Once the kiss is over, he kisses my forehead.
- What's up? - It sounds like fun with my lack of voice. - Let's go out to eat?
- There is?
He laughs stronger.
- Eat, Juli! What we do since we are in the belly of our mother. - He lets me. - Or do you want to stay here?
- Eating is a good idea! - I mean agreeing with him in a pathetic and with eyes still closed response.
- It sure is! And you can open your eyes, Juli!
It 's time to open your eyes. Right!
- I'll just take a shower and we can leave. - Says through me.
I take a deep breath when the bathroom of my room door closes.
God help me with what will happen from now. Because I simply do not know anything about picking up the luscious head.
But now I need to get me to go eat something. I'm glad I put a legging in the backpack. Caught my gray blouse XPTO, I bought at the online store. So I'm packing up my hair in a braid, Augusto leaves the bathroom already tidy. He has a towel rubbing your scalp. It is a typical model of male shampoo. He does not hide any little like catch me watching him. Well, if I have a glasses in the face, I'll capture every possible detail that allowed me.
It extends the towel on the chair and takes your wallet with keys.
- You are beautiful with their work clothes. - Said staring at me intensely. - But you being yourself, with your nerd clothes. - He stops in front of me. Looking at my shirt. - Can be hotter. - He pulls my braid making me face him. - More delicious. - He pulls my lips on your teeth. - More irresistible with their nerd humor.
Says kissing my mouth open.
- Come on, I'm hungry. - Said taking me to the door. - The sooner we go, but we can come back soon and we can take advantage of this bed a little.
The restaurant in front of the waterfall is very pleasant. Augusto is in love with the view and I understand his fascination. It is the first time he has this vision. It happens to all that come the first time.
He left to ask dinner. I usually do not eat fish that has not been my mother to do, but I know that this restaurant is one of the best that the state has. Then I'll give them the chance to give me a escabeche piranha.
- What is marinating? - Ask when a man goes out with our requests.
I smile at him.
- It's something in our region. - I say. - With spices, you cook the fish already fried with sauces, vegetables, olive oil. Leaving the tastiest fish. I especially love it with baião two and flour.
- It looks good. - He can not hide the confusion. - But I never ate piranha, so I think it will be new to me.
I smile at him and like a piece of fried cassava.
- My brother is coming next week, he of three children, is who inherited the family cook genes. - I push the dish so that it provides. - It makes a arapaima the coat, I swear to you, it's the hottest thing you will taste.
- I'll have dinner with you? - He looks surprised.
Wave so clean as my fingers.
- Of course, silly. You will be able to meet my beautiful niece. They will get the sixth in the afternoon. I'll stick with my niece on Saturday and Sunday, while my brother and sister have been dating for a while. - I say happy with the plan I laid out for my brother and his wife relax a little. - They do not know it, but I know they need. Having a baby certainly does not give him time to enjoy something.
Augusto listen carefully to what I say.
- You are close to your brothers? - Question curious.
I smile to remember them.
- Much. Were some insufferable brats as children. The little difference in age is the best thing that could happen. Aprontávamos everything together, we'd take the blame in place of another, we stole yogurt Cass backpack in time to go to school. - I smile just to remember. And the nostalgia hit me with everything.
- I'm sure you've been a very difficult girl.
- Certainly. - I shudder at the thought that hits me. - Joaquim will tell you everything. I say immediately that I was a brat ten years I thought all fun.
He smiles sideways inclining his head, curious.
- Why do I have the feeling that you were the worst of the three?
- Because I was! - Because I do not have to lie. I was. - But as I said, I thought it fun. Everything for me was something that could be an adventure.
- That's excuse: I was the worst of all and not reassured until someone was in a lot of confusion.
- Something like that
Our dinner comes and I see fear on your part.
- Try a little of mine. - I give him a little on the fork. - If you do not, we can ask something else.
I thought he would reject, but he does not. And he is ready inappropriate for a public place. There is something indecent in the eyes of others, but for me it is.
Very nasty.
Augusto tilts his head to the left and slowly opens his mouth, his tongue passes through the flesh of the fish so immodestly, that squeeze my legs together to not only enjoy it. He closes his teeth in a good part of the fish, a little broth falls down his chin. He closes his eyes when you taste.
I continue with the fork raised watching him rave about the fish. Your index finger clean drop that is still on his chin, he sucks his finger and then immediately groans as if he were enjoying.
I know her moan so, he heard a few minutes ago when he came inside me.
- It's just not hotter than you. - Said picking up the fork. - But I'll get you later. Great choice, Juli.
I stare at him. As if he was crazy or just want to drive me crazy. In fact, I discovered that he likes to do so to make me dull. And he knows he can. Because saying these things to me, I'm like a teenager who is embarrassed because the cutest boy in the class smiled at her.
And it is still a good example.
There is not much to do after ten in the city. If it were in cupuassu party season, certainly not be lacking options to enjoy the evening. But I'm really tired, really I need sleep.
Could escape and return home, but will not do it. Not when Augusto is all grabbed me, that it's insane. I do not know what's wrong with him, not if it was the incredible sex we had, which made him calmer.
Just like me too. I do not want to admit it, but he was really in need of a bit of activity.
- That was the physical activity you wanted to teach me? - I ask pausing for a moment. Augustus, who continued to walk, back a step back and involves my hand in his.
- This is the only physical activity I want to do with you. - Said stroking my cheek. - Do you have to chop it, Juli. Your body gives you strength to get ready along with mine. And I knew it. - He kisses the skin below my ear. - Just I do not know that you would end up with me right the first time.
Wow! He has no shame even.
- You are always so brazen that?
- Only when I want to leave you with shame.
It looks like it's all the time!
We walked to the car. Augusto is keen to open the door for me, waiting to be putting the belt to bend down and put his hand on my thigh.
- If this were not a public parking. - His voice is low and husky, as he said my name before going into me. - I would put you in the back, he would remove his clothes, and make you my dessert. - Augusto holds my chin and kisses me gently. - But we have to do it when we get in the hostel.
Sigh frustrated when he closes the door and comes to the driver's seat. Do not say anything during the back to the inn, I think the horny on site says for itself. We're just holding it for when we get there, get it all out.
- Wait for me in the room.
Was all he said as he parked the car. On another occasion, I'd be a bitch for someone to give me an order like that, but given the circumstances, it does nothing to excite me.
I go to the bathroom to take a shower, because I can not get whatever room and not fall in the shower.
Tremendous madness.
I take a quick shower, but stop so I think Michael can join me in the shower. Oh my
father, he thinks the same as me. Only it's getting cold so I go to the room to get me. I stare at the door, waiting for him to come in.
I shake my head realizing how pathetic I am. I can not wait for it. Not caring I go to his room. Knock on the door three times. He opens before I hit the fourth time.
Augusto opens the door and is holding the phone to your ear. It gives a good look at me. His eyes get a great shine of pure lust. But he just shakes his head and talk to the other person on the line.
- I'm going, wait a few hours.
He says with anger and frustration.
- I gotta go. - Said taking his backpack. - It happened something that requires my presence.
- Okay, I fix things in just a minute. - I mean going back to the room.
- I'm going now, I need you to stay close and get me an apartment in the city even for today. With a meeting room if possible. You are the best in the business secretary, will be able to get me so quickly.
I think a punch would not hurt either.
I take a deep breath and take a step back.
- Anything else?
- Leonardo can come get you?
A stab not even compare.
- I can turn me alone. You can go, I fix all this.
If there's one thing I can do very well. Better than all these spoiled managers who take care. You turn me alone.
Knowing fix things without anyone.
- See you tomorrow.
Wave so. But thinking:
"No, I'm going to like me get rid of you before you come up with another 'Good morning, Julianne!' "
With a demonic rage I go back to my room. Prevented like every time, I have my card with me. I'm going to the front desk and paid all, I hope the lady see if all is right with the room and make the payment. I'll call the taxi and go back to my house. Of course, I send a message to my brother with the license plate. He answers with a question and just say you have to give it to the police if I do not send a message to him within three hours saying I'm alive.
Once the car is already on the road, I close my eyes feeling something I can not explain.
Not even know what happened. The feeling of being used comes with everything. But I have no one to blame except euzinha here.
I should have stayed at home with the delicious series, just eating them with imagination. Not have done it with my stupid head that after all we have done, reminds me that I'm your nanny.
I did not want, but I cry like there was not time.
7
I'm ready to start the week in a calm and unique way. I spent the day Sunday thinking of many ways to kill a certain person. But I knew he did not have that decision in my hands.
Augusto has not promised me everlasting love and everything. He went straight saying he wanted to eat me, but that does not justify in any way the way he left me. Even with a family emergency and whatever it was. If you did not want it to be repeated, played real to me. I'm no fool when it comes to sincerity.
On the contrary, I am madly in love with sincere and direct people. They make my life so much easier and so have my full love.
And I thought that Augustus would have it for me. I felt sincerity in his words. It would have been nice of him to tell me that would be one thing in one night. But he had to be a jerk and make me feel useless.
But that's why I will not be with the sulky face, wishing his death. No, I'm more than that. I will not be crying like an idiot for being dumped. I think I'm old enough to understand things.
I will not change him for it. He met me in a way and that way I'll continue.
I refused to ride your José today. In fact, I'll be a little late today, I go to the dealer, get my car back. It's been a year that he is stopped. And I think it's his time out of there. The manager was really nice answering me yesterday and said I could get it today.
I do not know if I'm ready, but I must try. I can not be dependent on others. Even though I have millions of taxi dockets. I look at my black HB20 that does not seem that was the finished body.
- Here the keys and documents, lady. - The manager hands me a black folder. - Anything can call me, I can not answer at the time, but when you can answer.
I give him a smile.
- Thanks!
I open the car and enter, it is also equipped the same way I gave them to arrumarem. Worth the fat insurance that paid for them. I put my bag on the passenger seat. I turn on the car and before you try to leave, I sync my phone with the radio. Listening to random songs.
Take a deep breath and hold the steering wheel.
All right, Juli. All right, you'll get. You are strong and can do everything. It is a car that will take you down.
I put the belt and give aft, out of the garage. It feels like the first time. It is a second first time. After the accident, it is the first time I hold a steering wheel. And I'm confident I'll come out very well. Yes I will do this.
I take the road of the district and the speed limit, I go to work.
My heart is jumping in my chest. He certainly think it's the first time it happens. My hands are sweating, but I'm firm. If Leo were by my side, I would say would be proud.
Thinking about it, so stop at a red light, I send him a message waiting for me in the garage. I hope that it is happy with it. Because I'm crazy about it. After all, he blames himself for that. And I've fought a lot with him because of this.
I have often thought I could never sit behind a new steering wheel. But I think the weekend of anger and frustration made me create a courage that was hitherto unknown.
I am not manipulable and that always falls on the wordiness of all. In fact, I am, but I think it's time to change that. And one of the fears are gone. The entrance gate does not open, one of the boys comes to my car. Once down the glass, it is surprised.
- I know you knew that car. - He plays. - Good morning, Miss Juliane.
- Thank you, David. The job is still mine, is not it?
He laughs.
- Never ceased to be. - Says pressing the control button stuck in his vest. - See you later.
- Thanks!
I enter the company and go to my job. And so I pull the handbrake, my friend Leo appears for the emergency exit. Once you see me out of the car, his most genuine smile fills his face. He does not waste time and come to me. Once you get close, he hugs me like a polar bear hugging her young.
- I can not believe! - Said looking at the car. - Heck, Juli, this is fucking great. - He squeezes my shoulders. - I'm so proud of you.
- I'm proud of myself. - I mean taking my bag. - Lunch today?
He agrees.
- I'll get something to eat, notice when you arrive. - Says and kisses my hair. - You are the Sahyera Hol even.
- Just missing a John to me. - Pisco to him laughing and goes.
Paro in timecard and step my badge. Not every time I do it only when I arrive a little later and stay a little later, to show the manager of HR that I always come. She is a cow that always gets something to say do not do things correctly.
Funny that when she needs something, always run to me. If only she was ashamed in the face, I would have the decency to stop it. Once you enter in the manufacturing and engineering room, my heels announce my arrival. Henry without even looking at me, shakes his head at full fun. He calls me and I go to your table.
- Good morning, my muse!
He laughs more.
- Good morning, Juli. - He picks up some papers in your printer. - You can take this to Silvia? I have to finish these calculations until lunch.
- What do not you ask me with those beautiful eyes that I do not to like?
- Out to dinner with me.
Wow!
- I love pasta. I paid for the wine.
Henry laughed.
- Combined! - When I'm giving back at his desk, he calls me back. - Hey, Juli!
- Hi.
- I'll charge.
- I will pay with interest, I promise!
Laughing I go to my room. But first stop
on the corner and caught a Greek yogurt for me.
Me commitment to finish the documents HR inventory today is the only sector that is missing. I make a note on my computer to call my friend who works at the Customs to whether the documents are ready. And as I knew, they already are. I knew my friend would break this branch, even though Augustus did not deserve it.
- Good morning Girl! - My boss appears with a nice smile. - How was the weekend?
I stare at him as if he could or not to tell him what happened. After many imagined scenarios, I choose to lie.
- Well, nothing so important. And yours?
She shrugs and puts a bar of chocolate on my desk.
- Karina was studying all weekend, my only option was to stay at home and see if she was alive, fed and still human. I passed the market yesterday and got this for you.
Needless to say, it is my favorite.
- Thanks, it sure makes my day better.
His Duarte smiles.
- And chocolate! Wars can be forgiven for chocolate.
He leaves me alone in the room and I put myself to work on the agenda. I want everything to be right this week, to not have to worry about when my brother got here. I'm so happy with his visit. I need someone to love me madly, even for two days. And nothing better than my brat to do so.
Katya is charging me a refund of the trip last month. If I were a heartless certainly would delay, but I know she needs treatment for her bleached hair. Then, send an email to Silvia and Augusto, asking them to authorize it until Friday. And have not for more trouble, I I forward the same to her. I hope that it does not disturb me more for it.
Redo thirteen reports that the manager of the production asked me. He's lucky that I'm free, or your entire schedule would fail. It was wrong to have done without the help of Henry's assistant who helped him. You are now charging an assistant for him to HR. If Cristiane, I sent him pick coquinho forever be the troll prototype.
And as I am a good person again, I do it because they do not like to see anyone desperate. This is bad for the heart, and deny help, does not make me the best person in the world. So...
Leo sends me a message that our lunch arrived. I turn off my computer, I picked up my phone and go to the warehouse.