Read The Sunflower Page 10


  Christine led her up to the piñata, then tied the blindfold around her eyes. As soon as the little girl had the bat, she began swinging. Pablo didn’t pull the string but let her connect, which did little but produce a light thud.

  “¡Muévela, Pablo!” Move it, Pablo!

  “¡Más rápido!” Faster!

  “No,” Pablo said.

  “A Pablo le gusta Roxana,” Pablo loves Roxana, Joe shouted, and the other boys quickly joined in.

  “¡Cállense, tontos!” Pablo shouted back, then added in English, “Stupid heads!”

  “Basta,” Paul said. The boys fell silent.

  Roxana’s bat struck the piñata several more times but again without effect.

  “Okay. Now getting the bat from her is the tricky part,” Paul said. After she swung, Paul reached in and grabbed the top of the bat. Then he slid off her blindfold. Christine stepped over and lifted her in her arms. “Good job, sweetie.”

  Roxana cuddled into her. It took only two swings before Ronal connected, sending candy flying everywhere. The boys fell to the ground, gathering up the candy. Christine set Roxana down.

  “Roxana, go,” Christine said. “Get some candy.” She tried to get her to move, but Roxana just clutched her leg, keeping her distance from the boys’ melee. Christine crouched down to help her, but the candy was mostly gone by then. She looked up at Paul for help. “Paul, she didn’t get any.”

  “Don’t worry. She will.”

  When the candy was all collected, the boys put it in a single pile. “¿Quince?” Deyvis asked Paul. Fifteen?

  “No. Trece es suficiente.” Thirteen’s enough.

  The boys divided the candy evenly into thirteen piles. Christine watched in amazement. “You didn’t even tell them to share.”

  “These boys would as soon cut off their own hand as take something the others didn’t get.”

  “We could learn from them.”

  “I do every day,” Paul said. He turned back to the boys. “¿Quién quiere torta?” Who wants cake?

  The boys cheered and ran off.

  “Come on, Roxana,” Christine said. Roxana had never surrendered her hand and Christine led her to the dining room. When they arrived, the boys were already seated around the table. Pablo sat at the head. Paul struck a match and lit the candles on the cake.

  “All right, Pablo,” Christine said. “Blow them out.”

  He looked over the cake. “There are too many candles. I’m only eight.”

  “It’s an American custom,” she said. “One candle to grow on.”

  “Good. I need to grow,” Pablo said.

  “Cantemos,” Paul said. Let’s sing.

  The boys sang happy birthday to Pablo, first in English, then in Spanish. Then Paul cut the cake and put it on plates, which Christine handed out.

  Paul gave him a new sweater, a case of watercolors and a thick pad of paper to paint on. Pablo was ecstatic with the gifts, thanking him in both languages. Then Christine gave Pablo the truck and all the boys looked at it enviously. “Wow,” he said. “Un camión. Cool!” Pablo hugged her. “Thank you, Miss Christine.”

  “You’re welcome.”

  Christine looked over at Paul and saw his eyes gleam with happiness for Pablo’s joy. She realized that Paul didn’t love Pablo like a son; he felt the boy was his son. She wondered if he had named him after himself.

  When the cake was gone, all the boys went outside to play, leaving Paul, Christine and Roxana alone in the kitchen. Paul made coca tea, poured two cups and brought them over to the table. Roxana sat next to Christine, her cheek flattened against the table while Christine tickled her back.

  “I should have asked if you like coca tea,” Paul said. “I can make something else if you don’t.”

  “No, it’s fine. It helps with the altitude.”

  “Are you still feeling it?”

  “A little. It’s like a constant buzzing.”

  He sat down across from her. “It’s murder when you have a cold. Sugar?”

  “Please. A lot.”

  Paul scooped a heaping teaspoon into her cup, stirred it, then left the spoon. He sat down across from her. “An Italian visitor once told me that coca tea tastes like a horse smells.”

  She laughed. “It tastes like alfalfa.”

  Paul took another sip. “I’ve never thought of that but you’re right. I could make coffee instead.”

  “No, alfalfa’s fine. What time do the boys go to bed?”

  “Usually around nine. But I told them they could stay up tonight until ten. We’re probably about there now.”

  She finished her tea. “Want me to take the boys up?”

  “No. I just need to tell them it’s bedtime. But I’m sure Roxana wouldn’t mind if you put her to bed.”

  “I’d love to.”

  The sun had fallen, leaving the courtyard dark except for a single floodlight that created long dramatic shadows. Paul called to the boys, while Christine took Roxana’s hand and led her to her room. Once inside, Roxana lifted off her dress, then folded it and placed it inside the wooden chest. She took out a large nightshirt, pulled it on and went to her bed. Christine turned down the sheets and helped Roxana climb under them.

  Christine lingered at the side of the bed, looking into the little girl’s face. Roxana gazed back at her.

  The boys’ dorm was just two doors down, and the boys ran wildly past Roxana’s room, chasing Pablo and his new truck. They were so loud and boisterous that Christine wondered how Roxana could sleep with such noise, then she smiled at her own foolishness.

  “I wish I could read you a story,” Christine said. She pulled the hair back from Roxana’s face. Then she gently touched the scar. “What did they do to you, little one?”

  Roxana reached up and touched Christine’s lips. Then she signed something.

  Christine smiled sadly. “I don’t know what you’re saying, honey.”

  Almost as if understanding her, Roxana repeated the motion, this time more slowly. Christine nodded. “I’ll ask Paul what that means. Goodnight,” she said. She leaned forward and kissed her forehead, then pulled the covers up to her chin. At the door she turned off the light and looked back. Even in the darkness she could see that Roxana was looking at her. She reluctantly turned and walked back to the kitchen. Paul was washing the last of the dishes.

  “Need some help?”

  “I’m almost done. How did it go?”

  “She’s adorable.” Christine sat down at the table “What does this mean?” She did her best to replicate Roxana’s motion.

  “She was saying ‘I love you.’ ”

  Christine sighed happily. “I’m falling in love with her,” she said. Paul looked over but said nothing. He toweled off his hands. “You’re probably ready to get back to Cuzco.”

  “I wouldn’t mind talking some more. If you’re not too tired.”

  He smiled. “I’m not tired at all. Would you like to go for a walk?”

  “I’d love to.”

  “I know the perfect place.”

  They left the kitchen and walked down behind the hacienda into the night, past the greenhouse up the foothill south of El Girasol. As the path grew steeper, Paul took her hand and led her nearly thirty yards up the incline to where a large rock cropping made a flat ledge. Christine was breathing heavily. Paul wiped the dust from the rock, then helped her up on the stone. She sat with her feet dangling over the side. Paul scooted over next to her.

  The moon illuminated the valley before them, and the black water of the sacred river shimmered like an earthbound galaxy. Cicadas serenaded them from their hiding places like an orchestra concealed in its pit.

  “It’s beautiful,” Christine said. “Do you come here often?”

  “From time to time. Usually when I want to get away from the boys.”

  She smiled at that. She leaned back on her elbows and looked up at the night sky. “The stars are so clear. Where’s the Big Dipper?”

  “Wrong hemisphere. Do
wn here we have the Southern Cross.”

  “I’ve never really thought that the stars down here would be different than the ones at home. Where’s the Southern Cross?”

  He leaned next to her, pointing toward the western sky. “See those four stars? The group there with the really bright star?”

  “Yes.”

  “That’s the Southern Cross. The brightest of those stars, at the foot of the cross, is Acrux. It’s really two stars orbiting around each other.” Paul was quiet a moment, then said,

  The lovely planet, love’s own quickener,

  Right-hand I turned, and, setting me to spy

  That alien pole, beheld four stars, the same

  The first men saw, and since, no living eye;

  It seemed the heavens exulted in their flame—

  O widowed world beneath the northern pole,

  Forever famished of the sight of them!

  Christine sighed with pleasure. “Did you write that?”

  “It’s Dante. Many scholars believe he was writing about the Southern Cross, except he never saw it. Florence, Italy, is too far north. Still, it’s peculiar that he speaks of the widowed world beneath the Northern Light. At one time the Southern Cross was visible from Jerusalem, but, due to the earth’s precession, now it can’t be seen. They say the last time it was visible from Jerusalem was the same century Christ was crucified.”

  “How do you know all this?”

  “I read a lot,” he said. He looked out. “For centuries mariners and sojourners used the Southern Cross to guide their journeys. People have always looked to the stars for direction. Some believe they determine their destiny.”

  “Do you think they do?”

  “I don’t know. My last stars didn’t do me much good. I came down here and things changed. So maybe there is something to them.”

  “I need some new stars,” Christine said.

  Paul looked back out over the valley. “The Incas believed that the sacred valley was a reflection of the constellations. You’ll see what I mean when you go there tomorrow.”

  The mention of her departure made her sad. She looked ahead, lightly kicking her feet. “Why do you call your orphanage the Sunflower?”

  “It was the name of the hacienda. I suppose it was probably built on a field of sunflowers. We keep the name because I like the metaphor of looking to light. What we do here is about hope.”

  “I’ve always loved sunflowers, my whole wed—” she stopped herself. “I just like them.”

  Paul noticed the slip but didn’t pursue it. “Was Jessica upset that you didn’t go back tonight?”

  “A little. But she’ll get over it. She really just wanted me to cover for her. She was worried that people might suspect that she and Jim were a pair—as if everyone doesn’t already know.”

  “I hope Jessica doesn’t get her hopes up. Jim’s a player. He has a girl on every tour.”

  “Then they’re perfect for each other,” Christine said. “Jessica’s a male magnet. Men just can’t keep away from her. She’s just so beautiful and so much fun.”

  “Like you.”

  “I’m not as beautiful as she is. And I’m definitely not as fun.”

  “I think you’re more beautiful than Jessica. And you were definitely fun tonight. The boys thought so too.”

  “I’m not fun. I’m picky and compulsive and…” she stopped.

  “And?”

  “Afraid.”

  A breeze wafted between and around them as if carrying off her words. She looked down over the dark, moonlit fields that ruffled with the wind.

  “What are you afraid of?”

  “Life, I guess. I think what I’m most afraid of is being alone.”

  “You and the rest of the world,” he said. He looked over at her. “Did something happen to you to make you feel this way?”

  “My parents divorced when I was little. I know it happens all the time. But my father eventually just erased me from his life. He had a new family and to him I was just part of a mistake. He died a year ago. By that time we had completely lost touch.”

  “I’m sorry,” Paul said.

  Christine stared out at the hacienda.

  “I haven’t told you why Jessica wanted me to come to Peru.” He looked at her. “She was trying to get me out of Dayton.”

  “What’s in Dayton?”

  “A lot of pain, mostly.” She nervously brushed her hair back from her face. “Last October I was supposed to get married. A week before the wedding my fiancé decided that he wasn’t ready and called it off.” Her eyes welled up with tears. “I’m sorry. I don’t know why I’m telling you all this.”

  “It helps to talk.”

  She found comfort in his tone. “Today was the first time since Martin walked out that I haven’t thought about him.” She frowned. “At least until now.”

  “Your fiancé’s name is Martin?”

  She nodded. “Martin Lyn Christensen. I was going to be Christine Christensen. Kind of a bad name, don’t you think?”

  He shrugged. “At least it’s easy to remember.”

  “Just try saying it three times fast.”

  Paul tried and failed, and they both laughed. It felt good to laugh, Christine thought, especially about something that previously had only brought her pain. After a moment she said, “So, Dr. Cook, what brought you here?”

  “To El Girasol?”

  “To Peru.”

  He looked out into the darkness as if he were contemplating the question for the first time. “I came to surf.”

  She looked into his face to see if he was serious. “Really?”

  He laughed. “No.” He turned away and said nothing else. After a moment he looked back over. “Why do you think I came?”

  “I was thinking it was probably the Butch Cassidy thing. You got tired of robbing banks in the U.S. so you came down here because you heard it was easier.”

  He smiled at this but still didn’t answer her question. A sudden gust of wind whistled down the mountain.

  “You’re not going to tell me, are you?”

  He shook his head. “No.”

  “That’s not fair. I shared my painful secret.”

  “Proof again that life isn’t fair.”

  “At least tell me why you wear a toy soldier around your neck?”

  Paul seemed surprised that she had noticed it. “It’s a reminder.”

  “Of what?”

  He smiled. “Of something I’d like to forget.”

  “You’re so…mysterious.”

  “Is that bad?”

  “No, it’s kind of appealing.” She looked down, threading her fingers together in her lap. “We’re going to Machu Picchu tomorrow. Then we’re flying out to Puerto Maldonado. We’re going to stay at a jungle lodge.”

  “Makisapa Lodge,” he said.

  “Have you been there?”

  “Many times. Sometimes I help Puma-Condor if they’re short on help.”

  “Are there a lot of spiders?”

  “I doubt you’ll see any. Well, maybe a few.” He paused. “Actually they’re all over the place.”

  Christine dropped her head in her hand. “Great.”

  “You’re afraid of spiders?”

  “Terrified. Especially the big hairy ones.”

  “I was bitten by one of those big hairy ones once. A Peruvian pink toe. Beautiful creature, really. It was crawling on my arm and I tried to lift it off. It got both fangs into me.”

  “Okay, I’m going to have a nervous breakdown. Tell me you’re kidding.”

  “I’d be lying.”

  “What did it feel like?”

  “It hurt.”

  “No kidding. I want details.”

  “It was like being stuck with two thumbtacks. My hand swelled up and turned purple. But it didn’t hurt for much more than a day.”

  “Is it true that there are spiders big enough to catch birds?”

  The question amused him. “Why are you doing this to your
self?”

  “It’s my obsessive controlling side. I’ve got to know.”

  “The Venezuelan Goliath bird eater. I’ve only seen one of them. It hissed at me.”

  “The spider hissed?”

  “Some of them do that. But it gets better. A year ago I met this British explorer in Cuzco. He was a spider expert. He was investigating claims about a spider they call la araña de pollo—the chicken spider. Eyewitnesses claimed to have seen a spider so big it actually kills chickens and carries them off.”

  “I’m definitely going to have a breakdown,” Christine said. “I don’t want to talk about this anymore.”

  “You started it.”

  “Well, I’m stopping it now.”

  He was quiet for a moment, then suddenly started laughing to himself.

  “What?”

  “I really shouldn’t tell you.”

  “Now you have to.”

  “Tomorrow night you’re staying in a town called Urubamba. Urubamba means Land of Spiders.”

  “This just keeps getting better. So what does makisapa mean—lodge of Giant Spiders?”

  Paul laughed. “You’re not that far off. A makisapa is a Brazilian spider monkey.”

  “A spider monkey. Now I know you’re making this up.”

  “I’m not that clever.” He smiled reassuringly, then put his arm around her, pulling her in close. “Don’t worry, you’ll be okay.”

  Neither spoke for a few minutes, but it was a comfortable silence. Christine pushed thoughts of spiders from her mind and thought about the man with his arm around her instead.

  “Do you miss America?” Christine asked.

  “Most of it.”

  “What do you miss most?”

  “My family. My parents and sister.”

  “When was the last time you saw them?”

  “Three years ago. My mother had just been diagnosed with ALS. Lou Gehrig’s disease.”

  “I’m sorry.”

  “So am I. My sister moved back to help my dad take care of her. I feel guilty about not being there. But I can’t just leave these boys.” He breathed out deeply. “Sometimes I miss America more than I can say. And it’s not really the big things. You have no idea how nice it is just to speak English with you.”