“I would have gone after you anyway, but as I stood by her grave, it came to me how it must be done. It was so beautifully clear to me. Santo Camaro was fine for a beginning, but Kai Chi is special. Chen Li was born there, and we spent every summer playing on those slopes.”
“After she died and I’d earned a little money, I endowed an orphanage here in her name. Did you know about the orphanage?”
“Of course. Did you think it would make a difference?”
“I suppose not.”
“And I remembered that you and Chen Li spent your honeymoon there,” Rudzak said. “All the more reason for it to die with Chen Li.”
“Is it over? I’d think five hundred people would be enough even for you.”
“Of course it’s not over. She was a queen and a queen must have her due.”
“She would hate you for this.”
“She could never hate me. You tried to make her hate me, but even when you met her, she was already mine.”
“I never tried to make her hate you. I actually liked you until I found out what a son of a bitch you were.”
“You kept her away from me.”
“She was dying. I didn’t want her hurt. And she didn’t argue. By that time she knew what you wanted from her. She didn’t want to see you.”
“You’re lying. It was you who—” He drew a deep breath, and when he spoke, the anger was gone. “I won’t let you upset me. I’m winning, Logan. I fooled you, didn’t I? You never expected Kai Chi. You thought I was in Colombia when I called you. I set the timer right after I talked to you on the phone.”
“You’re right, I never expected even you would be this sick. You won’t fool me again.”
“Don’t be so certain. I found it interesting that you brought Sarah Patrick with you to Kai Chi.”
“She brought me. This is her job.”
“Then it’s doubly interesting. You two seem to be walking the same path, don’t you? By the way, do you know that I still have eight more of Chen Li’s artifacts?” He hung up.
Logan wanted to lie down again and shut the world out, but he had to call Galen. Galen had to know so he could try to protect—
Protect what? Who? Where was Rudzak going to strike next?
“I’ve been wondering when you were going to call me.” Galen’s voice was uncharacteristically sober when he answered the phone. “You didn’t tell me you were going to Kai Chi.”
“I didn’t want it to be true. I wanted it to be an act of God, not Rudzak. But I knew that wasn’t likely.”
“It was Rudzak?”
“Yes, I went looking and found another of Chen Li’s artifacts and some blasting caps on the mountain where the slide started. Christ, I was hoping I wouldn’t find it. But when I saw that mountain of mud, I knew. It couldn’t be a coincidence. Everything came together. Funeral gifts.”
“Funeral gifts?”
“Pharaohs were entombed with the treasures they held precious in life. Chen Li loved her collection. If it couldn’t be buried with her, why not use it to honor her passing?”
“Are you guessing?”
“I was until Rudzak just called me and confirmed it. He’s got some twisted idea that all these deaths are a tribute to Chen Li.”
“So he killed four at Santo Camaro and over five hundred there?”
“In several ancient civilizations it wasn’t uncommon for the servants and wives to die with the ruler. Rudzak wouldn’t see the difference. Even if he did, it wouldn’t matter to him.”
“Shit.”
“I didn’t expect Kai Chi. I never thought about it happening here. I don’t want to make another mistake like that.”
“Don’t be an ass. How could you know?”
“From now on I have to know. He reminded me that he still has eight more artifacts to spread around.”
“Your plants?”
“Maybe.” He paused. “And he mentioned Sarah.”
“Are you going to tell her about the mudslide?”
“And have her hate me more than she does right now?”
“You didn’t cause that slide.”
“Keep telling me that. I need to hear it. Get back to me if you spot anything that’s even a little suspicious.” He hung up.
He lay back down on the cot. He should try to rest though he knew he wouldn’t be able to.
You were probably lying awake, staring into the darkness. Isn’t that what guilty men do?
It’s what he had been doing. Lying there and thinking about that sarcophagus of mud only yards away. Was he feeling guilt? Hell, yes. If he’d had Rudzak killed in that prison, he’d never have been free to cause this carnage. So, yes, the blame was partly his own, and he felt as if that entire mountain were lying on top of him.
As it was lying on top of that orphanage.
He had visited the orphanage many times over the years, and the nuns always had the children sing for him.
He closed his eyes.
He could almost hear them singing. . . .
Mud.
Sheets of rain.
Death.
How long had it been?
Two days? Three?
It didn’t matter.
She had to go on.
Monty had caught the cone. Maybe this one would be alive.
Not likely. She and Monty had found only five survivors. The rest had been dead.
That didn’t mean this one wouldn’t be alive. You had to keep hope alive. Otherwise the ones who waited might never be found.
She staggered on the makeshift bridge across the mud after the dog.
The man wasn’t alive. The pouring rain had freed him from the coffin of mud but not in time. His mouth was wide open in a silent scream.
Monty was whimpering. Too much. Take him down. Get him away from the death.
“Come, boy.” She put a stake in the mud beside the body and marked it with orange flagging tape, then started down. She could see Logan below, looking up at her, a shovel in his hands. He was covered in mud like all the rest of the rescue workers trying to dig out the ruins of the village. He shouldn’t be there. She had caught only brief glimpses of him in the past few days as he moved around the camp, helping in the medical tent, assisting the handlers, besides spending hours digging. He seemed driven. But she had been vaguely aware of his growing exhaustion, the gauntness of his face, and his worsening limp.
He wasn’t looking at her anymore. He was bent over, digging at the mud. But he glanced up as she and Monty passed by him. “Boyd says we’re pulling out tonight,” he told her. “The team hasn’t found a survivor in twelve hours.”
“Is the road open?”
“The army’s built a bridge over the washout. We got a shipment of food and blankets while you were up there on the search. There will be a truckload of volunteers here within a few hours. Not that it will do any good.” His shovel dug viciously into the mud. “None of it is any good. No matter how hard I try, it’s useless. I hate it that it’s so goddamn hopeless. Why can’t we find anyone? Christ, I’ll be glad to get out of here.”
So would she. It had been an even more heartbreaking search than usual. The rain stopped and started in a seemingly neverending cycle, keeping them from taking the dogs out, and there had been two other slides since they arrived. “I have to go up and try one more time. There might be someone alive out there.”
“I’m not arguing.” He didn’t look at her. “At least get some rest first. I know I can’t convince you to be easy on yourself, but Monty looks like he could use it. How’s his wound?”
“Almost entirely healed. Do you think I’d let him work if he wasn’t okay?” Not waiting for an answer, she walked away from him toward the tent the rescue team shared. Logan had no room to talk about being easy on herself when he was staggering around with that bad leg.
Only Hans Kniper was asleep on his cot with his Lab beside him when she went into the tent. She didn’t bother being quiet as she watered and fed Monty. No danger of waking Hans. T
hey were all operating on practically no sleep and fell unconscious when they got the chance to rest.
She washed enough mud off Monty to make him a little more comfortable and then scrubbed her own face. No use doing anything else when they’d be back in the mud within a few hours. She lay down and cuddled next to Monty. It was raining again. She could hear it pounding on the canvas of the tent. God, she wished it would stop.
“Sarah.”
Logan. She came instantly awake.
Logan was kneeling beside her. He nodded at the Asian woman standing in the entrance of the tent. “This is Ming Na. She wanted me to ask one of you to find her baby.”
Sarah felt sick as she looked at the young woman’s desperate expression. “Did you tell her how hard we’ve been trying?”
“She says we’ve been looking in the wrong place for her child. He wasn’t in the village. They were walking down the mountain after visiting Ming Na’s grandparents. A flash flood took him away from her and swept him down the mountain to the creek that runs beside the village.”
“How old is her baby?”
“Two.”
“The chances of his surviving a flash flood are practically nil.”
“She said he did survive. She saw him thrown up on the bank and crawling away. She tried to run after him, but the mudslide came and she couldn’t get over to get him. She heard him crying.”
“It’s been four days,” Sarah whispered. “If he survived the flood, who’s to say he would survive the exposure? You’re grabbing at straws.”
“Hell, yes, I want that baby to be alive.” His lips twisted. “I want a miracle. After these last few days I need a miracle.”
She could see that in his face. She needed a miracle too. You never knew when you’d find one, so you kept trying. “I’ll go take a look.” She got to her knees and put Monty’s halter on. “Ask her if she’ll take me to the place where she heard the baby crying.”
Logan turned to the woman and spoke to her in rapid Taiwanese. She nodded and answered. He turned back to Sarah. “She’ll take us.”
“Us?”
“I’m going,” he said firmly. “I promised her I’d bring back her baby.”
She shook her head.
“I want to do something besides pull corpses from beneath that goddamn mud. I want to find that baby . . . alive.”
She opened her mouth to protest and then closed it. She understood his desperation and weariness; how many times had she felt the same way? How many times had she tried to fool Monty into thinking there was life in a sea of death? “Come if you like. But if you can’t keep up, I’m not going to wait for you.”
“I’ll keep up.”
“Over there.” Logan pointed over the lake of mud to the rocks on the other side.
“The child was thrown on the bank there?” Sarah asked.
Logan nodded, then moved toward the boards that bridged the mud. “Let’s get the kid.”
“Let Monty and me go first, give him a head start.” She and Monty carefully picked their way across the narrow bridge to the safety of the rocky ground on the other side. She took off the leash and let Monty run down the mountain.
She tried not to look over her shoulder at Logan but couldn’t resist a glance before she started after Monty. He was okay, she saw with relief. Though God knows how he was keeping his balance on the wet boards with that bum leg. “Don’t try to hurry. Monty may come back to me a dozen times before he gets the scent.” She set off after the dog. “If he gets the scent.”
Monty was running around in circles as he tried to pick up the cone. The rain had increased in the last few minutes and she could barely see him.
“Monty’s not picking up anything,” she told Logan when he was beside her. She watched the retriever barrel down the bank.
Logan limped ahead of her to follow Monty. “Let’s go.”
She saw his expression and felt a ripple of shock. He was tense, totally absorbed, completely driven, and desperate.
I want to find this baby alive.
Oh, God, I hope you do, Logan.
Monty wasn’t picking up the scent. He was running around in circles.
“What the hell is wrong with him?” Logan’s tone was harsh. “Can’t you do something?”
“He’s doing the best he can.”
Logan drew a deep breath. “Sorry. I know he is.”
Fifteen minutes later Monty barked. He came running back in a delirium of joy and then took off running down the mountain.
“He’s found him.” Quickly following, Logan slid and slipped down the bank. “He’s found him!”
Sarah muttered a prayer as she stumbled after Logan. The rain was so heavy, she could no longer see him or Monty, but they had to be straight ahead. “Logan!”
No answer.
“Logan, where—” Then she saw him.
And she saw Monty standing over a mound of mud beside the creek, whimpering.
“Sweet Jesus, no,” she whispered.
“It may not be the kid.” Logan fell to his knees and clawed desperately at the mud. “It may not be—” He stopped, staring down at the delicate arm of a child he had uncovered. “Shit.” He dug frantically until he’d uncovered the still, small body. “Shit. Shit. Shit.” He sat there, his shoulders slumped as he gazed down at the baby. “It’s not fair. He’s only a little kid.”
“One of the later mudslides must have gotten him.” Sarah knelt beside Logan. Poor baby. Poor Ming Na.
She couldn’t move for a few minutes and then she slowly struggled to her feet and got out her flagging tape. “Come on, Logan. We’ve got to get back to Ming Na.”
“What are you doing with that tape?”
“You know what I’m doing. You’ve seen it before. Marking the spot.”
“Not him.” Logan reached out, picked up the little boy, and rose to his feet. “I promised Ming Na I’d bring back her baby. I’m not going to leave him here in the mud.”
“You can’t carry him up that mountain. You barely made—” She stopped as she saw his face. The cords were standing out in his neck, and tears were running down his cheeks. “Can I help?”
“No. I’ll make it.” He started up the mountain. “I promised her.”
She stood there with Monty, watching him struggle up the slippery slope. Why was it so heartbreaking to see a strong man like Logan with that baby in his arms? She wanted to rush forward and help him, comfort him. She knew what agony he would face when he handed the baby to Ming Na. She had faced that agony any number of times in a hundred different places over the years.
But he wouldn’t let her help.
“Come on, Monty.” She slowly started up the mountain after Logan.
The team washed their dogs, showered, and changed at the airport before they boarded Logan’s plane. They took off at a little after eight that evening.
Logan was quiet. Too quiet. He’d spoken only a few words since he’d placed the baby in Ming Na’s arms and walked away. Well, she hadn’t been very talkative herself. There was a pall over the entire team. It had been a nightmare of a search operation. She started to settle down for the night.
Oh, what the devil. She strode over to the chair where he was sitting. “Are you okay?”
He smiled faintly. “You held out longer than I thought you would.”
“You shouldn’t have come. I warned you that you didn’t belong on the search.”
“I had to come.”
“Just as you had to go after that baby.”
He nodded.
“It happens. Searches don’t always turn out as they should. You have to think about the good ones.”
“Since this is my first, I don’t have a happy experience for comparison. And I don’t think I want to try another one.” He looked out the window. “How the hell do you take it?”
“Hope. And the knowledge that almost always there’s someone waiting for us to come. Maybe it’s only one or two, but those lives are precious.” She rubbed the back of
her neck. “But this was a rough one.”
“Yes, it was.” He looked back at her. “So stop trying to make me feel better and go lie down and sleep. I’m okay. It’s not as if I haven’t dealt with death before. It’s just that babies are . . . different.”
“Yes, they are.”
“I wanted that kid to live.”
“I know.”
“But he didn’t and I have to put it aside. I’ll bounce back. I always do.” He closed his eyes. “So go take care of your dog and let me sleep.”
She stood looking at him uncertainly.
“Sarah.” He didn’t open his eyes. “Scat.”
They heard the wolf howl as they were driving to the ranch. Monty sat upright in the backseat, looking eagerly at the mountains.
“I’d forgotten about the wolf.” Sarah’s gaze followed Monty’s. “At least he’s still alive.”
Beautiful . . .
“But dangerous, Monty. And you don’t need a challenge after what you’ve gone through lately.”
The wolf howled again.
“Call of the wild,” Logan murmured. “Incredible.”
“And the National Wildlife Federation wants him to stay wild. So do I. I wish the damn wolf would quit coming down and raiding the ranches.” She parked in front of the cabin and jumped out of the jeep. “Come on. I’ll give you a cup of coffee and then you can call Margaret or whoever is available to come get you. I don’t know why you didn’t let me drop you off at your Phoenix house.”
“I had to deliver you to your door. Galen would have said it was the polite thing to do. I’ll take that cup of coffee.” He got out and limped into the house. “I can use it.”
She flicked on the lights and went to the cabinet. “You don’t look so good. You need more than a cup of coffee. I didn’t see you taking any of your painkillers on the plane.”
“I ran out yesterday. I guess the doctor thought I wouldn’t need any more.”
“He didn’t know you were going to abuse yourself like you did these past five days.” She started the coffee. “I don’t think he would have recommended all that digging, much less sliding down that mountain.”
“It had to be done.” He settled himself in the easy chair and propped up his leg on the hassock. “You should understand. I’ve never known a more passionate advocate of that philosophy.”