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  Agendas

  It was his first-ever visit to the Pentagon. Kelly felt ill at ease, wondering if he should have worn his khaki chief’s uniform, but his time for wearing that had passed. Instead he wore a blue lightweight suit, with a miniature of the Navy Cross ribbon on the lapel. Arriving in the bus and car tunnel, he walked up a ramp and searched for a map of the vast building, which he quickly scanned and memorized. Five minutes later he entered the proper office.

  “Yes?” a petty officer asked.

  “John Kelly, I have an appointment with Admiral Maxwell.” He was invited to take a seat. On the coffee table was a copy of Navy Times, which he hadn’t read since leaving the service. But Kelly was able to control his nostalgia. The bitches and gripes he read about hadn’t changed very much.

  “Mr. Kelly?” a voice called. He rose and walked through the open door. After it closed, a red do-not-disturb light blinked on to warn people off.

  “How are you feeling, John?” Maxwell asked first of all.

  “Fine, sir, thank you.” Civilian now or not, Kelly could not help feeling uneasy in the presence of a flag officer. That got worse at once when another door opened to admit two more men, one in civilian clothes, the other a rear admiral—another aviator, Kelly saw, with the medal of honor, which was even more intimidating. Maxwell did the introductions.

  “I’ve heard a lot about you,” Podulski said, shaking the younger man’s hand.

  “Thank you, sir.” Kelly didn’t know what else to say. “Cas and I go back a ways,” Maxwell observed, handling the introductions. “I got fifteen”—he pointed to the aircraft panel hanging on the wall—“Cas got eighteen.”

  “All on film, too,” Podulski assured him.

  “I didn’t get any,” Greer said, “but I didn’t let the oxygen rot my brain either.” In addition to wearing soft clothes, this admiral had the map case. He took one out, the same panel he had back at his home, but more marked up. Then came the photographs, and Kelly got another look at the face of Colonel Zacharias, this time enhanced somehow or other, and recognizably similar to the ID photo Greer put next to it.

  “I was within three miles of the place,” Kelly noted. “Nobody ever told me about—”

  “It wasn’t there yet. This place is new, less than two years old,” Greer explained.

  “Any more pictures, James?” Maxwell asked.

  “Just some SR-71 overheads, high-obliques, nothing new in them. I have a guy checking every frame of this place, a good guy, ex-Air Force. He reports to me only.”

  “You’re going to be a good spy,” Podulski noted with a chuckle.

  “They need me there,” Greer replied in a lighthearted voice bordered with serious meaning. Kelly just looked at the other three. The banter wasn’t unlike that in a chief’s mess, but the language was cleaner. He looked over at Kelly again. “Tell me about the valley.”

  “A good place to stay away from—”

  “First, tell me how you got little Dutch back. Every step of the way,” Greer ordered.

  Kelly needed fifteen minutes for that, from the time he left USS Skate to the moment the helicopter had lifted him and Lieutenant Maxwell from the river’s estuary for the flight to Kitty Hawk. It was an easy story to tell. What surprised him were the looks the admirals passed back and forth.

  Kelly wasn’t equipped to understand the looks yet. He didn’t really think of the admirals as old or even as totally human. They were admirals, godlike, ageless beings who made important decisions and looked as they should look, even the one out of uniform. Nor did Kelly think of himself as young. He’d seen combat, after which every man is forever changed. But their perspective was different. To Maxwell, Podulski, and Greer, this young man was not terribly unlike what they had been thirty years earlier. It was instantly clear that Kelly was a warrior, and in seeing him they saw themselves. The furtive looks they traded were not unlike those of a grandfather watching his grandson take his first tentative step on the living-room rug. But these were larger and more serious steps.

  “That was some job,” Greer said when Kelly finished. “So this area is densely populated?”

  “Yes and no, sir. I mean, it’s not a city or like that, but some farms and stuff. I heard and saw traffic on this road. Only a few trucks, but lots of bicycles, oxcarts, that sort of thing.”

  “Not much military traffic?” Podulski asked.

  “Admiral, that stuff would be on this road here.” Kelly tapped the map. He saw the notations for the NVA units. “How are you planning to get in here?”

  “There’s nothing easy, John. We’ve looked at a helicopter insertion, maybe even trying an amphibious assault and racing up this road.”

  Kelly shook his head. “Too far. That road is too easy to defend. Gentlemen, you have to understand, Vietnam is a real nation in arms, okay? Practically everybody there has been in uniform, and giving people guns makes them feel like part of the team. There are enough people with guns there to give you a real pain coming up this way. You’d never make it.”

  “The people really support the communist government?” Podulski asked. It was just too much for him to believe. But not for Kelly.

  “Jesus, Admiral, why do you think we’ve been fighting there so long? Why do you think nobody helps pilots who get shot down? They’re not like us over there. That’s something we’ve never understood. Anyway, if you put Marines on the beach, nobody’s going to welcome them. Forget racing up this road, sir. I’ve been there. It ain’t much of a road, not even as good as it looks on these pictures. Drop a few trees and it’s closed.” Kelly looked up. “Has to be choppers.”

  He could see the news was not welcome, and it wasn’t hard to understand why. This part of the country was dotted with antiaircraft batteries. Getting a strike force in wasn’t going to be easy. At least two of these men were pilots, and if a ground assault had looked promising to them, then the triple-A problem must have been worse than Kelly appreciated.

  “We can suppress the flak,” Maxwell thought.

  “You’re not talking about -52s again, are you?” Greer asked.

  “Newport News goes back on the gunline in a few weeks. John, ever see her shoot?”

  Kelly nodded. “Sure did. She supported us twice when we were working close to the coast. It’s impressive what those eight-inchers can do. Sir, the problem is, how many things do you need to go right for the mission to succeed? The more complicated things get, the easier it is for things to go wrong, and even one thing can be real complicated.” Kelly leaned back on the couch, and reminded himself that what he had just said wasn’t only for the admirals to consider.

  “Dutch, we have a meeting in five minutes,” Podulski said reluctantly. This meeting had not been a successful one, he thought. Greer and Maxwell weren’t so sure of that. They had learned a few things. That counted for something.

  “Can I ask why you’re keeping this so tight?” Kelly asked.

  “You guessed it before.” Maxwell looked over at the junior flag officer and nodded.

  “The Song Tay job was compromised,” Greer said. “We don’t know how, but we found out later through one of our sources that they knew—at least suspected—something was coming. They expected it later, and we ended up hitting the place right after they evacuated the prisoners, but before they had their ambush set up. Good luck, bad luck. They didn’t expect Operation KINGPIN for another month.”

  “Dear God,” Kelly breathed. “Somebody over here deliberately betrayed them?”

  “Welcome to the real world of intelligence operations, Chief,” Greer said with a grim smile.

  “But why?”

  “If I ever meet the gentleman, I will be sure to ask.” Greer looked at the others. “That’s a good hook for us to use. Check the records of the operation, real low-key like?”

  “Where are they?”

  “Eglin Air Force base, where the KINGPIN people trained.”

  “Whom do we send?” Podulski asked.


  Kelly could feel the eyes turn in his direction. “Gentlemen, I was just a chief, remember?”

  “Mr. Kelly, where’s your car parked?”

  “In the city, sir. I took the bus over here.”

  “Come with me. There’s a shuttle bus you can take back later.”

  They walked out of the building in silence. Greer’s car, a Mercury, was parked in a visitor slot by the river entrance. He waved for Kelly to get in and headed towards the George Washington Parkway.

  “Dutch pulled your package. I got to read it. I’m impressed, son.” What Greer didn’t say was that on his battery of enlistment tests, Kelly had scored an average of 147 on three separately formatted IQ tests. “Every commander you had sang your praises.”

  “I worked for some good ones, sir.”

  “So it appears, and three of them tried to get you into OCS, but Dutch asked you about that. I also want to know why you didn’t take the college scholarship.”

  “I was tired of schools. And the scholarship was for swimming, Admiral.”

  “That’s a big deal at Indiana, I know, but your marks were plenty good to get an academic scholarship. You attended a pretty nice prep school—”

  “That was a scholarship, too.” Kelly shrugged. “Nobody in my family ever went to college. Dad served a hitch in the Navy during the war. I guess it just seemed like something to do.” That it had been a major disappointment to his father was something he’d never told anyone.

  Greer pondered that. It still didn’t answer things. “The last ship I commanded was a submarine, Daniel Webster. My chief of the boat, senior chief sonarman, the guy had a doctorate in physics. Good man, knew his job better than I knew mine, but not a leader, shied away from it some. You didn’t, Kelly. You tried to, but you didn’t.”

  “Look, sir, when you’re out there and things happen, somebody has to get it done.”

  “Not everybody sees things that way. Kelly, there’s two kinds of people in the world, the ones who need to be told and the ones who figure it out all by themselves,” Greer pronounced.

  The highway sign said something that Kelly didn’t catch, but it wasn’t anything about CIA. He didn’t tumble to it until he saw the oversized guardhouse.

  “Did you ever interact with Agency people while you were over there?”

  Kelly nodded. “Some. We were—well, you know about it, Project PHOENIX, right? We were part of that, a small part.”

  “What did you think of them?”

  “Two or three of them were pretty good. The rest—you want it straight?”

  “That’s exactly what I want,” Greer assured him.

  “The rest are probably real good mixing martinis, shaken not stirred,” Kelly said evenly. That earned him a rueful laugh.

  “Yeah, people here do like to watch the movies!” Greer found his parking place and popped his door open. “Come with me, Chief.” The out-of-uniform admiral led Kelly in the front door and got him a special visitor’s pass, the kind that required an escort.

  For his part, Kelly felt like a tourist in a strange and foreign land. The very normality of the building gave it a sinister edge. Though an ordinary, and rather new, government office building, CIA headquarters had some sort of aura. It wasn’t like the real world somehow. Greer caught the look and chuckled, leading Kelly to an elevator, then to his sixth-floor office. Only when they were behind the closed wooden door did he speak.

  “How’s your schedule for the next week?”

  “Flexible. I don’t have anything tying me down,” Kelly answered cautiously.

  James Greer nodded soberly. “Dutch told me about that, too. I’m very sorry, Chief, but my job right now concerns twenty good men who probably won’t see their families again unless we do something.” He reached into his desk drawer.

  “Sir, I’m real confused right now.”

  “Well, we can do it hard or easy. The hard way is that Dutch makes a phone call and you get recalled to active duty,” Greer said sternly. “The easy way is, you come to work for me as a civilian consultant. We pay you a per-diem that’s a whole lot more than chief’s pay.”

  “Doing what?”

  “You fly down to Eglin Air Force Base, via New Orleans and Avis, I suppose. This”—Greer tossed a billfold-like ID in Kelly’s lap—“ gives you access to their records. I want you to go over the operations plans as a model for what we want to do.” Kelly looked at the photo-ID. It even had his old Navy photograph, which showed only his head, as in a passport.

  “Wait a minute, sir. I am not qualified—”

  “As a matter of fact I think you are, but from the outside it will look like you’re not. No, you’re just a very junior consultant gathering information for a low-level report that nobody important will ever read. Half the money we spend in this damned agency goes out the door that way, in case nobody ever told you,” Greer said, his irritation with the Agency giving flight to mild exaggeration. “That’s how routine and pointless we want it to look.”

  “Are you really serious about this?”

  “Chief, Dutch Maxwell is willing to sacrifice his career for those men. So am I. If there’s a way to get them out—”

  “What about the peace talks?”

  How do I explain that to this kid? Greer asked himself. “Colonel Zacharias is officially dead. The other side said so, even published a photo of a body. Somebody went to visit his wife, along with the base chaplain and another Air Force wife to make things easier. Then they gave her a week to vacate the official quarters, just to make things official,” Greer added. “He’s officially dead. I’ve had some very careful talks with some people, and we”—this part came very hard—“our country will not screw up the peace talks over something like this. The photo we have, enhancement and all, isn’t good enough for a court of law, and that’s the standard that is being used. That’s a standard of proof that we can’t possibly meet, and the people who made the decision know it. They don’t want the peace talks sidetracked, and if the lives of twenty more men are necessary to end the goddamned war, then that’s what it takes. Those men are being written off.”

  It was almost too much for Kelly to believe. How many people did America write off every year? And not all were in uniform, were they? Some were right at home, in American cities.

  “It’s really that bad?”

  The fatigue on Greer’s face was unmistakable. “You know why I took this job? I was ready to retire. I’ve served my time, commanded my ships, done my work. I’m ready for a nice house and playing golf twice a week and doing a little consulting on the side, okay? Chief, too many people come to places like this, and reality to them is a memo. They focus in on ‘process’ and forget that there’s a human being at the far end of the paper chain. That’s why I stayed in. Somebody has to try and put a little reality back into the process. We’re handling this as a ‘black’ project. Do you know what that means?”

  “No, sir, I don’t.”

  “It’s a new term that’s cropped up. That means it doesn’t exist. It’s crazy. It shouldn’t be that way, but it is. Are you on the team or not?”

  New Orleans ... Kelly’s eyes narrowed for a moment that lingered into fifteen seconds and a slow nod. “If you think I can help, sir, then I will. How much time do I have?”

  Greer managed a smile and tossed a ticket folder into Kelly’s lap. “Your ID is in the name of John Clark; should be easy to remember. You fly down tomorrow afternoon. The return ticket is open, but I want to see you next Friday. I expect good work out of you. My card and private line are in there. Get packed, son.”

  “Aye aye, sir.”

  Greer rose and walked Kelly to the door. “And get receipts for everything. When you work for Uncle Sam you have to make sure everyone gets paid off properly.”

  “I will do that, sir.” Kelly smiled.

  “You can catch the blue bus back to the Pentagon outside.” Greer went back to work as Kelly left the office.

  The blue shuttle bus arrived moments aft
er he walked up to the covered pickup point. It was a curious ride. About half the people who boarded were uniformed, and the other half civilians. Nobody talked to anyone, as though merely exchanging a pleasantry or a comment on the Washington Senators’ continuing residency at the bottom of the American League would violate security. He smiled and shook his head until he reflected on his own secrets and intentions. And yet—Greer had given him an opportunity that he’d not considered. Kelly leaned back in his seat and looked out the window while the other passengers on the bus stared fixedly forward.

  “They’re real happy,” Piaggi said.

  “I told you all along, man. It helps to have the best product on the street.”

  “Not everybody’s happy. Some people are sitting on a couple hundred keys of French stuff, and we’ve knocked the price down with our special introductory offer.”

  Tucker allowed himself a good laugh. The “old guard” had been overcharging for years. That was monopoly pricing for you. Anyone would have taken the two of them for businessmen, or perhaps lawyers, since there were lots of both in this restaurant two blocks from the new Garmatz courthouse. Piaggi was somewhat better dressed, in Italian silk, and he made a mental note to introduce Henry to his tailor. At least the guy had learned how to groom himself. Next he had to learn not to dress too flashy. Respectable was the word. Just enough that people treated you with deference. The flashy ones, like the pimps, were playing a dangerous game that they were too dumb to understand.

  “Next shipment, twice as much. Can your friends handle it?”

  “Easy. The people in Philly are especially happy. Their main supplier had a little accident.”

  “Yeah, I saw the paper yesterday. Sloppy. Too many people in the crew, right?”

  “Henry, you just keep getting smarter and smarter. Don’t get too smart, okay? Good advice,” Piaggi said with quiet emphasis.

  “That’s cool, Tony. What I’m saying is, let’s not make that kind of mistake ourselves, okay?”