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Ye may the bettre at ese of herte abyde.

  `For if that it be pees, myn herte dere,

  The nature of the pees mot nedes dryve

  That men moste entrecomunen y-fere,

  1355 And to and fro eek ryde and gon as blyve

  Alday as thikke as been flen from an hyve;

  And every wight han libertee to bleve

  Where-as him list the bet, with-outen leve.

  `And though so be that pees ther may be noon,

  1360 Yet hider, though ther never pees ne were,

  I moste come; for whider sholde I goon,

  Or how mischaunce sholde I dwelle there

  Among tho men of armes ever in fere?

  For which, as wisly god my soule rede,

  1365 I can not seen wher-of ye sholden drede.

  `Have here another wey, if it so be

  That al this thing ne may yow not suffyse.

  My fader, as ye knowen wel, pardee,

  Is old, and elde is ful of coveityse,

  1370 And I right now have founden al the gyse,

  With-oute net, wher-with I shal him hente;

  And herkeneth how, if that ye wole assente.

  `Lo, Troilus, men seyn that hard it is

  The wolf ful, and the wether hool to have;

  1375 This is to seyn, that men ful ofte, y-wis,

  Mot spenden part, the remenant for to save.

  For ay with gold men may the herte grave

  Of him that set is up-on coveityse;

  And how I mene, I shal it yow devyse.

  1380 `The moeble which that I have in this toun

  Un-to my fader shal I take, and seye,

  That right for trust and for savacioun

  It sent is from a freend of his or tweye,

  The whiche freendes ferventliche him preye

  1385 To senden after more, and that in hye,

  Whyl that this toun stant thus in Iupartye.

  `And that shal been an huge quantitee,

  Thus shal I seyn, but, lest it folk aspyde,

  This may be sent by no wight but by me;

  1390 I shal eek shewen him, if pees bityde,

  What frendes that ich have on every syde

  Toward the court, to doon the wrathe pace

  Of Priamus, and doon him stonde in grace.

  `So what for o thing and for other, swete,

  1395 I shal him so enchaunten with my sawes,

  That right in hevene his sowle is, shal he mete!

  For al Appollo, or his clerkes lawes,

  Or calculinge avayleth nought three hawes;

  Desyr of gold shal so his sowle blende,

  1400 That, as me lyst, I shal wel make an ende.

  `And if he wolde ought by his sort it preve

  If that I lye, in certayn I shal fonde

  Distorben him, and plukke him by the sleve,

  Makinge his sort, and beren him on honde,

  1405 He hath not wel the goddes understonde.

  For goddes speken in amphibologyes,

  And, for o sooth they tellen twenty lyes.

  `Eek drede fond first goddes, I suppose,

  Thus shal I seyn, and that his cowarde herte

  1410 Made him amis the goddes text to glose,

  Whan he for ferde out of his Delphos sterte.

  And but I make him sone to converte,

  And doon my reed with-inne a day or tweye,

  I wol to yow oblige me to deye.'

  1415 And treweliche, as writen wel I finde,

  That al this thing was seyd of good entente;

  And that hir herte trewe was and kinde

  Towardes him, and spak right as she mente,

  And that she starf for wo neigh, whan she wente,

  1420 And was in purpos ever to be trewe;

  Thus writen they that of hir werkes knewe.

  This Troilus, with herte and eres spradde,

  Herde al this thing devysen to and fro;

  And verraylich him semed that he hadde

  1425 The selve wit; but yet to lete hir go

  His herte misforyaf him ever-mo.

  But fynally, he gan his herte wreste

  To trusten hir, and took it for the beste.

  For which the grete furie of his penaunce

  1430 Was queynt with hope, and ther-with hem bitwene

  Bigan for Ioye the amorouse daunce.

  And as the briddes, whan the sonne is shene,

  Delyten in hir song in leves grene,

  Right so the wordes that they spake y-fere

  1435 Delyted hem, and made hir hertes clere.

  But natheles, the wending of Criseyde,

  For al this world, may nought out of his minde;

  For which ful ofte he pitously hir preyde,

  That of hir heste he might hir trewe finde,

  1440 And seyde hire, `Certes, if ye be unkinde,

  And but ye come at day set in-to Troye,

  Ne shal I never have hele, honour, ne Ioye.

  `For al-so sooth as sonne up-rist on morwe,

  And, god! So wisly thou me, woful wrecche,

  1445 To reste bringe out of this cruel sorwe,

  I wol my-selven slee if that ye drecche.

  But of my deeth though litel be to recche,

  Yet, er that ye me cause so to smerte,

  Dwel rather here, myn owene swete herte!

  1450 `For trewely, myn owene lady dere,

  Tho sleightes yet that I have herd yow stere

  Ful shaply been to failen alle y-fere.

  For thus men seyn, "That oon thenketh the bere,

  But al another thenketh his ledere."

  1455 Your sire is wys, and seyd is, out of drede,

  "Men may the wyse at-renne, and not at-rede."

  `It is ful hard to halten unespyed

  Bifore a crepul, for he can the craft;

  Your fader is in sleighte as Argus yed;

  1460 For al be that his moeble is him biraft,

  His olde sleighte is yet so with him laft,

  Ye shal not blende him for your womanhede,

  Ne feyne a-right, and that is al my drede.

  `I noot if pees shal ever-mo bityde;

  1465 But, pees or no, for ernest ne for game,

  I woot, sin Calkas on the Grekis syde

  Hath ones been, and lost so foule his name,

  He dar no more come here ayein for shame;

  For which that weye, for ought I can espye,

  1470 To trusten on, nis but a fantasye.

  `Ye shal eek seen, your fader shal yow glose

  To been a wyf, and as he can wel preche,

  He shal som Grek so preyse and wel alose,

  That ravisshen he shal yow with his speche,

  1475 Or do yow doon by force as he shal teche.

  And Troilus, of whom ye nil han routhe,

  Shal causeles so sterven in his trouthe!

  `And over al this, your fader shal despyse

  Us alle, and seyn this citee nis but lorn;

  1480 And that thassege never shal aryse,

  For-why the Grekes han it alle sworn

  Til we be slayn, and doun our walles torn.

  And thus he shal yow with his wordes fere,

  That ay drede I, that ye wol bleve there.

  1485
`Ye shul eek seen so many a lusty knight

  A-mong the Grekes, ful of worthinesse,

  And eche of hem with herte, wit, and might

  To plesen yow don al his besinesse,

  That ye shul dullen of the rudenesse

  1490 Of us sely Troianes, but-if routhe

  Remorde yow, or vertue of your trouthe.

  `And this to me so grevous is to thinke,

  That fro my brest it wol my soule rende;

  Ne dredeles, in me ther may not sinke

  1495 A good opinioun, if that ye wende;

  For-why your faderes sleighte wol us shende.

  And if ye goon, as I have told yow yore,

  So thenk I nam but deed, with-oute more.

  `For which, with humble, trewe, and pitous herte,

  1500 A thousand tymes mercy I yow preye;

  So reweth on myn aspre peynes smerte,

  And doth somwhat, as that I shal yow seye,

  And lat us stele away bitwixe us tweye;

  And thenk that folye is, whan man may chese,

  1505 For accident his substaunce ay to lese.

  `I mene this, that sin we mowe er day

  Wel stele away, and been to-gider so,

  What wit were it to putten in assay,

  In cas ye sholden to your fader go,

  1510 If that ye mighte come ayein or no?

  Thus mene I, that it were a gret folye

  To putte that sikernesse in Iupertye.

  `And vulgarly to speken of substaunce

  Of tresour, may we bothe with us lede

  1515 Y-nough to live in honour and plesaunce,

  Til in-to tyme that we shal ben dede;

  And thus we may eschewen al this drede.

  For everich other wey ye can recorde,

  Myn herte, y-wis, may not ther-with acorde.

  1520 `And hardily, ne dredeth no poverte,

  For I have kin and freendes elles-where

  That, though we comen in oure bare sherte,

  Us sholde neither lakke gold ne gere,

  But been honured whyl we dwelten there.

  1525 And go we anoon, for, as in myn entente,

  This is the beste, if that ye wole assente.'

  Criseyde, with a syk, right in this wyse

  Answerde, `Y-wis, my dere herte trewe,

  We may wel stele away, as ye devyse,

  1530 And finde swich unthrifty weyes newe;

  But afterward, ful sore it wol us rewe.

  And help me god so at my moste nede

  As causeles ye suffren al this drede!

  `For thilke day that I for cherisshinge

  1535 Or drede of fader, or of other wight,

  Or for estat, delyt, or for weddinge,

  Be fals to yow, my Troilus, my knight,

  Saturnes doughter, Iuno, thorugh hir might,

  As wood as Athamante do me dwelle

  1540 Eternaly in Stix, the put of helle!

  `And this on every god celestial

  I swere it yow; and eek on eche goddesse,

  On every Nymphe and deite infernal,

  On Satiry and Fauny more and lesse,

  1545 That halve goddes been of wildernesse;

  And Attropos my threed of lyf to-breste

  If I be fals; now trowe me if thow leste!

  `And thou, Simoys, that as an arwe clere

  Thorugh Troye rennest ay downward to the see,

  1550 Ber witnesse of this word that seyd is here,

  That thilke day that ich untrewe be

  To Troilus, myn owene herte free,

  That thou retorne bakwarde to thy welle,

  And I with body and soule sinke in helle!

  1555 `But that ye speke, awey thus for to go

  And leten alle your freendes, god for-bede,

  For any womman, that ye sholden so,

  And namely, sin Troye hath now swich nede

  Of help; and eek of o thing taketh hede,

  1560 If this were wist, my lif laye in balaunce,

  And your honour; god shilde us fro mischaunce!

  `And if so be that pees her-after take,

  As alday happeth, after anger, game,

  Why, lord! The sorwe and wo ye wolden make,

  1565 That ye ne dorste come ayein for shame!

  And er that ye Iuparten so your name,

  Beth nought to hasty in this hote fare;

  For hasty man ne wanteth never care.

  `What trowe ye the peple eek al aboute

  1570 Wolde of it seye? It is ful light to arede.

  They wolden seye, and swere it, out of doute,

  That love ne droof yow nought to doon this dede,

  But lust voluptuous and coward drede.

  Thus were al lost, y-wis, myn herte dere,

  1575 Your honour, which that now shyneth so clere.

  `And also thenketh on myn honestee,

  That floureth yet, how foule I sholde it shende,

  And with what filthe it spotted sholde be,

  If in this forme I sholde with yow wende.

  1580 Ne though I livede un-to the worldes ende,

  My name sholde I never ayeinward winne;

  Thus were I lost, and that were routhe and sinne.

  `And for-thy slee with reson al this hete;

  Men seyn, "The suffraunt overcometh," pardee;

  1585 Eek "Who-so wol han leef, he lief mot lete;"

  Thus maketh vertue of necessitee

  By pacience, and thenk that lord is he

  Of fortune ay, that nought wol of hir recche;

  And she ne daunteth no wight but a wrecche.

  1590 `And trusteth this, that certes, herte swete,

  Er Phebus suster, Lucina the shene,

  The Leoun passe out of this Ariete,

  I wol ben here, with-outen any wene.

  I mene, as helpe me Iuno, hevenes quene,

  1595 The tenthe day, but-if that deeth me assayle,

  I wol yow seen with-outen any fayle.'

  `And now, so this be sooth,' quod Troilus,

  `I shal wel suffre un-to the tenthe day,

  Sin that I see that nede it moot be thus.

  1600 But, for the love of god, if it be may,

  So lat us stele prively away;

  For ever in oon, as for to live in reste,

  Myn herte seyth that it wol been the beste.'

  `O mercy, god, what lyf is this?' quod she;

  1605 `Allas, ye slee me thus for verray tene!

  I see wel now that ye mistrusten me;

  For by your wordes it is wel y-sene.

  Now, for the love of Cynthia the shene,

  Mistrust me not thus causeles, for routhe;

  1610 Sin to be trewe I have yow plight my trouthe.

  `And thenketh wel, that som tyme it is wit

  To spende a tyme, a tyme for to winne;

  Ne, pardee, lorn am I nought fro yow yit,

  Though that we been a day or two a-twinne.

  1615 Dryf out the fantasyes yow with-inne;

  And trusteth me, and leveth eek your sorwe,

  Or here my trouthe, I wol not live til morwe.

  `For if ye wiste how sore it doth me smerte,

  Ye wolde cesse of this; for god, thou wost,

  1620 The pure spirit wepeth
in myn herte,

  To see yow wepen that I love most,

  And that I moot gon to the Grekes ost.

  Ye, nere it that I wiste remedye

  To come ayein, right here I wolde dye!

  1625 `But certes, I am not so nyce a wight

  That I ne can imaginen a wey

  To come ayein that day that I have hight.

  For who may holde thing that wol a-way?

  My fader nought, for al his queynte pley.

  1630 And by my thrift, my wending out of Troye

  Another day shal torne us alle to Ioye.

  `For-thy, with al myn herte I yow beseke,

  If that yow list don ought for my preyere,

  And for the love which that I love yow eke,

  1635 That er that I departe fro yow here,

  That of so good a comfort and a chere

  I may you seen, that ye may bringe at reste

  Myn herte, which that is at point to breste.

  `And over al this I pray yow,' quod she tho,

  1640 `Myn owene hertes soothfast suffisaunce,

  Sin I am thyn al hool, with-outen mo,

  That whyl that I am absent, no plesaunce

  Of othere do me fro your remembraunce.

  For I am ever a-gast, for-why men rede,

  1645 That "love is thing ay ful of bisy drede."

  `For in this world ther liveth lady noon,

  If that ye were untrewe, as god defende!

  That so bitraysed were or wo bigoon

  As I, that alle trouthe in yow entende.

  1650 And douteles, if that ich other wende,

  I nere but deed; and er ye cause finde,

  For goddes love, so beth me not unkinde.'

  To this answerde Troilus and seyde,

  `Now god, to whom ther nis no cause y-wrye,

  1655 Me glade, as wis I never un-to Criseyde,

  Sin thilke day I saw hir first with ye,

  Was fals, ne never shal til that I dye.

  At shorte wordes, wel ye may me leve;

  I can no more, it shal be founde at preve.'

  1660 `Graunt mercy, goode myn, y-wis,' quod she,

  `And blisful Venus lat me never sterve

  Er I may stonde of plesaunce in degree

  To quyte him wel, that so wel can deserve;

  And whyl that god my wit wol me conserve,

  1665 I shal so doon, so trewe I have yow founde,

  That ay honour to me-ward shal rebounde.

  `For trusteth wel, that your estat royal

  Ne veyn delyt, nor only worthinesse

  Of yow in werre, or torney marcial,

  1670 Ne pompe, array, nobley, or eek richesse,

  Ne made me to rewe on your distresse;

  But moral vertue, grounded upon trouthe,

  That was the cause I first hadde on yow routhe!

  `Eek gentil herte and manhod that ye hadde,

  1675 And that ye hadde, as me thoughte, in despyt

  Every thing that souned in-to badde,

  As rudenesse and poeplish appetyt;

  And that your reson brydled your delyt,

  This made, aboven every creature,

  1680 That I was your, and shal, whyl I may dure.

  `And this may lengthe of yeres not for-do,

  Ne remuable fortune deface;

  But Iuppiter, that of his might may do

  The sorwful to be glad, so yeve us grace,

  1685 Er nightes ten, to meten in this place,

  So that it may your herte and myn suffyse;

  And fareth now wel, for tyme is that ye ryse.'

  And after that they longe y-pleyned hadde,

  And ofte y-kist, and streite in armes folde,

  1690 The day gan ryse, and Troilus him cladde,

  And rewfulliche his lady gan biholde,

  As he that felte dethes cares colde,

  And to hir grace he gan him recomaunde;

  Wher him was wo, this holde I no demaunde.

  1695 For mannes heed imaginen ne can,

  Ne entendement considere, ne tonge telle

  The cruel peynes of this sorwful man,

  That passen every torment doun in helle.

  For whan he saugh that she ne mighte dwelle,

  1700 Which that his soule out of his herte rente,

  With-outen more, out of the chaumbre he wente.

  Explicit Liber Quartus.

  BOOK V

  Incipit Liber Quintus.

  Aprochen gan the fatal destinee

  That Ioves hath in disposicioun,

  And to yow, angry Parcas, sustren three,

  Committeth, to don execucioun;

  5 For which Criseyde moste out of the toun,