thrown countless confusing feeling .
" Give me dinner, going to die ." Hunger can really destroy people's will and strength of character .
Still the old woman came, but this time was not croaker , but a dish of fermented bean curd spinach .
At this moment , Xu just wanted to fulfill the stomach!
But he had to renege on promise of his oath : to accept the help of others .
Think of that year , with the fermented bean curd Soy meal of the day. One rainy day , in order to pay wages to employees, forced to visit to his grandmother , humbly wish to seek some financial support . But in return sarcastic hit his pride .
"Come on, useless guy , inability to run business , to lend you ? Giving beggars is better than you ."
Xu could not understand why his loved relative turned to so cold-blood, then he remembered that day on a visit to her new home , where the decoration inadvertently criticized owe poor appearance and hand , she immediately pout all day, did not manage color him.
His mom also said that his grandmother was a very narrow tolerance people, but never imagined even this trivial matter will grudge.
And his wife, chose to leave him with suddenly silent , went straight survived by two sons to him.
He began to realize people are non-trustworthy, could not bring any sense of security and trust , but more practical pour money and career , to protect themselves .
Began to shift the mindset unscrupulous money.
He also vowed never to rely on anyone's help charity, even if only for him to pull a little something, also be no exception.
But now actually needed a doddering people to help him to eat ! This was far more than hot and psyllid uncomfortable.
Suddenly a sour nose , tears from the eyes oozed .
It was his first since that expelled tear ........................
He suddenly returned to his helpless ever.
Not willing to be fed , but old woman still put spinach into his mouth. Xu's tears out of control.
wiping away his tears with a tissue , another row of tears fully surrounded his eye corner !
" Wronged it ! Wronged us every day , and there is no escape right in fact, you have had hard times , but may have forgotten !
" .................. "
"Your autobiography I have seen the whole, I believe the content is not the slightest bit exaggerated, but since you have had so many difficulties and setbacks, why do not try to do something back to the community ? Use your experience to encourage a lot of lost youth ? I do not want you to give money around , but I hope you can help to create a fair competitive environment for the next generation of equilibrium . I have no knowledge , so cannot provide a way for you , but I think, if you determined , then you would certainly know what to do . "
" ............... "
" That was actually not too many people going to university in our past months , but instead seemed to have more opportunities than it is now . Least we could make a wooden cart then sold fish balls in the streets, or worked in factories , and much easier to earn living ?But now,listen to my grandson said , economic mainly rely on some service industries , such as what financial sector ,property, Quality Management, he said one important pave way to engage in these professions , we must pay at least fifty thousand or more to attempt some certificate or diploma courses to get a certificate, then maybe have a chance, not guaranteed to join the industry. Unfortunately, his father just a low level staff and not earn much , really difficult to do so . In fact I don’t understand why we must get the certificate? our era can first try for apprentice , be a red pants , although initially not earn much , but at least you can have income , but can also be a time when the apprentice know it is appropriate for the job or not . Do you know? take money out for these courses, for the poor , it is a big gamble . took the certificate, if failed to find related work, or found himself is not suitable for the industry. then, like lost in casino, no money refund even may owe a debt ass also unsettled "
Xu still simply chew, did not respond.
" Forget it , ignored it, just treat as nonsense from the elderly ! " She wiped his mouth with a paper towel .
"You should find the official of government to express your opinion! " Xu finally spoke .
"Do you think they'll bother? Present such a system , almost the entire community feel this method is reasonable , do you think they'll take votes at stake do ? "
Outside came the noise of mahjong .
"Do you know why so many people hate you? "
This was what Xu eager to know, he could not wait for the answer to old woman requested .
"You go too far , if you are going out and they play cards , with your style, if you win , you will make your whole efforts to keep your victory, and won't let any loser to fight back."
"Then what is the problem ? It is commercial world , of course, to maximize the benefits , otherwise I turned the momentum of anti- lost how to do ? Only human right ! "
"Yes, but if you are the loser , at first you want revenge, to continue , but after ten times , or after twenty times you still lose You may have ammunition , or has been down-hearted , do not want to play anymore . then, as long as there is an exit , the whole blackjack terminate a shot scattered ! "
Playing cards with business was Xu’s used to do, and he remember someone withdraw from fear , or anger get banged on the table to leave.
"But if you are willing to relex yourself . Atmosphere will be completely different, the game will, not only continue , but also at the final bill , maybe you are really winner , than you gain each round . not only money , but also win more of friendship , respect, praise , joy . "
"You really look like a master , ha ha ......... " Xu’s tone was significantly more polite than previously .
“Cumulative life experience tells me, it is just nonsense! "
Outside suddenly came the sound of booing ..................
Breaking news came after nightfall in Central demonstrations clips.
Although the government had repeatedly clarified the young girl really not shot by the police , but the people overwhelmingly identified as police protection of the murderer , and that was a prelude to the government ordered the crackdown . 1989 Tiananmen Square massacre, unknowingly stuck on many people's subconscious, when faced with a similar scenario , or atmosphere , could not help putting the fear of its natural projection out.
Many Eternal believers were arrested and escorted back to the Central Police Station , including Candy, and later returned to the Central solidarity of Jacky.
Karate guy went to the police station, the intention for them to bail, but obstructed by the police , brutally deported him to leave.
But dramatically, a Chief Inspector received a phone call from someone , stuck a few times , immediately ordered the release.
Although freed , but they could not understand why all of a sudden the police attitude one hundred and eighty degree turned , and suspected they did was because of their mistakes, manslaughter of that girl , had to appease them.
Anger had not completely subsided, Candy thought of coming back to the square to continue the hunger strike more , but that there remained precarious dangerous , Jacky stopped her .
They only took a taxi back to Sham Shui Po for checking the hostages, and prepared some equipment , planned for tomorrow webcast of Xu’s " real show ."
Hong Kong people are kind of a unique place , that no matter what demands and protest, how violent in the course , when returning to work , they soon return to their roles, keeping hard work . Those who fear to affect the economics of Hong Kong, are too alarmist , or simply want to demonize people of Hong Kong , ulterior motive !
Still rush, still in a hurry to catch over the traffic lights . in the morning of Central on July 2, there was no trace of a little unrest .
Unfortunately, the rest of the world , in particular, many Third World countries had been in the trap of this mystery religions , sitting at th
e brink of civil war !
The same time, online international news reported of the U.S. Secretary of Defense, Jackson, was highly suspected of leaking military secrets to the news, he suddenly disappeared !
Reporters discovered the uploaded photos on Jackson ’s Facebook , confirmed that the flying statues appeared in Africa desert , but they still could not understand why the idea of this mysterious religion was quiet difference from those established in developed countries. While advocating peaceful appeal on the other side of the bloody violent agitation
More people began to suspect that the eternal God was one kind of aliens , as it generally liked science fiction or movie plot , the actions being carried out invasion of Earth .
Although Hong Kong had been temporarily back to normal , but because of the stock market plunge , coupled with the overwhelming media coverage review what happened yesterday , and foreign news reported eternal followers launched an attack , as well as a large number of internet massages suspected alien invaders , each person seemed to become worried , became hot topic of talking about.
In the online forum , eternal believers and non- believers continued to expand the war of words .