Withering Tights
Louise Rennison
the misadventures of Tallulah Casey
To all the Yorkshire heroes and hero-esses, the Cock and family,
Leeds United past and present, Mum, Dad, sister, all cousins
and second cousins forty-times removed, nieces, grandparents,
great-grandparents (with particular thanks for the hiddly diddly
diddly), Big Fat Bobbins and the Wilsons (particularly Mae,
Queen of the tripe stall), Kaiser Chiefs. And of course to the
inventors of Withering Tights, Em, Chazza and Anne Brontë
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Special thanks to Clare, Gillon, Cassie and all the other big pals
at Aitken Alexander. I promise I am going home now. Deepest
love and gratitude to Gillie – my editor – I also promise I am
going home now. And to Lizzie – my editor – I am, I am really
going home now.
Table of Contents
Cover Page
Title Page
CHAPTER 1 On the showbiz express
CHAPTER 2 Summer of Love
CHAPTER 3 Your feet will bleed
CHAPTER 4 I don’t think I can go a whole thummer without boyth
CHAPTER 5 Into the bosoms of the Dother ship
CHAPTER 6 Out of control yoof
CHAPTER 7 He had everything a dream boy should have
CHAPTER 8 I’m not an Irish dancing broom
CHAPTER 9 I want to live! I want to live!
CHAPTER 10 Lying in my squirrel room
CHAPTER 11 Night of the Vampire Bats
CHAPTER 12 Whooo-hoo-oooo
CHAPTER 13 “Just call me Fox. Blaise Fox.”
CHAPTER 14 Dance of the Sugar Plum Bikey
CHAPTER 15 He’s like a wild animal
CHAPTER 16 Heathcliff, it’s me
CHAPTER 17 “Get your ears on, dudes!”
CHAPTER 18 It was time to grow into my knees
CHAPTER 19 Withering Tights
Copyright
About the Publisher
CHAPTER 1
On the showbiz express
I’ve come to Yorkshire by mistake
Chugging towards Dother Hall
Wow. This is it. This is me growing up. On my own, going to Performing Arts College. This is goodbye Tallulah, you long, gangly thing and helloooooo Lullah, star of stage and…owwwwooo. Ow and ow.
The train lurched and I’ve nearly knocked myself out on the side of the door. I’m bound to get a massive lump. Oh good, I can start college with two heads…
In my brochure it has a picture of a big manor house and on the front it says:
Dother Hall, world-renowned for its excellence in the Arts. This magnificent centre of artistry is set amongst the beautiful Yorkshire Dales. With its friendly northern folk offering a warm welcome to visitors, think Wuthering Heights but with less moaning!
I’ve been looking over the top of my brochure at the bloke opposite. He is the grumpiest man in the universe probably.
He’s got no hair on his head, but he has loads of red hair shooting out of his ears. Like there are a couple of red squirrels nesting in there. Which would be quite good actually, as they are an endangered species.
His wife said to him, “Oooh look, Fred, the sun’s coming out.”
And he said, “It can please its bloody self.”
Is this what Yorkshire folk are like?
I wonder if anyone is missing me at home?
I wonder if they are saying, “Where is Tallulah?”
I think I know the answer to that question, and it is, “Who?”
Connor will just move into my bedroom and make it smelly and then leave.
It will be next week before my grandma notices that my egg-cup hasn’t been used. When I tried to explain to her that I was going to performing arts college in Yorkshire for the summer, she said, “Will you bring a trifle back?”
Maybe she thought I said I was going to Marks and Spencers for the summer.
Mum didn’t comment because as usual she wasn’t there. She’s gone to Norway to paint.
Not people’s houses. She’s doing her art.
When I stayed over with cousin Georgia, I asked her what sort of painting the Norwegians did and she said, “It’s mostly sledges.”
I thought she meant they painted sledges a lot, but she said, “No, my not-so-little cousy, they paint WITH sledges.”
She said the official term for that kind of work was ‘Sled-werk’, and that it was one of the reasons why Norwegians had such big arms and had therefore become Vikings (for the rowing). And that if I dropped ‘Sled-werk’ into a conversation at art college, people would be impressed and not notice my knees…
Georgia knows a lot of stuff. Not just about painting, but about life. And boys. She wears a bra. It’s a big one. She showed me her special disco inferno dancing and her lady bumps were jiggling quite a lot.
I wish I wore a bra. And jiggled.
It’s so boring being fourteen and a half.
She’s nice to me, but I know she thinks I’m just a kid.
When I left she gave me her ‘special’ comedy moustache. She’s grown out of it and thought it would suit me. She said, “Always remember, Lullah, if in doubt, get your moustache out.”
I do love Georgia and wish I lived near her. I haven’t got a sister and it’s not the same having a brother. Connor mostly likes to talk about what he’s going to kick next.
And that I am like a daddy long-legs in a skirt.
And how he could win a kicking contest with a daddy long-legs.
Is that normal in a boy?
Well, all will be revealed when I start my new life at Dother Hall.
Georgia’s also given me a secret note to read on my first day at college. She says she will write to me. But will she?
I will look at the college brochure again to get me in the creative zone.
Let me see.
Aaaaaah, yes, yes. These are my kind of people.
This is more like it.
Here is a photo of a girl leaping around in the dance studio. The caption says:
Eliza loses herself in the beauty of modern dance.
As far as dancewear is concerned Eliza has gone for big tights.
As indeed she needs to.
Oh and here’s a photo of a boy.
What on earth is he holding?
Let’s see.
The caption says:
Martin has made an instrument. Here he is holding his own small lute.
Crumbs.
Martin has got very bright lips.
Perhaps he is a mouth-breather, that makes your lips go very red.
Or perhaps it is lipstick.
I suppose anything goes in the crazy world of dance and theatre! Hey nonny no, this is my new world, the world of showbiz!
But what if the course is full of people who can sing and dance and everything, and are really confident?
And hate me because of my nobbly kneecaps?
Uh-oh, we are arriving at my station. I must get my bag down. I’ll get up on the seat and try and reach it…Oh great balls of fire, I’ve just accidentally kicked Mr Squirrel as he was getting up.
What does, “You great big dunderwhelp, use your bloody gogglers!” mean in English?
I bet it’s not nice.
His wife said, “Take no notice, love, if there was a moaning medal, he’d win it hands down.”
I let them get off first.
How come everyone else in my family is the right height and I have knees that are four feet above the ground?
I swung the train door open and saw the sign:
SKIPLEY
home of the
; West Riding Otter
There was a little bus to take us into Heckmondwhite. I didn’t know sheep could go on buses, but they can. One was sitting next to me. Not on its own I mean. It hadn’t just got on with its bus pass. There was a woman in wellingtons holding it.
She said to me, “I’d sit upwind if I were thee, love.”
We bundled along on the bus on a road that went up and down dales. Along the skyline I could see the moorland dotted with craggy outcrops.
The sheep woman said, “That’s Grimbottom Peak, when a fog comes down you can’t see your chin in front of you. Perilous.”
Heckmondwhite was just like a proper village. It had a village green, and a pub, and a post office, a church and a hall and everything. Like a postcard of Emmerdale. But without the murders. Or a plane landing on it and wiping out the whole cast. So far.
I found the Dobbins’ house just off the green round the corner from the village shop, like the directions said. I’m not allowed to stay at Dother Hall because I was the last one to apply for the course and there was no room in the dormitory.
And do you know why? It’s because I haven’t got normal parents. If I had ordinary parents like everyone else they would have booked early. But oh no, I had to wait until Dad could get to the post office in Kathmandu so that we could phone him. Why is he there anyway? He’s probably found the only bearded ant on the planet. Or the last of the Ice Age big-bottomed goats. He loves that sort of thing. He is like a cross between David Bellamy and an excitable Great Dane.
And my parents don’t live together.
Why couldn’t they just stay together, in the same place?
And if they weren’t going to stay together, why couldn’t they hate each other, like normal people?
Why do they have to be such great mates?
Well, at least the Dobbins will be normal people, married and so on. They might turn out to be really cool. I expect they will be. They must be quite laid back and avant garde to take us ‘artists’ in.
I opened the little gate and walked up the path to knock on the front door. I wonder if I will be in my own sort of extension bit? I expect so. Maybe with that ‘loft living’ sort of furniture. All minimal and shiny surfaces and a Jacuzzi bath. I hope they’ve got Sky because…
The door opened. And a woman in a Brown Owl uniform said, “Tallulah! Yoo-hoo!! Aren’t you nice and tall!! Come in, come in. Mind your head on the low—Oh dear. Never mind. Harold is out running the Christian Youth Table Tennis Club, but the twins will be back from Playdough Hour in a minute.”
Mrs Dobbins, or ‘Call me Dibdobs, everyone does’, gave me a long hug. She’s very pink and enthusiastic. And covered in badges. One of them said, ‘Knots. Advanced.’
She took my bag in her sturdy arms and showed me up to my room at the top of the house.
My room is mostly wood, with wood extras. It is quite literally loft living in the sense that it IS a loft.
Dibdobs said, “I’m going to make us a traditional tea to welcome you. So make yourself at home. You can see for miles from your window.”
She beamed at me through her roundy glasses. She said, “Oooh isn’t this exciting??”
And gave me another big hug.
I wonder if she has got a ‘hugging’ badge? Probably.
As she went off down the steep wooden steps singing, “Bring me sunshine in your smile, Bring me laughter all the while…lalalalala,” I looked around my new bijoux home.
It’s a sweet room really, you know, good, but I thought going to performing arts college might be more…gooderer.
I went to the window.
Yep, you could see for miles.
And do you know what you could see for miles? Sheep.
Oh no, there are some pigs.
I put my bag down on the bed. My bed, by the way, is wooden. It’s got wood-carvings all over it. Even the bedhead has got furry things carved into it. Squirrels I think. Or maybe hairy, long-tailed slugs.
I unpacked my suitcase and hung my clothes up in the (wooden) wardrobe. I must start planning what to wear for my first day at Dother Hall. It will be weird not having to wear a really crap uniform. I wonder if we are allowed make-up? At my school, if we had worn make-up we would have had our heads cut off. And put on the school gates as a warning to others.
But hahahahaha I am on my own now.
I am flying solo.
I can cover myself in lipstick from head to foot if I feel like it.
Not that I will, actually, as I have only got one lipstick.
I need to get a lot more.
I wonder where Boots is in the village?
Dibdobs called me down for tea. I had changed into my jeans and a rib top and my Barely Pink lipstick. Live as you mean to go on, I say. In fact, I might go the whole hog and get some blusher.
Dibdobs had a frilly apron over her Brown Owl uniform when I went down into the kitchen. She was just dishing up sausages and she gave me a super-duper smile. I had no idea that teeth could be so…teethy.
She said, “They’re local.”
Meaning the sausages, not her teeth.
Or does she mean her teeth?
No, she means the sausages. No one has local teeth.
Anyway, does it matter that the sausages are local, I’m just going to eat them, not make friends and go to the cinema with them.
But she’s only trying to be nice, this is how most people live. I think. But how would I know?
I smiled at her as I sat down in front of my sausages. And said, “Oh, goodie.”
I’ve never said “Oh goodie” in my life.
It feels good.
I may say it a lot and make it something I am notorious for.
Because when I am famous I will have to have a quirky personality.
I can’t just rely on having sticky-out knees.
The door slammed open and a voice shouted, “I’ve brought ’em back, I’ve got most of the worst off, but they’ll need a good soak. Bye.”
Dibdobs shouted, “Thanks, Nora.”
The door slammed again and two toddlers shuffled into the kitchen.
Both with basin haircuts.
Basin hair with playdough in it.
Dibdobs was busy at the stove and said over her shoulder, “Hello boys, this is Tallulah.”
They came and looked at me for a bit whilst I was chewing.
One said, “Goo-morning, did you hear me clenin my teeef?”
Um, it wasn’t morning. And he didn’t have any teeth except for one waggly one right at the front. And he didn’t look like he would have that for long.
Mrs Dobby was beside herself with joy.
“Tallulah, this is Max and Sam. Say hello, boys.”
One started picking his nose and the other one, Max (or Sam), said, “They’ve gotten out, I’ve been feelin’ for ’em but I can’t find ’em.”
Mrs Dobby was getting a bit red in the face and her roundy glasses were steaming up, but she didn’t raise her voice, she just said, “What is it you were feeling for to find, darling?”
“Bogies.”
Mrs Dobby laughed, but not in a normal way, like a budgie-in-an-apron sort of way.
“No dear, not that, besides that naughty word, what were you looking for?”
“Bogies.”
“What else?”
I put my sausage to the side of my plate.
Max who had just been staring at me and waggling his loose tooth piped up.
“Snails. Great big sjuuuge ones with sjuuuge shells.”
“We put them to seep.”
Put them to seep?
Seep where?
They’d better not be seeping anywhere near me.
Mrs Dobby began sort of dusting the insane brothers with her tea towel, still smiling.
She said firmly, “Quiet now, boys, and go and play in…”
Sam slapped her a bit crossly across her calf with his dodie.
“Sjuuuge.”
“Be quiet!”
M
ax shouted back, “We WAS quietin’ before you came in!!!!!”
The boys stared at me all through my jelly and ice cream. And then, as a bit of light relief, my new dad, Harold, came home from his Christian table tennis.
He said, “Hello hello hello! Welcome welcome welcome. I’ll just pop my table tennis bat in the bat drawer and I’ll be with you.”
He’s jolly and beamy like Dibdobs and he’s obviously where the twins get their looks from.
He also had a pudding basin haircut.
Perhaps Dibdobs has got a badge in ‘basin cuts’. I bet she has.
Despite his haircut, Harold is so happy. When he heard that the sausages were local he almost had to go and have a lie down, he was so thrilled. I like the Dobbins already, but I don’t know what to do with them. I’m not the dibdobdib jolly sort of person, I’m more the dark nobbly sort of person. But I did smiling and nodding a lot. Maybe they think that I am a bit shy?
That’s good.
Shy is good.
I am going to be quite shy.
I will become known for my shyness.
And my quirky use of language, like saying ‘oh, goodie’ or ‘yum yum’. Or ‘Yarooo!’ Although I don’t want to overdo it and make people think I’m a bit simple.
The Dobbins don’t have Sky.
They don’t have any TV.
Dobbo said they made their own fun.
I made the mistake of saying, “What sort of thing?”
And she was off.
“Oh, gosh, where to start??? We do everything, don’t we, Harold?”
Harold stopped looking at some sort of nut through a microscope and said, “Yes, it’s almost too busy in the country. We look at maps, we go and look at the river flowing. Or watch the clouds. You name it, we go look at it. Then of course there’s the Guides and the Young Christians. You should join, Tallulah!”