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He rounded a corner and the warehouse loomed before him. Its doors had been shattered. Algi, young and scrawny, stood against the doorframe, his legs dangling beneath him as his own spear pinned him to the wood through his chest. Algi’s eyes, wide and white, were staring at Hanth with the same fear Hanth knew would be reflected a hundred times over if he didn’t act fast.
A thick drop of rain fell upon his brow. It trickled down, sickly and hot, sticky and odorous to dangle in front of his eye. Red.
“The skies bleed for him. ”
He was sprinting now, heart pounding in his chest as he made for the temple. The trail was marked, through streets and over sands, by immense footprints painted in blood.
Hanth could barely remember fear, but it was coming back swiftly. Overhead, thunder roared, lightning painted the skies a brilliant white for a moment. And for a moment, in shadows, he saw them, a hundred wings flapping, a hundred gazes turned to the city.
And its people.
He ran faster.
The temple doors were smashed open, the bar that had held them fast lay shattered on the ground. Darkness loomed within, the loneliness that only came from a god neglected. He charged in.
The temple was dark inside, darker than it was the last time he had been here. Dominating the center was the pool twenty men across. The waters were calm, placid, not a ripple to them.
Despite the thunderous heartbeat pulsing from beneath them.
Hanth stared at the water, wincing. The beating heart was almost unbearable here, an agony to listen to as its pulse quickened, blood raced with anticipation. Yet he forced himself to stare at it.
“Their jealous waters hold him prisoner. ”
And then, to the tower of tattooed flesh and graying hair that stood at its edge.
“They call you Hanth, now, do they?”
Rashodd’s smile would have been repellent even if not for the hideous scarring of his face. Still, his half-missing nose, the crimson scab where an ear had once been, and his wiry beard certainly didn’t make him any more pleasant to look upon.
“When last I saw you, they called you the Mouth of Ulbecetonth and I called you ally. ” He gestured to his face. “And this is what came of that. ”
Still, Hanth found it easier to overlook both the Cragsman’s imposing musculature and his disfigurement when he spied the man’s great arm extended over the pool, a hand missing three fingers precariously clutching a dark vial containing darker liquid.
The only remaining mortal memory of the demon queen herself, the only thing capable of penetrating the smothering waters and calling Daga-Mer to a world that had long since forgotten him.
And as Hanth’s ears filled with the thunder of a heart beating, he knew he was not the only one to recognize it.
“I hid that for a reason. ”
Hanth’s words and his tentative step forward were both halted by the precarious tremble of Rashodd’s maimed hand.
“I found it,” the Cragsman replied. “For a different one. ”
“Why?”
“Can you truly be so dull, sir?” Rashodd asked. “That I am here suggests that I am charged with doing that which you cannot. ” His eye twitched, his smile grew hysterical at the edge. “I’ve heard Her voice, Mouth. I’ve heard Her song. And it was beautiful. ”
“I am here, too, Rashodd,” Hanth said, recalling delicateness. “I heard her song. I heard her voice. ” He stepped forward, remembering caution. “And because I am here, I tell you that whatever she has promised you is nothing. Whatever she offers is meaningless, whatever she demands is too much. ”
“You forsook Her,” Rashodd whispered, watching him evenly. His hand stood mercifully still, the vial clenched in his fingers. “You turned your back on all that was promised to you. The Prophet told me. ”
“The Prophet is her lie,” Hanth said, taking another step forward. “They tell you only what you wish to hear. They can’t offer you what you truly wish. ”
“They offered me everything,” Rashodd said, his eyes going to the floor. “My face . . . my fingers . . . ” He brushed a mutilated hand against a scarred visage. “And the man who did this to me. ” His gaze snapped up with such suddenness to make Hanth pause midstep. “And you . . . they told me they offered you much more. ”
“They offered me nothing I wanted,” Hanth replied.
“They offered you a release from pain,” Rashodd whispered, “so much pain. ”
“Pain that I need. Pain that I need to be my daughter’s father, pain that I need to exist. ”
The Cragsman’s scarred face twitched, his head shook. It was as though he heard Hanth’s voice through one ear and was assaulted by another, inaudible voice through the scab that had once been the other.
“Need pain . . . to exist,” Rashodd muttered. “But that doesn’t . . . what could that—”
Hanth recognized the indecision, the torment upon the man’s mutilated features. He had felt it enough times to recognize that whatever other unheard voice was speaking to Rashodd louder and more convincingly.
So when Rashodd’s eyes drifted to the floor, Hanth’s drifted to the vial, and he made ready to leap.
“Hanth. ”
He froze when Rashodd looked up. He felt his blood go cold at the tears brimming in the man’s eyes. Tears belonged on people who flinched and felt pain and knew sin. Hanth knew enough of the Cragsman’s deeds to know that tears on him were a mockery.
“You’ve suffered so much,” Rashodd whispered.
“And I would prevent more,” Hanth said, his eyes never leaving the vial.
“I suppose I’ve been terribly selfish, haven’t I?” The Cragsman chuckled lightly. “I thought She could give me everything I wanted, everything I needed. ”
“I once thought the same, too. ”
“You did. ”
The gaze he fixed upon Hanth was bright, hopeful, and horrifying.
“And that’s why I have to do this. ”
Fingers twitched.
“For both of us. ”
And Hanth screamed.
It was a formless noise, impossible of conveying anything beyond the very immediate sense that something had gone very wrong. It was long. It was loud. It, along with his lunge, were completely incapable of stopping the vial from falling out of Rashodd’s maimed fingers.
Into the waters, where it landed without a ripple.
Hanth hit the floor, his hand still outstretched, his mouth still open. He could not see Rashodd, focused only on the air that the vial had once occupied. He could not hear Rashodd, focused only on the sound of a heartbeat steadily growing fainter.
The time between each fading beat stretched into an agonized eternity, until finally, it stopped altogether—and Hanth’s with it.
It began, first, as a pinprick: a faint crimson barely visible amidst the darkness of the water. Hanth could only stare, watching it grow with each breath he took, watching it grow with each rising sound of the beating heart. Soon, it was the size of a fist, then a head, then a man.
When the hellish red glow consumed the field entirely, the water began to churn. The red became consumed, devoured by a black shadow that rose from beneath. A shape colossal rose swiftly to the surface, split it apart.
A great hand, webbed and black and tall as a man, burst from the water and set itself down upon the water’s edge, stone rent beneath its long claws.
Rashodd was saying something, laughing, crying maybe. Hanth didn’t hear it. Hanth didn’t hear him scream when he disappeared beneath another black claw. The heartbeat was thunder, the groan that came from below was the sound of ships breaking, tides flowing, earth drowning.
Daga-Mer was free. The sky wailed and shed tears.
And through the storm, sea, and stone, Hanth could hear but one thing. He heard Kasla’s scream. And at that, he was on his feet.
“I prayed for a better way, Hanth. ” There was a macabre tranquility i
n Rashodd’s voice as the Cragsman called from the deep. “Heaven gave no answer. ”
No time for Rashodd. No time for Daga-Mer or the ominous creak of the temple’s roof or the thunderous roar of water as another arm pulled free of the pool.
The sky bled. Thunder roared. The world ended around him. But he could still save a small part of it.
He prayed he could.
He sprinted out of the temple doors into Yonder’s streets. Hell greeted him.
Their songs were wretched to hear, their plump bodies sitting in rows innumerable upon the roofs of houses. Their gazes, bright and bulbous and countless like stars, were turned upon the city streets. The Omens sang.
“Salvation comes,” they lilted in dire unison. “Shackles rust. Fires cease to burn. The blind shall still hear and the deaf shall still see. She comes for you. Rejoice!”
Their chants chased fat globs of red falling from the sky even while a tide of wailing terror rose up from the throngs of people choking the streets below.
The chaos was not yet terrible enough to blind him to the sight of his former followers, those he had led as the Mouth. The frogmen slinked through the crowd in thick veins of white, hairless skin. Eyes black as the storm overhead and as pitiless, they waded through the crowds, knives aloft and webbed hands grabbing.
There was wailing. There was shrieking. There was begging and pleading and prayers to gods that couldn’t hear them over the thunder. The Omens sang and the frogmen gurgled and the blood continued to fall from the sky. Hanth could but cry out and hope to be heard.
“Kasla!”
The roof of the temple cracked behind him. A howl, centuries old and leagues deep, rang out from a hollow heart. Hanth threw himself into the crowd.
“Kasla!”
At every turn was he met with flesh and fear: the people whom had to be shoved past, the frogmen that had to be knocked over. The former clung to him and begged him for help, accused him for bringing this down upon them. The latter would take them, webbed hands sliding into mouths, groping throats, hauling them into the dark, their screams drowning.
And he ignored them all.
“Kasla!”
She would never hear him. He clung to her name to block out the terror. He clung to her name to remind himself of who had to walk away from this when the city was dead and its people sang songs in the deep.
He spied a gap in the crowd, an exposed mouth of an alley. He seized the opportunity, slipping through the chaos and into the darkness without knowing where he was going. Stopping was not an option. If he stopped, he would think and he would know the odds of finding Kasla alive.
But he had to think. Not long, not hard, just enough to consider.
Sound was smothered in the gloom, but the terror was as thick as the red on the streets. He could but hear his own breath and those screams so desperate as to reach the dark.
“Kasla?” he called out.
“Here . . . ” a voice answered.
Hers? A woman’s, certainly . . . wasn’t it? He followed it, regardless. He could not afford to think what else it might be.
“Come on, then,” the voice spoke again. A woman’s, certainly. “It’s safe out here. I promise. ” He strained to hear it, so soft and weak. “Yes, I know it can be scary. But I’ll take care of you, all right?”
“Kasla?”
“Yes,” she whispered back. “Yes, I’m sure. Yes, I’m really sure. Remember the promise I made you when your father left?”
What was she talking about?
“I promised you I’d never let anything hurt you like that again. I haven’t, have I?”
He rounded the corner and saw the sea lapping at the streets. The wall here had decayed and crumbled away, the alley ending where the ocean began. He saw the woman who was not Kasla, kneeling with her hands extended, her face painted with blood, her tears shining.
Lightning flashed soundlessly overhead.
And he saw the creature looming over her.
It rose on a pillar of coiled gray flesh, a macabre flower that blossomed into an emaciated torso, withered breasts dangling from visible ribs. A spindly neck gave way to a bloated head and black, void-like eyes. A fleshy stalk dangled from its brow, the tip of it pulsating with a blue light that would have been pleasant had it not illuminated so clearly the woman.
“Thisisthewaytherightwaytheonlyway . . . ”
The whispers rose from a pair of womanly lips, twitching delicately within a pair of skeletal, fishlike jaws. They were meant for the woman. It was Hanth’s curse that he could hear them, too.
“Somuchsufferingsomuchpainandwhocomestohelpyouwhowhowho . . . ”
“So much pain,” the woman sobbed. “Why would Zamanthras let him be born into such a world?”
“Noonewilltellyounooneanswersnogodslistennoonecaresnooneevercares . . . ”
“I hear a voice. I hear Her. ”
“No,” Hanth whispered, taking a tentative step forward.
“MotherDeepknowsyourpainfeelsyourpainknowsyourpromise . . . ”
“I promised . . . ” the woman said to the darkness.
“Keephimsafeneverlethimfeelpaineverythingissafedownbelowendlessblueaworldofendlessblueforyouandyourchild . . . ”
“Child,” he said.
He caught sight of the boy, crawling out from under his hiding place. He ran to his mother’s blood-covered arms.
“That’s right,” she said through the tears. “Come to me, darling. We’ll end this all together. ” She collected him up in her arms, stroked his sticky hair and laid a kiss upon his forehead. “Father’s down there. You’ll see. ”
She turned toward the ocean.
“Everything we’ve ever wanted . . . is down below. ”
“NO!”
He screamed. It was lost in the storm.
So, too, was the sound of two bodies, large and small, striking the water and slipping beneath the waves, leaving nothing more than ripples.
The creature turned to him. The blue light illuminated the frown of one of its mouths, the perverse joy of the other.
“Couldhavesavedthemcouldhavestoppedthiscouldhavegonemucheasier . . . ” It whispered to him and only to him. “Yourfaultyourfaultyourfault . . . ”
The beast lowered itself to the ground, hauled itself to the edge of the water on two thin limbs.
“BetrayedHerabandonedHerforsookHerafterallShepromised . . . ”
It looked at him. He saw his horror reflected in its obsidian eyes. It spoke, without whispers. And he heard its true voice, thick and choking.
“But She will not abandon you, Mouth. ”
He saw the creature disappearing only in glimpses: a gray tail slipped beneath the water, azure light winked out in the gloom.
And he was left with but ripples.
His back buckled, struck with the sudden despair that only now had caught up with him. Realization upon horrifying realization was heaped upon him and he fell to his knees.
Hanth would die here.
Daga-Mer had risen. The faithful ran rampant throughout Yonder, a tide of flesh and song that would drown the world. Ulbecetonth would speak to that world and find ears ready to listen, ready to believe that everything they wanted lay beneath the sea. His family was dead.
Kasla was gone.
He remembered despair clearly.
“No . . . ”
Denial, too.
He clambered to his feet. Hanth would die soon, but not yet.
Where? Where could she have gone? She had said something, hadn’t she? Before he left, she had said . . . what was it? Something about them, not leaving them. Who were they?
The sick. The wounded. She would have tried to find them. Because she was the person he would run through hell to find.
He slipped through the alleys, found himself back on the streets. The tides of panic had relented, the people vanished. Those who hadn’t been hauled away lay trampled in the streets.
He could not help t
hem now. He walked slowly, wary of any of frogmen that might lurk in the shadows. It only took a few steps to realize the folly of that particular plan. If any frogmen came for him, they would be aware of him long before he was of them.
The Omens, lining the rooftops in rows of unblinking eyes, would see to that.
“Denial is a sin,” they chanted, their voices echoing each other down the line. “The faithful deny nothing. The penitent denies heaven. The heathen denies everything. ”
Empty words to those who knew the Omens. Risen from the congealed hatred that followed demons and the faithful alike, they were merely parasites feeding and regurgitating the angst and woe their demonic hosts sowed in quantity. Without anything resembling a genuine thought, they could say nothing he could care to hear.
“She’s going to die, Mouth. ”
Or so he thought.
He looked, wide-eyed, up at the dozens of chattering mouths, all chanting a different thing at him.
“She’s going to die. ”
“You’re going to watch it. ”
“She’s going to suffer, Mouth. ”
“Sacrifices must be made. ”
“Promises must be kept. ”
“You could have stopped this. ”
And he was running again, as much to escape as to find Kasla. Their voices welled like tides behind him.
“Why do you deny Mother Deep?”
“You could have saved her. ”
“This is how it must be, Mouth. ”
“Mother Deep won’t deny you. ”
“She’s going to cry out, Mouth. ”
“All because of you. ”
Ignore them, he told himself. They’re nothing. You find her. You find her and everything will be fine. You’re going to die. They’re going to kill you for what you’ve done. But she’ll live and everything will be fine.
It was the kind of logic that could only make sense to the kind of man who ran through hell.
He carried that logic with him as he would a holy symbol as he found the decrepit building. He carried that logic with him through the door and into it.
Before they had taken to housing the wounded here, it had been a warehouse: decaying, decrepit, stagnant. When it was filled with the sick and the dying, it had been no cheerier. The air had hung thick with ragged breaths, gasps brimming with poison, groans of agony.
But it was only when Hanth found the room still and soundless that he despaired.
In long lines, the sick lay upon cots against the wall, motionless in the dark. No more moaning. No more pain. Lightning flashed, briefly illuminating faces that had been twisted earlier that morning. A sheen, glistening like gossamer, lay over faces that were now tranquil with a peace they would have never known before.
His eyelid twitched. He caught the stirring of shadows.
“Hanth?”
And he saw Kasla. Standing between the rows of beds, she stared into a darkness that grew into an abyss at the end of the room, like blood congealing in the dead. He laid a hand upon her and felt the tremble of her body.