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an' looked long and 'ard at Lydy Elling.

  "'Of course I'll try to do as you'd wish about the picture,

  'Ugh, if that's w'at's troublin' you,' she says quiet. With that

  'e closed 'is eyes and 'e never opened 'em. He died unconscious

  at four that mornin'.

  "You see, sir, Lydy Elling was always cruel 'ard on the

  Marriage. From the first it went wrong, an' Sir 'Ugh was

  out of temper pretty constant. She came into the studio one day

  and looked at the picture an 'asked 'im why 'e didn't throw it up

  an' quit aworriting 'imself. He answered sharp, an' with that she

  said as 'ow she didn't see w'at there was to make such a row

  about, no'ow. She spoke 'er mind about that picture, free; an'

  Sir 'Ugh swore 'ot an' let a 'andful of brushes fly at 'is study,

  an' Lydy Elling picked up 'er skirts careful an' chill, an'

  drifted out of the studio with 'er eyes calm and 'er chin 'igh.

  If there was one thing Lydy Elling 'ad no comprehension of, it

  was the usefulness of swearin'. So the Marriage was a sore

  thing between 'em. She is uncommon calm, but uncommon bitter, is

  Lydy Elling. She's never come anear the studio since that day she

  went out 'oldin' up of 'er skirts. W'en 'er friends goes over she

  excuses 'erself along o' the strain. Strain--Gawd!" James ground

  his wrath short in his teeth.

  "I'll tell you what I'll do, James, and it's our only hope. I'll

  see Lady Ellen tomorrow. The Times says she returned today.

  You take the picture back to its place, and I'll do what I can

  for it. If anything is done to save it, it must be done through

  Lady Ellen Treffinger herself, that much is clear. I can't think

  that she fully understands the situation. If she did, you know,

  she really couldn't have any motive--" He stopped suddenly.

  Somehow, in the dusky lamplight, her small, close-sealed face

  came ominously back to him. He rubbed his forehead and knitted

  his brows thoughtfully. After a moment he shook his head and

  went on: "I am positive that nothing can be gained by highhanded

  methods, James. Captain Gresham is one of the most popular men

  in London, and his friends would tear up Treffinger's bones if he

  were annoyed by any scandal of our making--and this scheme you

  propose would inevitably result in scandal. Lady Ellen has, of

  course, every legal right to sell the picture. Treffinger made

  considerable inroads upon her estate, and, as she is about to

  marry a man without income, she doubtless feels that she has a

  right to replenish her patrimony."

  He found James amenable, though doggedly skeptical. He went

  down into the street, called a carriage, and saw James and his

  burden into it. Standing in the doorway, he watched the carriage

  roll away through the drizzling mist, weave in and out among the

  wet, black vehicles and darting cab lights, until it was

  swallowed up in the glare and confusion of the Strand. "It is

  rather a fine touch of irony," he reflected, "that he, who is so

  out of it, should be the one to really care. Poor Treffinger,"

  he murmured as, with a rather spiritless smile, he turned back

  into his hotel. "Poor Treffinger; sic transit gloria."

  The next afternoon MacMaster kept his promise. When he

  arrived at Lady Mary Percy's house he saw preparations for a

  function of some sort, but he went resolutely up the steps,

  telling the footman that his business was urgent. Lady Ellen

  came down alone, excusing her sister. She was dressed for

  receiving, and MacMaster had never seen one so beautiful.

  The color in her cheeks sent a softening glow over her small,

  delicately cut features.

  MacMaster apologized for his intrusion and came unflinchingly

  to the object of his call. He had come, he said, not only to offer

  her his warmest congratulations, but to express his regret that a

  great work of art was to leave England.

  Lady Treffinger looked at him in wide-eyed astonishment.

  Surely, she said, she had been careful to select the best of the

  pictures for the X--- gallery, in accordance with Sir Hugh

  Treffinger's wishes.

  "And did he--pardon me, Lady Treffinger, but in mercy set my

  mind at rest--did he or did he not express any definite wish

  concerning this one picture, which to me seems worth all the

  others, unfinished as it is?"

  Lady Treffinger paled perceptibly, but it was not the pallor

  of confusion. When she spoke there was a sharp tremor in her

  smooth voice, the edge of a resentment that tore her like pain.

  "I think his man has some such impression, but I believe it to be

  utterly unfounded. I cannot find that he ever expressed any wish

  concerning the disposition of the picture to any of his friends.

  Unfortunately, Sir Hugh was not always discreet in his remarks to

  his servants."

  "Captain Gresham, Lady Ellingham, and Miss Ellingham,"

  announced a servant, appearing at the door.

  There was a murmur in the hall, and MacMaster greeted the

  smiling Captain and his aunt as he bowed himself out.

  To all intents and purposes the Marriage of Phaedra was

  already entombed in a vague continent in the Pacific, somewhere

  on the other side of the world.

  A Wagner Matinee

  I received one morning a letter, written in pale ink on

  glassy, blue-lined notepaper, and bearing the postmark of a

  little Nebraska village. This communication, worn and rubbed,

  looking as though it had been carried for some days in a coat

  pocket that was none too clean, was from my Uncle Howard and

  informed me that his wife had been left a small legacy by a

  bachelor relative who had recently died, and that it would be

  necessary for her to go to Boston to attend to the settling of

  the estate. He requested me to meet her at the station and

  render her whatever services might be necessary. On examining

  the date indicated as that of her arrival I found it no later

  than tomorrow. He had characteristically delayed writing until,

  had I been away from home for a day, I must have missed the good

  woman altogether.

  The name of my Aunt Georgiana called up not alone her own

  figure, at once pathetic and grotesque, but opened before my feet

  a gulf of recollection so wide and deep that, as the letter

  dropped from my hand, I felt suddenly a stranger to all the

  present conditions of my existence, wholly ill at ease and out of

  place amid the familiar surroundings of my study. I became, in

  short, the gangling farm boy my aunt had known, scourged with

  chilblains and bashfulness, my hands cracked and sore from the

  corn husking. I felt the knuckles of my thumb tentatively, as

  though they were raw again. I sat again before her parlor organ,

  fumbling the scales with my stiff, red hands, while she, beside

  me, made canvas mittens for the huskers.

  The next morning, after preparing my landlady somewhat, I

  set out for the station. When the train arrived I had some

  difficulty in finding my aunt. She was the last of

/>   the passengers to alight, and it was not until I got her into the

  carriage that she seemed really to recognize me. She had come

  all the way in a day coach; her linen duster had become black

  with soot, and her black bonnet gray with dust, during the

  journey. When we arrived at my boardinghouse the landlady put

  her to bed at once and I did not see her again until the next

  morning.

  Whatever shock Mrs. Springer experienced at my aunt's

  appearance she considerately concealed. As for myself, I saw my

  aunt's misshapen figure with that feeling of awe and respect with

  which we behold explorers who have left their ears and fingers

  north of Franz Josef Land, or their health somewhere along the

  Upper Congo. My Aunt Georgiana had been a music teacher at the

  Boston Conservatory, somewhere back in the latter sixties. One

  summer, while visiting in the little village among the Green

  Mountains where her ancestors had dwelt for generations, she had

  kindled the callow fancy of the most idle and shiftless of all

  the village lads, and had conceived for this Howard Carpenter one

  of those extravagant passions which a handsome country boy of

  twenty-one sometimes inspires in an angular, spectacled woman of

  thirty. When she returned to her duties in Boston, Howard

  followed her, and the upshot of this inexplicable infatuation was

  that she eloped with him, eluding the reproaches of her family

  and the criticisms of her friends by going with him to the

  Nebraska frontier. Carpenter, who, of course, had no money, had

  taken a homestead in Red Willow County, fifty miles from the

  railroad. There they had measured off their quarter section

  themselves by driving across the prairie in a wagon, to the wheel

  of which they had tied a red cotton handkerchief, and counting

  off its revolutions. They built a dugout in the red hillside,

  one of those cave dwellings whose inmates so often reverted to

  primitive conditions. Their water they got from the lagoons

  where the buffalo drank, and their slender stock of provisions

  was always at the mercy of bands of roving Indians. For thirty

  years my aunt had not been further than fifty miles from the

  homestead.

  But Mrs. Springer knew nothing of all this, and must have

  been considerably shocked at what was left of my kinswoman.

  Beneath the soiled linen duster which, on her arrival, was the most

  conspicuous feature of her costume, she wore a black stuff dress,

  whose ornamentation showed that she had surrendered herself

  unquestioningly into the hands of a country dressmaker. My poor

  aunt's figure, however, would have presented astonishing

  difficulties to any dressmaker. Originally stooped, her shoulders

  were now almost bent together over her sunken chest. She wore no

  stays, and her gown, which trailed unevenly behind, rose in a sort

  of peak over her abdomen. She wore ill-fitting false teeth, and

  her skin was as yellow as a Mongolian's from constant exposure to

  a pitiless wind and to the alkaline water which hardens the most

  transparent cuticle into a sort of flexible leather.

  I owed to this woman most of the good that ever came my way

  in my boyhood, and had a reverential affection for her. During

  the years when I was riding herd for my uncle, my aunt, after

  cooking the three meals--the first of which was ready at six

  o'clock in the morning-and putting the six children to bed, would

  often stand until midnight at her ironing board, with me at the

  kitchen table beside her, hearing me recite Latin declensions and

  conjugations, gently shaking me when my drowsy head sank down

  over a page of irregular verbs. It was to her, at her ironing or

  mending, that I read my first Shakespeare', and her old textbook

  on mythology was the first that ever came into my empty hands.

  She taught me my scales and exercises, too--on the little parlor

  organ, which her husband had bought her after fifteen years,

  during which she had not so much as seen any instrument, but an

  accordion that belonged to one of the Norwegian farmhands. She

  would sit beside me by the hour, darning and counting while I

  struggled with the "Joyous Farmer," but she seldom talked to me

  about music, and I understood why. She was a pious woman; she

  had the consolations of religion and, to her at least, her

  martyrdom was not wholly sordid. Once when I had been doggedly

  beating out some easy passages from an old score of

  Euryanthe I had found among her music books, she came up to

  me and, putting her hands over my eyes, gently drew my head back

  upon her shoulder, saying tremulously, "Don't love it so well,

  Clark, or it may be taken from you. Oh, dear boy, pray that

  whatever your sacrifice may be, it be not that."

  When my aunt appeared on the morning after her arrival she

  was still in a semi-somnambulant state. She seemed not to realize

  that she was in the city where she had spent her youth, the place

  longed for hungrily half a lifetime. She had been so wretchedly

  train-sick throughout the journey that she bad no recollection of

  anything but her discomfort, and, to all intents and purposes,

  there were but a few hours of nightmare between the farm in Red

  Willow County and my study on Newbury Street. I had planned a

  little pleasure for her that afternoon, to repay her for some of

  the glorious moments she had given me when we used to milk

  together in the straw-thatched cowshed and she, because I was

  more than usually tired, or because her husband had spoken

  sharply to me, would tell me of the splendid performance of the

  Huguenots she had seen in Paris, in her youth. At two

  o'clock the Symphony Orchestra was to give a Wagner program, and I

  intended to take my aunt; though, as I conversed with her I grew

  doubtful about her enjoyment of it. Indeed, for her own sake, I

  could only wish her taste for such things quite dead, and the

  long struggle mercifully ended at last. I suggested our visiting

  the Conservatory and the Common before lunch, but she seemed

  altogether too timid to wish to venture out. She questioned me

  absently about various changes in the city, but she was chiefly

  concerned that she had forgotten to leave instructions about

  feeding half-skimmed milk to a certain weakling calf, "old

  Maggie's calf, you know, Clark," she explained, evidently having

  forgotten how long I had been away. She was further troubled

  because she had neglected to tell her daughter about the freshly

  opened kit of mackerel in the cellar, which would spoil if it

  were not used directly.

  I asked her whether she had ever heard any of the Wagnerian

  operas and found that she had not, though she was perfectly

  familiar with their respective situations, and had once possessed

  the piano score of The Flying Dutchman. I began to think it

  would have been best to get her back to Red Willow County without

  waking her, and regretted having suggested the concert.

  From the time we entered the concert hall, howe
ver, she was

  a trifle less passive and inert, and for the first time seemed to

  perceive her surroundings. I had felt some trepidation lest she

  might become aware of the absurdities of her attire, or might

  experience some painful embarrassment at stepping suddenly into

  the world to which she had been dead for a quarter of a century.

  But, again, I found how superficially I had judged her. She sat

  looking about her with eyes as impersonal, almost as stony, as

  those with which the granite Rameses in a museum watches the

  froth and fret that ebbs and flows about his pedestal-separated

  from it by the lonely stretch of centuries. I have seen this

  same aloofness in old miners who drift into the Brown Hotel at

  Denver, their pockets full of bullion, their linen soiled, their

  haggard faces unshaven; standing in the thronged corridors as

  solitary as though they were still in a frozen camp on the Yukon,

  conscious that certain experiences have isolated them from their

  fellows by a gulf no haberdasher could bridge.

  We sat at the extreme left of the first balcony, facing the

  arc of our own and the balcony above us, veritable hanging

  gardens, brilliant as tulip beds. The matinee audience was made

  up chiefly of women. One lost the contour of faces and figures--

  indeed, any effect of line whatever-and there was only the color

  of bodices past counting, the shimmer of fabrics soft and firm,

  silky and sheer: red, mauve, pink, blue, lilac, purple, ecru,

  rose, yellow, cream, and white, all the colors that an

  impressionist finds in a sunlit landscape, with here and there

  the dead shadow of a frock coat. My Aunt Georgiana regarded them

  as though they had been so many daubs of tube-paint on a palette.

  When the musicians came out and took their places, she gave

  a little stir of anticipation and looked with quickening interest

  down over the rail at that invariable grouping, perhaps the first

  wholly familiar thing that had greeted her eye since she had left

  old Maggie and her weakling calf. I could feel how all those

  details sank into her soul, for I had not forgotten how they had

  sunk into mine when. I came fresh from plowing forever and

  forever between green aisles of corn, where, as in a treadmill,

  one might walk from daybreak to dusk without perceiving a shadow

  of change. The clean profiles of the musicians, the gloss of

  their linen, the dull black of their coats, the beloved shapes of

  the instruments, the patches of yellow light thrown by the green-

  shaded lamps on the smooth, varnished bellies of the cellos and

  the bass viols in the rear, the restless, wind-tossed forest of

  fiddle necks and bows-I recalled how, in the first orchestra I

  had ever heard, those long bow strokes seemed to draw the heart

  out of me, as a conjurer's stick reels out yards of paper ribbon

  from a hat.

  The first number was the Tannhauser overture. When the

  horns drew out the first strain of the Pilgrim's chorus my Aunt

  Georgiana clutched my coat sleeve. Then it was I first realized

  that for her this broke a silence of thirty years; the

  inconceivable silence of the plains. With the battle between the

  two motives, with the frenzy of the Venusberg theme and its

  ripping of strings, there came to me an overwhelming sense of the

  waste and wear we are so powerless to combat; and I saw again the

  tall, naked house on the prairie, black and grim as a wooden

  fortress; the black pond where I had learned to swim, its margin

  pitted with sun-dried cattle tracks; the rain-gullied clay banks

  about the naked house, the four dwarf ash seedlings where the

  dishcloths were always hung to dry before the kitchen door. The

  world there was the flat world of the ancients; to the east, a

  cornfield that stretched to daybreak; to the west, a corral that

  reached to sunset; between, the conquests of peace, dearer bought

  than those of war.

  The overture closed; my aunt released my coat sleeve, but

  she said nothing. She sat staring at the orchestra through a

  dullness of thirty years, through the films made little by little