“Warprize?”
“Rafe, sometimes, with this kind of illness, the male warriors may have other problems, lingering effects, that might worry them.”
Rafe looked at me, his face intent. “Problems?” His eyes drifted down slightly, then returned to mine.
“Problems.” I said firmly, giving him a steady look. “Such as maybe their . . . bodies . . . not working as they did in the past. But it is passing, and will return to normal when their full strength returns.”
“So.” Rafe thought for a moment. “Can I spread word of this?”
“Please.” He stood, as if to go, and I raised my hand. “And please spread the word that any can come to me when they have . . . problems.”
He paused. “Are you sure? It’s hard to know, Warprize, your ways are strange to us. No one wishes to embarrass you or to anger the Warlord.”
“I’m modest as to my body, Rafe. But not as to my patients. I have a token. I know what it means. Tell them to use it.”
“I will, Warprize.”
I watched him walk off to spread the word, and then turned and contemplated the command tent. Seems I might need to have a quiet word with one very cranky, and very worried, Warlord.
“It’s called a ‘draw’.”
Keir and Prest glared at me. I remained calm, looking down at the playing board. “When neither player can maneuver the other into checkmate, it’s called a ‘draw’. The game is over with no winner.”
“There is always a winner.” Keir declared.
“And a loser.” Prest agreed.
I rolled my eyes. “Not always. Keir, you weren’t a clear winner against Xy.”
Keir flashed that boyish grin of his. “Ah, but I claimed my Warprize, didn’t I?”
I blushed. Luckily, Prest was studying the board. He grunted, “But I’ve no piece to offer as warprize.”
Somehow, they’d assigned sexes to the various pieces. They didn’t like the fact that the Queen was the only female piece on the board. I wasn’t sure how they’d assigned genders but they managed to their satisfaction. So now they both looked at the remaining pieces intently. Finally, Keir sat back. “With no Warprize to offer, I suggest we regroup our troops and meet in battle again.”
Prest nodded, and they started to rearrange the pieces.
I opened my mouth to argue, then closed it again. I suspected by the time we returned to Xy, the rules of the game would be so changed as to be unrecognizable.
Ortis entered the tent, ducking his head to avoid the top. “Papers from Water’s Fall, Warlord.”
We both looked up, startled to see a bundle of letters in his hand. He spilled them out on the bed at Keir’s feet. “Exchanged at a distance, as commanded.”
I looked up at him, and he smiled and nodded. “I sent your papers back the same way, Warprize.”
“Thanks, Ortis.”
Prest had moved when Ortis had entered, and he now moved the board away from the bed and took his leave. I started sorting through the various letters, looking for familiar handwriting. Most all were formal missives from the Council, but I found one from Eln, Othur, and what looked like another one from Simus.
I paused, feeling the heavy paper crackle in my hands, looking at the wax seal. I wasn’t really sure that I wanted to know their contents. These would contain word of the plague and its effects. I glanced up to see Keir looking at me, patiently waiting. I broke open Othur’s seal.
Lara,
All is well, dearest girl. Eln’s letter and the reports of the Council will give you the details, but the Sweat seems to have passed us by. Thanks to your warning we were able to close the gates, and isolate the few that sickened. Eln was surprised by the change in the disease, but I am sure his letter is filled with that information. I do not know of its effects in the outlying manors and villages, but we are well. Send us news of yourself as soon as you are able.
Would that all was as well within the castle. Alas, that you have inflicted me with one Simus of the Hawk.
Never mind the fact that Simus strides from his chambers to the mineral baths naked as a plucked chicken, smiling and greeting all and sundry with a cheerful smile.
Never mind the fact that he and Warren have taken to weapons practice in the Great Hall, jumping from table to table swords in one hand, flagons in the other, fighting and laughing, and cursing each other, causing ladies to swoon and leaving heel marks on all the tables.
Never mind that half the lords want to kill him, the other half want to befriend him and that all of the ladies seem entranced. Which includes my own Lady Wife, thank you very much.
Oh no, the worst of it is that Simus is having relations with Dye-Mistress Mavis, or so the sounds echoing in the castle halls at all hours of the night announce to all and sundry.
By his tradition, Simus does no wrong, or so Dye-Mistress Mavis has informed me, Warren, and the Archbishop. Further, when we confronted her, she told us in no uncertain terms that she is an adult and Master of her trade and that her behavior is none of our concern. She added something to the effect that you aren’t the only one willing to make sacrifices for her guild. Which had the Archbishop clutching for his holy symbol.
I think Dye-Mistress is only after the cloths that Simus wears like a peacock. I have tried to explain that to Simus, but he just smiles that wide smile of his and indicates that he sees no harm to being ‘used’.
The entire Court and Council is scandalized. They all come to me and complain, taking the greatest pleasure in going over every juicy detail.
Durst is recovering, gaining strength slowly. Eln is uncertain that he will ever recover his full vigor. I think his health suffers more from the hate that festers within than the wound itself. He holds all of the Firelanders responsible for his wound and the death of his son. Which places Durst firmly in the camp of those who wish to kill Simus of the Hawk and any other Firelander that he can get his hands on. Although he hasn’t moved from his bed, he foments trouble with the other lords. He has been warned, but his temper flares every time he hears of the Firelanders. I’d send him to his estates, but I’d rather have him here under my eye.
The official letters will hold more of the details, Lara. Send us word as soon as you can. We are terribly worried about you.
Your Warden,
Othur
My Lady Wife begs that I add this note and sends her love and best wishes and wonders if perhaps you are pregnant? She asks that you send word as soon as you can.
O
I fell back on the bed, laughing in delight at the image of Simus wreaking havoc in the Court of Xy.
I’d returned to the stilltent, after I’d read Simus’s letter to Keir, along with the rest of the letters from Water’s Fall. Eln had written of his dismay over the disease and its severity, but he’d come up with no alternative remedies. I took comfort from the fact that I had already sent a letter to him outlining our treatments. But I took far more comfort that the Sweat had not reached the City. It would be months before we knew its true effects.
The Council reports were dry, but Keir seemed interested, so I read them out to him. I’d left him with a firm promise that he’d sleep. I decided that the time was right to clean and reorganize the stilltent. It had been sometime since Gils had reported a new fever, and I prayed that we’d seen the last of it.
I had a bucket of jars and bottles to clean when I was done, and I took them outside and sat on a log to start cleaning them. There was still a bit of sunlight to enjoy, and I wanted to take advantage of it. Isdra was off some ways, supervising some warriors doing laundry. Rafe and Prest were at the command tent, sitting outside, playing chess from the looks of it.
I was content with my small chore, setting the clean items on a cloth to dry when Gils stumbled up and sat next to me, his satchel in his lap. The strap fell off his shoulder. I smiled, then frowned as I saw how tired he appeared.
“Gils, you are exhausted. Let me get you some kavage.”
He sighed softly. “Ju
st had some, Warprize.” His face was turned, and he was looking at the sunset. “I’s just very tired.”
“Gils?”
Without another word, his satchel slipped from his fingers, and he collapsed against me, his head on my shoulder. I put my fingers on his warm forehead and cried out for help.
11
People poured out of the tents in answer to my cries. I’d clutched Gils in both arms, trying to keep him from collapsing. Clean bottles and jars rolled everywhere as I tried to get purchase to support us.
Yers reached us first, Isdra a breath behind. They lifted Gils off me, cradling him in their arms. As I stumbled to my feet, my gut clenched to see Gils so pale and still, as the baby had been before she . . .
Others came, even Rafe and Prest gathered about us. Keir was coming as well, walking slowly with Marcus hovering at his shoulder.
I reached my hand out, intending to feel the extent of Gils’s fever. He had run himself to exhaustion helping others. Would he have enough strength to survive the Sweat?
Gils convulsed, limbs jerking in spasms, his head thrown back, gasping for air.
Yers staggered, almost dropping the lad in horror. But Isdra stepped closer to Yers, taking more of Gils’s weight. They both managed to hold steady as Gils stopped thrashing as quickly as he had started.
I froze, dread deep in my bones. Convulsions? Goddess, what was happening to him? There’d been no others with such symptoms—
Isdra’s voice broke into my thoughts. “Warprize? The lake?”
I moved then, my hand on his forehead. Gils was warm, but not extraordinarily so. Had his work weakened him to this point? “Gils?” I called his name, but there was no reaction, no indication that he was aware. I placed my fingers at his neck, feeling a slow, weak pulse.
Quickly, I checked for any kind of head wound, or perhaps he was choking. But his head showed no sign of injury and his throat was clear. There was no sign of other injury, it had to be the plague, and yet there was no odor, no real sweat on his body. But the headaches could cause these kinds of problems, if they were severe enough. A new fear gripped me. Had the Sweat changed again? Or had the Sweat came on him so fast that it was causing convulsions? I spent precious moments checking every possibility I could think of, but I had no answers. Gils’s breath was rapid and labored, perhaps . . .
With Yer’s help, Isdra and I got the boy in the position that we could drum his lungs. If I could just clear his lungs of the fluids there—
Again, Gils jerked in spasms. Those around us stepped back, looks of fear on their faces. I had no comfort to offer, and what was worse, I knew that no amount of cold water would cure this ill. His breathing was slowing, as was the beat of his heart. I looked around, finally focusing on Keir’s face, a question in his eyes. I met his gaze, and let my tears fall, answering with a shake of my head.
“You can do nothing?” Keir rasped as he reached us.
“No.” I ran my fingers through Gils’s red curls. He didn’t react, and I was desperately afraid that he was dying. “He’s in the hands of the Goddess now.” I stepped back, and gestured to Yers. “Bring him into the tent.”
“Grant him mercy.” Keir said firmly.
“What?” Shocked, I watched in horror as Yers and Isdra lowered Gils into a patch of thick grass off the path. Yers unlaced Gils’s jerkin, as Isdra stepped over to stand next to me. Rafe and Prest each knelt, and took hold of a leg, removing Gils’s boots. Joden took Gils’s left arm, and pinned it over Gils’s head. Marcus left Keir’s side, pulling his dagger as he drew closer.
“No!” I cried out, leaping to stop this. But Isdra grabbed me from behind, pinning my arms, and bore me to the ground.
“We’ll not let him suffer, Lara.” Keir looked at me, his eyes blue sparks under grim brows.
“The fire warmed you.” Joden began, his voice trembling.
The others responded in unison. “We thank the elements.” They pressed Gils to the earth as he convulsed again. He seemed to be fighting them, even as I fought Isdra. They couldn’t do this. They couldn’t!
“The earth supported you.” Joden’s voice was firmer now.
“We thank the elements.”
Marcus drew closer, but as he did, Yers looked up, and said something I couldn’t hear. Marcus handed him the dagger, and they traded positions.
“The waters sustained you.”
“We thank the elements.”
I cried out, denying their thanks, begging them to stop. Isdra pulled me back and wrapped her arms around me. “Would you let him suffer?” she whispered in my ear. Bile rose in my throat even as I cried out again, trying to deny this, trying to deny that I was helpless to stop his death, from the plague or from the dagger.
“The air filled you.”
“We thank the elements.”
Yers leaned forward. “Go now, warrior. Beyond the snows and to the stars.”
He thrust the dagger between Gils’s ribs and into his heart.
I screamed, and collapsed sobbing in Isdra’s arms. I turned in toward her, hiding my face on her shoulder. Her face was damp as well, and she rocked me as I wept. Why hadn’t I kept a better watch over my own apprentice? How had he sickened to such a point under my very eyes?
“Is this my fate? To sing dirges and laments for days unending?” Joden asked. Silence was the only answer. He sighed, lifted his face, and began to sing.
I hid my face again as they began to prepare the body. I only looked up when Marcus placed Gils’s satchel by my feet. I reached out to take it, my arm trembling at the effort. Had I ever told him how proud I was of him?
I looked up at Marcus. “I couldn’t heal him,” I swallowed hard. “I failed him.”
Marcus knelt, and wrapped his arm around both Isdra and I, saying nothing.
Joden’s chant ended. Within the warmth of their arms, I looked up to see Keir standing over us, looking at where Gils lay, his jaw clenched. He looked down and met my gaze and looked about to speak, when another voice rose, angry and scornful. “This is what comes of Xyian ways.”
We all turned to see Iften standing with Wesren and Uzaina next to him. “The death of our best and brightest, through their filth.”
Keir growled deep in his throat. “Iften—”
“No.” Iften cut him off. “Once before I challenged, and stepped back. Not this time. I call senel to witness and hear my challenge and see you answer with your blade. Summon the warleaders, summon those who can still walk and all will hear my truths.” Iften spun, striding toward the command tent.
Isdra helped me to my feet. Marcus stood next to Keir. “If there is a challenge, he will win.”
Keir nodded, a resigned look on his face. “He will.”
“You can’t!” I wiped my face of its tears. “You can barely walk, much less fight. Iften can’t. Simus said that the rules—”
“Normally.” Keir stepped closer to me, reaching to tuck a stray curl behind my ear. “But the situation is hardly normal. He will use that to his advantage.” Keir straightened a bit, and used his hands to adjust the leather harness of his swords. “Your pledge still stands?”
“It does.” Marcus answered.
“I will do what must be done.” Isdra responded, looking off after Iften.
Keir gave her a long look, but didn’t push the matter.
“We’d also see to the Warprize’s safety.” Rafe spoke quietly, with Prest nodding his agreement.
“This isn’t right.” I looked over at Joden, but he looked away and said nothing.
Keir reached out, and enfolded me in his arms. My eyes still red, I buried my face in his neck, trying hard not to weep. The soft brush of his lips against my ear had me desperate for more, and I took his face in my hands and kissed him.
Keir broke the kiss and stepped back. “Let us face Iften’s truths.”
“Gils,” I turned back, to find that Gils had been lifted from the ground unto the arms of some younger warriors.
Yers spoke. “They wi
ll see him taken care of, Warprize.”
I stepped over by them, to look into that dear face one more time. Gils seemed asleep, as if he’d awaken if any but called his name. I arranged his curls with a quick gesture, saying a silent prayer to the Goddess for him.
“Go with them, Lara.” Keir urged. “You do not need to attend this senel.”
I took a step back, and turned to face Keir. “My place is at the side of my Warlord. They will care for his body. Gils is safe in the hands of the Goddess.” I walked over and took Keir’s hand.
Keir smiled with pride, and we walked toward the crowd together.
The warleaders had gathered by the time we arrived, forming a circle outside the command tent. Iften was speaking, almost shouting, to the crowd, his sword and shield in hand. “We are cursed by the elements, and this foul Xyian is to blame.”
Many heads were nodding in agreement, and I shivered at the implication. Keir moved to stand before us, standing at the ready. I moved up beside him, with Prest and Isdra at my shoulders. Rafe was a step behind, watching our backs. Marcus was behind Keir, and to my surprise and relief, Yers was there as well.
“Her filth strikes deep, and leaves its taint. Even a child of her own lands falls victim to her corruption. A child that carries the corruption now within her!”
This remark was met with scowls, a negative reaction that surprised me, Iften saw it too, and hurried on. “Keir of the Cat has brought this upon us, by bringing his Xyian into our midst. He is to blame for what has happened here, and he must answer for it.” Iften was shouting now, spittle flying from his lips.
Keir had not yet pulled his sword, but I could tell that he was prepared, a cat about to leap upon its prey. My heart seemed stuck in my throat. He’d not refuse this challenge but—
Iften pointed his sword at me, his face full of disdain. “Gils had the new knowledge of healing and the elements killed him because of it. Epor was curse—”
A scream split the air, freezing the blood in my body. Isdra launched herself from behind my shoulder, her face a snarl, Epor’s warclub in her hands.