CHAPTER XXXVI.
A LETTER FROM HOME.
In due time the first number of the new weekly paper appeared, andFlorence's article was on the leading page. It created, as Tom Franksknew it would, a good deal of criticism. It met with a shower of abusefrom one party, and warm notices, full of congratulation, from another.It certainly increased the sale of the paper and made people lookeagerly forward to the next work of the rising star.
Florence, who would not glance at the paper once it had appeared, andwho did her utmost to forget Bertha's work, tried to believe that shewas happy. She had now really as much money as she needed to spend, andwas able to send her mother cheques.
Mrs. Aylmer was in the seventh heaven of bliss. As to Sukey, she wasperfectly sick of hearing of Miss Florence's talents and Miss Florence'ssuccess. Mrs. Aylmer the less thought it high time to write acongratulatory letter to her daughter.
"My dear Flo," she wrote, "you are the talk of the place. I never knew anything like it. I am invaded by visitors. I am leading quite a picnic life, hardly ever having a meal at home, and with your cheques I am able to dress myself properly. Sukey also enjoys the change. But why, my dear love, don't you send copies of that wonderful magazine, and that extraordinary review, to your loving mother? I have just suggested to a whole number of your admirers to meet me at this house on Wednesday next, when I propose to read aloud to them either your article in the _General Review_ or one of your stories in the _Argonaut_. Do send me the copies, dear; I have failed hitherto to get them."
At this point in her letter Mrs. Aylmer broke off abruptly. There hadcome a great blot of ink on the paper, as if her pen had suddenly fallenfrom her hand. Later on the letter was continued, but in a differenttone.
"Our clergyman, Mr. Walker, has just been to see me. What do you think he has come about? He brought your paper with him and read passages of it aloud. He said that it was my duty immediately to see you, and to do my utmost to get you into a better frame of mind.
"He says your style--I am quoting his exact words--and your sentiments are bitterly wrong, and will do a lot of mischief. My dear girl, what does this mean? Just when your poor, doting old mother was so full of bliss and so proud of you, to give her a knock-down blow of this sort! I must request you, my precious child, the next time you write for the _General Review_, to do a paper which will not cause such remarks as I have just listened to from the lips of our good clergyman. You might write, Florence, a nice little essay on the sins of ambition, or something of that sort--or what do you say to a paper on flowers, spring flowers?--I think that would be so sweet and poetic--or the sad sea waves? I really did not know that I had such a clever brain myself. You must have inherited your talent from me, darling. Now, do write a paper on the sad sea waves. I know I shall cry over it. I feel it beforehand. Don't forget, my love, the lessons your poor mother has tried to teach you. Mr. Walker spoke so severely that I almost thought I ought to return your nice cheque for five pounds; but on reflection, it seemed to me that that would do no good, and that I at least knew how to spend the money well. I told him I would give him ten shillings out of it for the missionary society. He seemed quite shocked. How narrow-minded some clergymen are! But there, Flo, don't forget that the next paper is to be on spring flowers or the sad sea waves. It will take like wildfire.
"Your Affectionate Mother."
This letter was received by Florence on the following morning. She wasseated at her desk, carefully copying the last production sent to her byBertha Keys. It was not an essay this time, but a story, and was couchedin rather milder terms than her two previous stories. Florence thrust itinto a drawer, read her mother's letter from end to end, and then,covering her face with her hands, sat for a long time motionless.
"I am successful; but it seems to me I am casting away my own soul," shesaid to herself. "I am not happy. I never thought, when I could supplymother with as much money as she needed, when my own affairs were goingon so nicely, when my independence was so far secured, and when I was ona certain pinnacle of success, that I could feel as I do. But nothinggives me pleasure. Even last night, at that party which the Franks tookme to, when people came up and congratulated me, I felt stupid andheavy. I could not answer when I was spoken to, nor carry on arguments.I felt like a fool, and I know I acted as one; and if Mr. Franks had notbeen so kind, I doubt not I should have openly disgraced myself. Oh,dear! the way of transgressors is _very_ hard, and I hate Bertha morethan words can say."
Florence was interrupted at this pause in her meditations by a tap ather door. She was now able to have two rooms at her command in Prince'sMansions, and Franks, who had come to see her, was ushered into aneatly-furnished but simple-looking sitting-room.
Florence rose to meet him.
"Are you well?" he said, staring at her.
"Why do you ask? I am perfectly well," she replied, in a tone of someannoyance.
"I beg your pardon; you look so black under the eyes. Do you work toohard at night?"
"I never work too hard, Mr. Franks; you are absolutely mistaken in me."
"I am glad to hear it. Is your next story ready?"
"I am finishing it."
"May I see it?"
"No, I cannot show it to you. You shall have it by to-morrow or next dayat latest."
"Do you feel inclined to do some more essays for our paper?"
"I would rather not," said Florence.
"But why so?"
"You didn't like my last paper, you know."
"Oh, I admired it for its cleverness. I didn't care for the tone. It isunnecessary to give way to all one's feelings. When you have writtenmore and oftener, you will have learned the art of suppression."
"I have just had a letter from mother," said Florence; "I will show youher postscript. You will see that, although she was proud of me, it wasthe pride of ignorance. This is what our clergyman, Mr. Walker, says,and he is right."
Franks read the few words of the postscript.
"I suppose he is right," he answered. He looked full at the girl andhalf-smiled.
"It would be extremely successful if you would do a paper in a _totally_different tone," he said; "could you not try?"
"I cannot give what is not in me."
"Well, have a good try. Choose your own subject. Let me have the verybest you can. I must not stay any longer now. The story at least willreach me in good time?"
"Yes, and I think you will like it rather better than the last.Good-bye," said Florence.
He held her hand lingeringly for a moment, and looked into her face. Ashe went downstairs he thought a good deal about her. She interested him.If he married, he would as soon have clever and original Florence Aylmerfor his wife as any other woman he had ever met.
He was just leaving the house when he came face to face with Trevor.Maurice was hurrying into the house as Franks was going out. Thesub-editor of the _Argonaut_ started when he saw Trevor.
"Hallo," he said, "who would have thought to see you here? How are you?"
"Quite well, thank you."
"I imagined you to be in the country safe with that kind old lady who isfeathering your nest."
"I don't think that will come off, Franks; but I do not feel inclined todiscuss it. I have come up to town to see Miss Aylmer. How is she?"
"Quite well, or, rather, no: I don't think she is very well. I have justseen her. What a wonderfully clever girl she is!"
"So it seems," said Trevor, in a somewhat impatient tone. "Is she in?"
"Yes; I have just come from her."
"Then I won't detain you now." Trevor ran upstairs, and Franks wentquickly back to his office.