he took the pistol fromher hands and loaded it from the box. He watched her narrowly as she tookit, and she saw the concern in his eyes.
"Oh, I have used a revolver before," she told him, "not so large a one asthis, of course. But I know better than to point it at myself."
"I see you do, ma'am." His hand went out quickly and closed over hers,for she had been directing the muzzle of the weapon fairly at his chest."You ought never point it at anybody that you don't want to shoot," heremonstrated gently.
He showed her how to hold the weapon, told her to stand sideways to thetarget, with her right arm extended and rigid, level with the shoulder.
He took some time at this; three times after she extended her arm heseemed to find it necessary to take hold of the arm to rearrange itsposition, lingering long at this work, and squeezing the pistol hand alittle too tightly, she thought.
"Don't go to pullin' the trigger too fast or too hard," he warned; "alittle time for the first shot will save you shootin' again, mebbe--untilyou get used to it. She'll kick some, but you'll get onto that prettyquick."
She pulled the trigger, and the muzzle of the pistol flew upward.
"I reckon that target feels pretty safe, ma'am," he said dryly. "But thatbuzzard up there will be pullin' his freight--if he's got any sense."
She fired again, her lips compressed determinedly. At the report asplinter of wood flew from the top of the post. She looked at him with anexultant smile.
"That's better," he told her, grinning; "you'll be hittin' the soap box,next."
She did hit it at the fourth attempt, and her joy was great.
For an hour she practiced, using many cartridges, reveling in this newpastime. She hit the target often, and toward the end she gained suchconfidence and proficiency that her eyes glowed proudly. Then, growingtired, she invited him to the porch again, and until near noon theytalked of guns and shooting.
Her interest in him had grown. His interest in her had always been deep,and the constraint that had been between them no longer existed.
At noon she went into the house and prepared luncheon, leaving himsitting on the porch alone. When she called Randerson in, and he took achair across from her, she felt a distinct embarrassment. It was notbecause she was there alone with him, for he had a right to be there; hewas her range boss and his quarters were in the house; he was anemployee, and no conventions were being violated. But the embarrassmentwas there.
Did Randerson suspect her interest in him? That question assailed her.She studied him, and was uncertain. For his manner had not changed. Hewas still quiet, thoughtful, polite, still deferential and natural, witha quaintness of speech and a simplicity that had gripped her, that heldher captive.
But her embarrassment fled as the meal progressed. She forgot it in herinterest for him. She questioned him again; he answered frankly. Andthrough her questions she learned much of his past life, of his hopes andambitions. They were as simple and natural as himself.
"I've been savin' my money, ma'am," he told her. "I'm goin' to own aranch of my own, some day. There's fellows that blow in all their wagesin town, not thinkin' of tomorrow. But I quit that, quite a while ago.I'm lookin' out for tomorrow. It's curious, ma'am. Fellows will try toget you to squander your money, along with their own, an' if you don't,they'll poke fun at you. But they'll respect you for not squanderin' it,like they do. I reckon they know there ain't any sense to it." Thus shediscovered that there was little frivolity in his make-up, and pleasurestirred her. And then he showed her another side of his character--hisrespect for public opinion.
"But I ain't stingy, ma'am. I reckon I've proved it. There's a differencebetween bein' careful an' stingy."
"How did you prove it?"
He grinned at her. "Why, I ain't mentionin'," he said gently.
But she had heard of his generosity--from several of the men, and fromHagar Catherson. She mentally applauded his reticence.
She learned that he had read--more than she would have thought, from hisspeech--and that he had profited thereby.
"Books give the writer's opinion of things," he said. "If you read athoughtful book, you either agree with the writer, or you don't,accordin' to your nature an' understandin'. None of them get thingsexactly right, I reckon, for no man can know everything. He's got to falldown, somewhere. An' so, when you read a book, you've got to do a heap ofthinkin' on your own hook, or else you'll get mistaken ideas an' go togettin' things mixed up. I like to do my own thinkin'."
"Are you always right?"
"Bless you, ma'am, no. I'm scarcely ever right. I'll get to believin' athing, an' then along will come somethin' else, an' I'll have to startall over again. Or, I'll talk to somebody, an' find that they've got abetter way of lookin' at a thing. I reckon that's natural."
They did not go out to shoot again. Instead, they went out on the porch,and there, sitting in the shade, they talked until the sun began to swimlow in the sky.
At last he got up, grinning.
"I've done a heap of loafin' today, ma'am. But I've certainly enjoyedmyself, talkin' to you. But if you ain't goin' to try to hit the targetany more, I reckon I'll be ridin' back to the outfit."
She got up, too, and held out her hand to him. "Thank you," she said."You have made the day very short for me. It would have been lonesomehere, without aunt and uncle."
"I saw them goin'," he informed her.
"And," she continued, smiling, "I am going to ask you to come again, verysoon, to teach me more about shooting."
"Any time, ma'am." He still held her hand. And now he looked at it with ablush, and dropped it gently. Her face reddened a little too, for now sherealized that he had held her hand for quite a while, and she had made nomotion to withdraw it. Their eyes met eloquently. The gaze held for aninstant, and then both laughed, as though each had seen something in theeyes of the other that had been concealed until this moment. Then Ruth'sdrooped. Randerson smiled and stepped off the porch to get his pony.
A little later, after waving his hand to Ruth from a distance, he rodeaway, his mind active, joy in his heart.
"You're a knowin' horse, Patches," he said confidentially to the pony."If you are, what do you reckon made her ask so many questions?" Hegulped over a thought that came to him.
"She was shootin' at the target, Patches," he mused. "But do you reckonshe was aimin' a
t me?"