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you know what I can stand? You wouldn't wait to find out."

  Clara flushed darkly and frowned. "I didn't believe you would

  ever come back--" she said defiantly.

  "Eric believed I would, and he was only a baby when I went

  away. However, all's well that ends well, and I haven't come back

  to be a skeleton at the feast. We mustn't quarrel. Mother mill be

  here with a search warrant pretty soon." He swung round and faced

  her, thrusting his hands into his coat pockets. "Come, you ought

  to be glad to see me, if you want something to happen. I'm

  something, even without a will. We can have a little fun, can't

  we? I think we can!"

  She echoed him, "I think we can!" They both laughed and their

  eyes sparkled. Clara Vavrika looked ten years younger than when

  she had put the velvet ribbon about her throat that morning.

  "You know, I'm so tickled to see mother," Nils went on. "I

  didn't know I was so proud of her. A regular pile driver. How

  about little pigtails, down at the house? Is Olaf doing the square

  thing by those children?"

  Clara frowned pensively. "Olaf has to do something that looks

  like the square thing, now that he's a public man!" She glanced

  drolly at Nils. "But he makes a good commission out of it. On

  Sundays they all get together here and figure. He lets Peter and

  Anders put in big bills for the keep of the two boys, and he pays

  them out of the estate. They are always having what they call

  accountings. Olaf gets something out of it, too. I don't know

  just how they do it, but it's entirely a family matter, as they

  say. And when the Ericsons say that--" Clara lifted her eyebrows.

  Just then the angry honk-honk of an approaching motor

  sounded from down the road. Their eyes met and they began to

  laugh. They laughed as children do when they can not contain

  themselves, and can not explain the cause of their mirth to grown

  people, but share it perfectly together. When Clara Vavrika sat

  down at the piano after he was gone, she felt that she had laughed

  away a dozen years. She practised as if the house were burning

  over her head.

  When Nils greeted his mother and climbed into the front seat

  of the motor beside her, Mrs. Ericson looked grim, but she

  made no comment upon his truancy until she had turned her car and

  was retracing her revolutions along the road that ran by Olaf's big

  pasture. Then she remarked dryly:

  "If I were you I wouldn't see too much of Olaf's wife while

  you are here. She's the kind of woman who can't see much of men

  without getting herself talked about. She was a good deal talked

  about before he married her."

  "Hasn't Olaf tamed her?" Nils asked indifferently.

  Mrs. Ericson shrugged her massive shoulders. "Olaf don't seem

  to have much luck, when it comes to wives. The first one was meek

  enough, but she was always ailing. And this one has her own way.

  He says if he quarreled with her she'd go back to her father, and

  then he'd lose the Bohemian vote. There are a great many Bohunks

  in this district. But when you find a man under his wife's thumb

  you can always be sure there's a soft spot in him somewhere."

  Nils thought of his own father, and smiled. "She brought him

  a good deal of money, didn't she, besides the Bohemian vote?"

  Mrs. Ericson sniffed. "Well, she has a fair half section in

  her own name, but I can't see as that does Olaf much good. She

  will have a good deal of property some day, if old Vavrika don't

  marry again. But I don't consider a saloonkeeper's money as good

  as other people's money,"

  Nils laughed outright. "Come, Mother, don't let your

  prejudices carry you that far. Money's money. Old Vavrika's a

  mighty decent sort of saloonkeeper. Nothing rowdy about him."

  Mrs. Ericson spoke up angrily. "Oh, I know you always stood

  up for them! But hanging around there when you were a boy never

  did you any good, Nils, nor any of the other boys who went there.

  There weren't so many after her when she married Olaf, let me tell

  you. She knew enough to grab her chance."

  Nils settled back in his seat. "Of course I liked to go

  there, Mother, and you were always cross about it. You never took

  the trouble to find out that it was the one jolly house in this

  country for a boy to go to. All the rest of you were working

  yourselves to death, and the houses were mostly a mess, full

  of babies and washing and flies. oh, it was all right--I understand

  that; but you are young only once, and I happened to be young then.

  Now, Vavrika's was always jolly. He played the violin, and I used

  to take my flute, and Clara played the piano, and Johanna used to

  sing Bohemian songs. She always had a big supper for us--herrings

  and pickles and poppy-seed bread, and lots of cake and preserves.

  Old Joe had been in the army in the old country, and he could tell

  lots of good stories. I can see him cutting bread, at the head of

  the table, now. I don't know what I'd have done when I was a kid

  if it hadn't been for the Vavrikas, really."

  "And all the time he was taking money that other people had

  worked hard in the fields for," Mrs. Ericson observed.

  "So do the circuses, Mother, and they're a good thing. People

  ought to get fun for some of their money. Even father liked old

  Joe."

  "Your father," Mrs. Ericson said grimly, "liked everybody."

  As they crossed the sand creek and turned into her own place,

  Mrs. Ericson observed, "There's Olaf's buggy. He's stopped on his

  way from town." Nils shook himself and prepared to greet his

  brother, who was waiting on the porch.

  Olaf was a big, heavy Norwegian, slow of speech and movement.

  His head was large and square, like a block of wood. When Nils, at

  a distance, tried to remember what his brother looked like, he

  could recall only his heavy head, high forehead, large nostrils,

  and pale blue eyes, set far apart. Olaf's features were

  rudimentary: the thing one noticed was the face itself, wide and

  flat and pale; devoid of any expression, betraying his fifty years

  as little as it betrayed anything else, and powerful by reason of

  its very stolidness. When Olaf shook hands with Nils he looked at

  him from under his light eyebrows, but Nils felt that no one could

  ever say what that pale look might mean. The one thing he had

  always felt in Olaf was a heavy stubbornness, like the unyielding

  stickiness of wet loam against the plow. He had always found Olaf

  the most difficult of his brothers.

  "How do you do, Nils? Expect to stay with us long?"

  "Oh, I may stay forever," Nils answered gaily. "I like this

  country better than I used to."

  "There's been some work put into it since you left," Olaf remarked.

  "Exactly. I think it's about ready to live in now--and I'm

  about ready to settle down." Nils saw his brother lower his big

  head ("Exactly like a bull," he thought.) "Mother's been persuading

  me to slow down now, and go in for farming," he went on lightly.
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  Olaf made a deep sound in his throat. "Farming ain't learned

  in a day," he brought out, still looking at the ground.

  "Oh, I know! But I pick things up quickly." Nils had not meant

  to antagonize his brother, and he did not know now why he was doing

  it. "Of course," he went on, "I shouldn't expect to make a big

  success, as you fellows have done. But then, I'm not ambitious.

  I won't want much. A little land, and some cattle, maybe."

  Olaf still stared at the ground, his head down. He wanted to

  ask Nils what he had been doing all these years, that he didn't

  have a business somewhere he couldn't afford to leave; why he

  hadn't more pride than to come back with only a little sole-leather

  trunk to show for himself, and to present himself as the only

  failure in the family. He did not ask one of these questions, but

  he made them all felt distinctly.

  "Humph!" Nils thought. "No wonder the man never talks, when

  he can butt his ideas into you like that without ever saying a

  word. I suppose he uses that kind of smokeless powder on his wife

  all the time. But I guess she has her innings." He chuckled, and

  Olaf looked up. "Never mind me, Olaf. I laugh without knowing

  why, like little Eric. He's another cheerful dog."

  "Eric," said Olaf slowly, "is a spoiled kid. He's just let

  his mother's best cow go dry because he don't milk her right. I

  was hoping you'd take him away somewhere and put him into business.

  If he don't do any good among strangers, he never will." This was

  a long speech for Olaf, and as he finished it he climbed into his

  buggy.

  Nils shrugged his shoulders. "Same old tricks," he

  thought. "Hits from behind you every time. What a whale of a

  man!" He turned and went round to the kitchen, where his mother

  was scolding little Eric for letting the gasoline get low.

  IV

  Joe Vavrika's saloon was not in the county seat, where Olaf

  and Mrs. Ericson did their trading, but in a cheerfuller place, a

  little Bohemian settlement which lay at the other end of the

  county, ten level miles north of Olaf's farm. Clara rode up to see

  her father almost every day. Vavrika's house was, so to speak, in

  the back yard of his saloon. The garden between the two buildings

  was inclosed by a high board fence as tight as a partition, and in

  summer Joe kept beer tables and wooden benches among the gooseberry

  bushes under his little cherry tree. At one of these tables Nils

  Ericson was seated in the late afternoon, three days after his

  return home. Joe had gone in to serve a customer, and Nils was

  lounging on his elbows, looking rather mournfully into his half-

  emptied pitcher, when he heard a laugh across the little garden.

  Clara, in her riding habit, was standing at the back door of the

  house, under the grapevine trellis that old Joe had grown there

  long ago. Nils rose.

  "Come out and keep your father and me company. We've been

  gossiping all afternoon. Nobody to bother us but the flies."

  She shook her head. "No, I never come out here any more. Olaf

  doesn't like it. I must live up to my position, you know."

  "You mean to tell me you never come out and chat with the boys, as

  you used to? He has tamed you! Who keeps up these

  flower-beds?"

  "I come out on Sundays, when father is alone, and read the

  Bohemian papers to him. But I am never here when the bar is open.

  What have you two been doing?"

  "Talking, as I told you. I've been telling him about my

  travels. I find I can't talk much at home, not even to Eric."

  Clara reached up and poked with her riding-whip at a white

  moth that was fluttering in the sunlight among the vine leaves. "I

  suppose you will never tell me about all those things."

  "Where can I tell them? Not in Olaf's house, certainly.

  What's the matter with our talking here?" He pointed persuasively

  with his hat to the bushes and the green table, where the flies

  were singing lazily above the empty beer glasses.

  Clara shook her head weakly. "No, it wouldn't do. Besides,

  I am going now."

  "I'm on Eric's mare. Would you be angry if I overtook you?"

  Clara looked back and laughed. "You might try and see. I can

  leave you if I don't want you. Eric's mare can't keep up with

  Norman."

  Nils went into the bar and attempted to pay his score. Big

  Joe, six feet four, with curly yellow hair and mustache, clapped

  him on the shoulder. "Not a Goddamn a your money go in my drawer,

  you hear? Only next time you bring your flute, te-te-te-te-te-ty."

  Joe wagged his fingers in imitation of the flute player's position.

  "My Clara, she come all-a-time Sundays an' play for me. She not

  like to play at Ericson's place." He shook his yellow curls and

  laughed. "Not a Goddamn a fun at Ericson's. You come a Sunday.

  You like-a fun. No forget de flute." Joe talked very rapidly and

  always tumbled over his English. He seldom spoke it to his

  customers, and had never learned much.

  Nils swung himself into the saddle and trotted to the west of

  the village, where the houses and gardens scattered into prairie

  land and the road turned south. Far ahead of him, in the declining

  light, he saw Clara Vavrika's slender figure, loitering on

  horseback. He touched his mare with the whip, and shot along the

  white, level road, under the reddening sky. When he overtook

  Olaf's wife he saw that she had been crying. "What's the matter,

  Clara Vavrika?" he asked kindly.

  "Oh, I get blue sometimes. It was awfully jolly living there

  with father. I wonder why I ever went away."

  Nils spoke in a low, kind tone that he sometimes used with women:

  "That's what I've been wondering these many years. You were the

  last girl in the country I'd have picked for a wife for Olaf. What

  made you do it, Clara?"

  "I suppose I really did it to oblige the neighbours"--Clara

  tossed her head. "People were beginning to wonder."

  "To wonder?"

  "Yes--why I didn't get married. I suppose I didn't like to

  keep them in suspense. I've discovered that most girls marry out

  of consideration for the neighbourhood."

  Nils bent his head toward her and his white teeth flashed.

  "I'd have gambled that one girl I knew would say, 'Let the

  neighbourhood be damned.'"

  Clara shook her head mournfully. "You see, they have it on

  you, Nils; that is, if you're a woman. They say you're beginning

  to go off. That's what makes us get married: we can't stand the

  laugh."

  Nils looked sidewise at her. He had never seen her head droop

  before. Resignation was the last thing he would have expected of

  her. "In your case, there wasn't something else?"

  "Something else?"

  "I mean, you didn't do it to spite somebody? Somebody who

  didn't come back?"

  Clara drew herself up. "Oh, I never thought you'd come back.

  Not after I stopped writing to you, at least. That was all

  ov
er, long before I married Olaf."

  "It never occurred to you, then, that the meanest thing you

  could do to me was to marry Olaf?"

  Clara laughed. "No; I didn't know you were so fond of Olaf."

  Nils smoothed his horse's mane with his glove. "You know,

  Clara Vavrika, you are never going to stick it out. You'll cut

  away some day, and I've been thinking you might as well cut away

  with me."

  Clara threw up her chin. "Oh, you don't know me as well as

  you think. I won't cut away. Sometimes, when I'm with father, I

  feel like it. But I can hold out as long as the Ericsons can.

  They've never got the best of me yet, and one can live, so long as

  one isn't beaten. If I go back to father, it's all up with Olaf in

  politics. He knows that, and he never goes much beyond

  sulking. I've as much wit as the Ericsons. I'll never leave them

  unless I can show them a thing or two."

  "You mean unless you can come it over them?"

  "Yes--unless I go away with a man who is cleverer than they

  are, and who has more money."

  Nils whistled. "Dear me, you are demanding a good deal. The

  Ericsons, take the lot of them, are a bunch to beat. But I should

  think the excitement of tormenting them would have worn off by this

  time."

  "It has, I'm afraid," Clara admitted mournfully.

  "Then why don't you cut away? There are more amusing games

  than this in the world. When I came home I thought it might amuse

  me to bully a few quarter sections out of the Ericsons; but I've

  almost decided I can get more fun for my money somewhere else."

  Clara took in her breath sharply. "Ah, you have got the other

  will! That was why you came home!"

  "No, it wasn't. I came home to see how you were getting on

  with Olaf."

  Clara struck her horse with the whip, and in a bound she was

  far ahead of him. Nils dropped one word, "Damn!" and whipped after

  her; but she leaned forward in her saddle and fairly cut the wind.

  Her long riding skirt rippled in the still air behind her. The sun

  was just sinking behind the stubble in a vast, clear sky, and the

  shadows drew across the fields so rapidly that Nils could scarcely

  keep in sight the dark figure on the road. When he overtook her he

  caught her horse by the bridle. Norman reared, and Nils was

  frightened for her; but Clara kept her seat.

  "Let me go, Nils Ericson!" she cried. "I hate you more than

  any of them. You were created to torture me, the whole tribe of

  you--to make me suffer in every possible way."

  She struck her horse again and galloped away from him. Nils

  set his teeth and looked thoughtful. He rode slowly home along the

  deserted road, watching the stars come out in the clear violet sky.

  They flashed softly into the limpid heavens, like jewels let fall

  into clear water. They were a reproach, he felt, to a sordid

  world. As he turned across the sand creek, he looked up at

  the North Star and smiled, as if there were an understanding

  between them. His mother scolded him for being late for supper.

  V

  On Sunday afternoon Joe Vavrika, in his shirt sleeves arid

  carpet slippers, was sitting in his garden, smoking a long-tasseled

  porcelain pipe with a hunting scene painted on the bowl. Clara sat

  under the cherry tree, reading aloud to him from the, weekly

  Bohemian papers. She had worn a white muslin dress under her

  riding habit, and the leaves of the cherry tree threw a pattern of

  sharp shadows over her skirt. The black cat was dozing in the

  sunlight at her feet, and Joe's dachshund was scratching a hole

  under the scarlet geraniums and dreaming of badgers. Joe was

  filling his pipe for the third time since dinner, when he heard a

  knocking on the fence. He broke into a loud guffaw and unlatched

  the little door that led into the street. He did not call Nils by