CHAPTER XLVI.
FORWARD!
Esperance hurried down, and in the dining-room, a marvel of marqueterieand mosaic, was a young man.
"My dear Goutran," he said, as the stranger advanced to meet him, "Icannot tell you how obliged I am for this visit."
This Goutran, Goutran Sabrau, was a tall young fellow of abouttwenty-five, with blonde hair and a frank face. He was a painter, andhad already attained some celebrity.
"Upon my word, this is a welcome worth having," said Goutran. "But whatis going on here, you do not look like yourself. Your eyes are muchbrighter than usual. Have you not some secret to confide to me?"
The two young men took their seats at a table, laid with great elegance.
"No. I have no secrets," answered Esperance, "and I am unaware of anychange."
"And yet the very tones of your voice are altered."
Esperance interrupted his friend with some impatience.
"Never mind that! I assure you that so far from having anything pleasantto communicate, I am out of spirits. My father has gone away."
Goutran looked at him with some surprise.
The intimacy between these young men had begun by Esperance wishing tobuy a picture of Goutran's, which had obtained a great success at theSalon. The picture was of a gipsy girl playing a violin and dancing.Bertuccio went to the painter's studio, and offered an enormous sum forthe picture, which was refused by Goutran. Accustomed to thegratification of all his caprices, he went himself to the studio. Butthe young man replied:
"You offer me, sir, twenty thousand francs for a canvas for which apicture dealer would not give me fifty louis, and yet I refuse. At thesame time I am immensely flattered, and feel that I owe you anexplanation. The picture is dear to me for reasons which are neither adrama nor a poem. I had a friend whom I adored. She had an affection ofthe lungs and I often took her into the country. We were one day atMendon when we heard strange music, wild barbarian music. We approachedsoftly, and beheld through the trees a young gipsy girl playing a violinand lightly dancing as she played. We listened in astonishment, for themusic was most singular. Suddenly I felt that my companion was clingingheavily to my arm. She had fainted. I seized her in my arms, and boreher away. In a week death was very near. Then she said to me:
"'I must hear that gipsy again!'
"I could not leave her, but I sent a friend to find this unknown girl.Each morning I discovered that the search had been fruitless. The sickgirl said when I told her, 'Very well! I shall not die until shecomes.' On the fourth day she half lifted herself from her bedexclaiming:
"'There she is! I hear her!'
"I ran to the window, and beheld the gipsy in the garden. How did thesick girl know she was there? The gipsy had not played a note. I couldnot refuse my poor Aimee anything, and sent for the gipsy to come atonce to the room where the sick girl lay. The gipsy began to play suchsoft, mysterious melodies. Poor Aimee listened with a faint smile.Suddenly she drew me to her, kissed me, and died. This gipsy, sir, isthe one I have painted. You see therefore that I could never part withthis picture."
At this time Esperance was doing his best to copy his father's manners.He was but twenty-one and he affected impassibility. He adopted his mostphlegmatic English air, and replied to the painter:
"Your story is most interesting, but I will give fifty thousand francs."
Goutran was surprised and somewhat displeased. He repeated his refusal,and Esperance departed discontented with himself and with every oneelse.
On thinking the whole affair over he was heartily ashamed of himself. Onthe third day he went to the studio, and, on entering, said simply:
"For two days I have been uncomfortable. I beg you to accept myapologies for my ungentlemanly conduct."
Goutran was an excellent person, he had early learned indulgence toothers. He at once saw that this handsome young fellow was a boy inreality, with plenty of theories, but no experience of life. Hetherefore received this apology frankly, and talked for some time to himas to a younger brother.
Esperance listened without a word. The distrust which was a part of hisnature struggled against the cordiality shown by Goutran.
Finally Esperance had a friend. To Goutran alone did he ever open hisheart, and even when he had been with him for hours, laughing andtalking with gayety, he appeared before Monte-Cristo as impassive asever.
Goutran did not attempt to penetrate the secrets of his life. He knew,however, that the day could not be far off when the butterfly wouldemerge from the chrysalis.
"My father has gone away," Esperance had said.
"Indeed! And where has he gone?"
"I have no idea. He simply wrote me a few lines announcing hisdeparture."
Goutran did not think it worth while to be astonished, for this was amost singular household.
"Then you are entirely your own master?"
"Yes," answered Esperance, "I am free."
"I have a favor to ask," said Goutran, after a minute's silence.
"Ask it. You know every thing I have is yours."
"Yes--another minute you would offer me millions."
"No, I did not think of doing so. I am rich, I know, but it is not myfault. And I do not think it generous in you to reproach me with thesemillions."
"I did not mean to offend you. If I needed money I would ask you forit."
"Money! what is that? I should have only to fill out a check, you know.But ask me to fight for you, to be killed for you!"
Goutran took the hand of the youth in his, and smilingly said:
"Do you know, Esperance, the greatest sacrifice I can ask of you?"
"Go on."
"It would be to mount upon the imperial of an omnibus. Ah! you areastonished, and are asking yourself if I am not laughing at you, but Iassure you that I am in solemn earnest. The truth is, Esperance, thatyou are not happy."
"I assure you--"
"No, you are not happy because you are hampered by conventionalities.You never were in an omnibus, I suppose?"
"No, never."
"When you wish to go out you ring the bell, and your carriage is broughtround. If you go to the theatre a spacious _loge_ is in readiness foryou. You go into society--you are received with smiles. Do you know thata life like that would be my death?"
"Why do you talk thus to-day?" asked Esperance.
"I can't tell you why. The words come of themselves, but they express myfeelings precisely. You millionaires know nothing of life. You are likea drop of oil in a pitcher of water--you do not mingle with the rest ofhumanity, and you are bored!"
Esperance was annoyed that his mood had been so readily divined.
"But you have not told me what sacrifice you desired of me."
"I did not say sacrifice--I said service."
"Well, whichever it may be, I am ready."
"Very good! You are certainly the best fellow in the world!"
Here it must be mentioned that Esperance never drank wine. The table wassupplied with several kinds, but, like his father, Esperance nevertouched them.
Goutran poured some sherry into the glass of his friend.
"I have come," he said, "to make a confession and ask a loan."
He tossed off a glass of wine as he spoke. Esperance mechanically drankalso.
"This is my confession: I, Goutran, a painter, propose to give a_soiree_ to-morrow night."
"You!"
"Yes, neither more nor less, and I intend to add to this _soiree_ aball."
"In your atelier?"
"Why not? It is not as large as the Square, to be sure, but it will be asuccess."
"But what is the occasion of these festivities?"
"Oh! thereby hangs a tale. A great Italian lord was, when I was in Rome,extremely kind to me. He treated me like a son. He has come to Paris,and I must do something for him and for other friends. He is immenselywealthy himself--not to be mentioned the same day with you, to be sure.I intend to kill two birds with one stone, and invite my friends t
osend their pictures on exhibition. I need your assistance, and I needsome tapestries."
Esperance listened attentively, and did not notice that Goutran hadfilled his glass with sherry again.
"I want my studio to be magnificent on this occasion, and as we artistsare not rich enough to buy oriental hangings, we are all going to ourfriends to borrow of them. You have treasures of this nature--will youlend them to me? And the great service was simply that you should lendme some of those marvelous Japanese hangings of yours."
"I regret extremely that you ask such a trifle at my hands, and now begthat you will grant me one."
"What is that?"
"Will you give up the arrangement of the studio to me? I will send menand all my Smyrna and India stuff to-morrow morning, and they will do itall."
"No, no! Do you think I would allow common upholsterers to touch yourtreasures! I wish to mount step-ladders in my shirt sleeves, with a bighammer in my hand, and put them up myself."
And, as Esperance looked at him with troubled surprise, Goutrancontinued:
"My dear friend, open your boxes for me, let me select what I want. Wetwo will study the effects, and then I will carry off a bundle in myarms with joy and gratitude. By the way, I shall expect you at my_soiree_!"
"Oh! you know that I always work in the evening."
"What has that to do with it? You need not work unless you choose.Come--there will be ladies there!"