The Archmage looked up sharply.
“I’ve had a few dreams, too,” she said. “Dreams of blood and magic.”
“Yes.” His voice crackled like the ice under the horses’ hooves. “I set up part of the spell that holds the Lyon, plague take you both. I had to use black magic to do it.”
“Why?” asked Wolf.
“Shortly after Geoffrey disappeared, before anyone knew what might have happened to him, I awoke one night, and there he was, standing beside my bed. I was overjoyed at first, thinking that he was found—but then he told me he was one of the dreamwalking dead. He told me that you and your”—he glanced at Aralorn and changed the word he was going to use—“that you and Aralorn had killed him.”
“Did he tell you how it was done?” asked Aralorn. Had Kisrah been given true dreams or false?
“He said that you used one of the Smith’s weapons to destroy his magic and left him in the castle, which was full of Uriah, without defense.” Kisrah paused. “He asked me why I hadn’t helped him.” The wizard took in a deep breath, but his voice was unsteady when he continued. “I was there that night. I woke alone in the bedchamber with the body of the woman”—he glanced at Aralorn, his eyes hot with remembered fury—“the woman you killed with Cain’s staff. It was nigh on a quarter of an hour later when I felt Geoffrey’s grip on the Master Spells break. I could have saved him had I acted sooner.”
The Archmage’s voice was taut with sorrow and rage. He was lost in his habitual opinion of Geoffrey ae’Magi, forgetting for the moment that he’d had any doubts about Geoffrey’s virtue.
“Better that you didn’t,” said Aralorn, hoping to jolt him out of the remnant of the spell’s effect before he goaded himself into attacking them. It didn’t work.
Kisrah’s eyes flashed with anger. “He was my friend, and you killed him.” He turned abruptly toward Wolf, his horse snorting at the sudden jerk on its bit. “I know you, Cain, I know what you have done. I’ve seen the color of the magic you wield, and it stinks of evil. Should I take your word about his character?”
“Yet you worked black magic for Geoffrey ae’Magi yourself, didn’t you?” said Aralorn coldly, provoked by Kisrah’s verbal strike at Wolf. “Just as Cain did. Was it a goat you killed or a hen? Do you think that you are the purer for not having touched human blood? You know, of course, that Cain has done that, and you suspect he’s done more. You suspect that he’s killed, raped, tortured, and maimed. But don’t feel too superior—if we can’t break this spell within the next two weeks, my father will die. He will die because of your decision to play with black magic, because Geoffrey’s ghost taught you how to use death to gain power, more power than you might have had without resorting to black magic. When you wanted revenge, it was easy to overcome the scruples of a lifetime, wasn’t it? And you are a grown man who was taught right from wrong by people who loved you; not—”
“Enough, Aralorn,” Wolf broke in gently.
She bit back the words that might have wounded Wolf more than they hurt Kisrah. “Sorry,” she said.
“No,” said Kisrah, mistakenly believing her apology was to him. “You’re right. About what I have done, and why.” He looked at Wolf. “That doesn’t mean that what you have done is right, only that I am guilty of similar actions.”
Wolf shrugged when it became apparent that Kisrah was not going to speak further. “I have used no black magic since I left him; if you look, you will not find its touch on me. What I have done, I am responsible for—but for no more than that. As for accepting our word on the ae’Magi’s intentions, don’t be a fool.” Wolf bent down and picked up the ruby ring. “My father gave this to you. You know the spell it contained as well as I do—you broke it yourself. Why would my father need such a thing unless he was as we say?”
“I would be a fool,” said Kisrah softly, ignoring the ring Wolf held for him, “if, having found my judgment questionable once, I leap without thought a second time. Give me time to think over what we have talked about. I knew Geoffrey for most of my life. He was more than just a mentor to me.” He flexed his hands on the reins. “The girl Aralorn killed the night you destroyed Geoffrey—her name was Amethyst, and she was not yet twenty years old.”
“Do you remember”—Wolf’s rasp was so low that Aralorn could barely hear it over the wind—“that thing you came upon in the dungeons?”
Kisrah shivered, but Aralorn thought it might have been from the cold; they had been standing for a while.
“Yes,” said the Archmage. “I couldn’t sleep. It was dark, and I heard someone moving around in the cells, so I called a magelight and looked inside.”
He swallowed heavily at the memory of what he’d seen. “The next thing I remember is you standing in front of me and my face hurt where you slapped me. ‘Screams only agitate it,’ you said. ‘It can’t get out.’ ”
Kisrah’s lips twitched in something that might have been a faint smile. “Then you said, ‘It doesn’t like to eat sorcerers anyway—especially those without half the sense of a cooped chicken.’ ”
Wolf said, “Two days before, that thing had been my father’s whore. I believe she was fifteen. A peasant, of course, and so of little account except for her beauty. Father liked beautiful things. He also liked to experiment. He showed you some of them. I believe you referred to them as my father’s ‘unfortunate hobbies.’ ”
A myriad of expressions flittered across Kisrah’s face. Anger, disbelief . . . then dawning horror.
“The night I met you in the ae’Magi’s castle,” said Aralorn quietly, “after you were unconscious, the girl you’d slept with sprouted fangs and claws. I suppose I could have just left rather than killing her: She was far more interested in eating you than me.”
Kisrah didn’t say anything.
Aralorn spread her hands to show they were empty, the universal sign of truce. “If you want to ride by yourself a bit—the horse knows the way back to the keep. We can leave you.”
Kisrah hesitated, then nodded. “If you would, please. That might be best.”
“Well?” asked Aralorn.
Wolf, who’d shifted in front of Kisrah into his four-footed form for travel, shook his head. “I don’t know. It depends upon which he loves best, my father or the truth.”
He put on a brief burst of speed that precluded talk. Like Kisrah, she thought, he wanted a moment to himself.
The wind had picked up again as they’d ridden back onto less sheltered ground. It was not enough to send her shrieking for cover, but it was a near thing. It spoke to her in a hundred whispers that touched her ears with bits and scraps of information directly out of her imagination.
“Wolf?” she asked, when the sound grew too much.
“Ump?”
“Wizards have their specialties, right? Like the farseer who works for Ren.”
“Ump.”
A conversation takes two people, one of whom says something other than “Ump.” She thought about letting him be. His past was a sensitive topic, and she and Kisrah, between them, had all but beaten him over the head with it. The wind carried the sobs of a young child, bringing with the sound a hopeless loneliness that chilled her to the bone in an echo of her dreams of Wolf’s childhood. She tried again. She remembered a story about the gaze of the howlaa driving a man mad; too bad she hadn’t recalled that before she looked into its eyes.
“What is Kisrah’s specialty?”
“By the time a mage becomes a master, he has more than one area of expertise.”
“You knew him before that,” she persisted. “What was his field?”
“Moving things.”
“Like translocation?” asked Aralorn.
“Yes.” Wolf sighed heavily and slowed. “But he worked more with objects and delicate things—like picking locks or unbuckling saddle girths.”
“No wonder Father likes him,” she observed, relieved that he’d decided to talk. “Saddle girths and horseshoes have lost as many battles as courage and skill have
won. What was Nevyn’s specialty?”
“Nevyn?” said Wolf. “I don’t know that I remember. By the time he got to Kisrah, he was in pretty rough shape—and the two of them didn’t really spend a lot of time with my father, in any case. He is fortunate he went to Kisrah; if he’d come to my father, he’d have been a babbling idiot for the rest of his life—I thought at the time that it looked like it might go either way.” His voice reflected the indifference he’d felt at the time, showing Aralorn how badly he’d closed down because she’d reminded him of what he’d once been.
“I hadn’t realized it had been so bad for him.” Aralorn pulled her scarf from the pocket she’d stashed it in and wrapped it around her ears. This conversation hadn’t helped either of them as much as she’d hoped it would. It hadn’t distracted her from the voices, nor had it restored Wolf’s mood. “I guess he was lucky to come out of all that with only a few quirks about shapeshifters.”
The wind swayed the larger branches now and sent odd bits of snow to swirl in place.
“Come on,” said Wolf. “See if that old fleatrap can move out a little; no sense wasting what’s left of the day playing in the snow.”
TEN
Aralorn was slipping choice bits of mutton to Wolf when Falhart came up behind her.
“If Irrenna catches you feeding that wolf at the table, she’s likely to banish him outside,” he said.
She shook her head, holding down another piece. “As long as we’re discreet, she’ll leave him in peace. She doesn’t want a hungry wolf roaming the castle. He’ll just go into the kitchens to be fed—and there she’ll be, without a spit boy. It might take the cook several days to replace whomever he ate, not to mention the fuss.”
Falhart gave Wolf a wary glance, then began to laugh. “Scourge on you, Aralorn, if you didn’t have me believing it. Which brings me to my mission. I have a half dozen youngsters and a few not so young who’ve been approaching me all dinner to see if you would give us another story.”
“An audience,” said Aralorn, scraping the last of her dinner onto a small bit of bread and popping it into her mouth. “See, Wolf, some people appreciate me.”
He didn’t seem to hear her, lost in thought as he’d been since they’d gotten back. If she could take back what she’d said to Kisrah, she would have—not that Kisrah didn’t need to hear it. She would have bitten her tongue off, leaving Kisrah believing his version of Geoffrey ae’Magi the rest of his life, rather than hurt Wolf.
Despite his apparent disinterest, Wolf trailed her as she left to greet her audience and made himself comfortable at her feet.
Kisrah was not there, though she knew he’d returned from their ride. She didn’t see Gerem, either, but Freya and Nevyn were seated on a bench against the wall, just close enough to hear.
She chose her story primarily for Wolf, something light and happy that should appeal to the rest of her audience as well. As laughter warmed the room better than any winter fire, Wolf rested his head on her lap with a sigh.
When Aralorn awoke the following morning, she found a red-tailed hawk perched on the back of a chair near the fireplace, preening its feathers. Wolf was gone.
“For a man who was worried about showing himself among humans, you certainly are volunteering your time generously,” she said severely.
The hawk fluttered his feathers noisily into place. “He said you’d probably be grumpy when you woke up. I can’t say I approve of your choice of mates, niece.”
“Your own choice being superior,” she said.
The hawk bobbed its head and squawked with laughter, and the chair rocked dangerously beneath him. “True, true,” Halven chortled as he settled back down.
“Wolf told you we were married?” asked Aralorn.
“Yes, child,” said the hawk. “And he asked me to tell you to amuse yourself. He’s off to find the ae’Magi.”
“Did he say which one?” Aralorn stretched. It had taken Wolf a long time to get to sleep last night even though she’d done her best to tire him.
“Which one?” Her uncle cocked his head at her. “There is only one ae’Magi.”
Aralorn pursed her lips. “We’re not certain that’s true.” She told Halven the things that Wolf had told her about his father and the dreams that she, Gerem, and Kisrah had experienced. After a brief hesitation, she told him of Wolf’s relationship to Geoffrey ae’Magi and exactly how the last ae’Magi had died. She didn’t easily give up information—except when that information might be vital. She had a feeling that they might need help before this was over, and her uncle would be a lot of help if he so chose.
Halven made an odd little sound that Aralorn couldn’t decipher, but the incredulity in his voice when he spoke was clear enough. “So you think that a human mage who is dead is walking in the dreams of a shapeshifter and the newest human Archmage, and they are not able to stop it? The dead have very little power over the living unless the living grant that power to them. I can think of a half dozen more likely things—including the return of the Dreamer.”
“I was able to take control of my dreams,” said Aralorn. “And Kisrah loved Geoffrey and welcomed him. I don’t think Gerem has any defenses against magical attacks.” Someone—Nevyn—should have seen to it that Gerem had started training a long time ago.
She looked away from the hawk as she worked out some things she’d never put together before. “The dreams I was given were true dreams, Uncle. At first, whoever sent them to me had tried to alter them, but I was able to see through to the true memories. The dreams concerned things that only the ae’Magi and Wolf knew about.”
“How do you know Wolf didn’t send the dreams?”
“It was not Wolf,” she said.
“Where was he when your father was enspelled?” Her uncle’s voice was somber. “If his father was a dreamwalker, can you say for certain he is not? He wouldn’t necessarily even know he was doing it. You’ve seen how his magic escapes him.”
Aralorn snorted. “If you knew Wolf, you would understand just how stupid it is to accuse him.”
She tried to think how to put into words something that was so clear to her that it was almost instinctive. “First, he would never involve other wizards in his spellcasting. He doesn’t trust anyone except maybe me that much. He would never—not ever—voluntarily share as much of his past as I saw in that dream. I knew him for years before he would admit to being anything but a wolf.”
“I think that it is a better possibility than a dead wizard,” said Halven. “Humans just don’t interact with the natural world well enough to do anything after they are dead.”
Aralorn digested that comment for a minute. “You mean shapeshifters do?”
The hawk gave its version of a laugh. “Not to worry. Most people who die don’t linger to torment the living.”
“The only other explanation that we’ve come up with is that the Dreamer has awakened,” she told him.
Halven made a derisive sound.
“Do you have another explanation?” she asked.
“What about another dreamwalking wizard? A living dreamwalker might be able to do what you have described,” he said.
“I’m told it’s a rare talent,” said Aralorn.
“Not rarer than a dead human mage who is making everyone tap to his tune,” said Halven. “Have you figured out why someone decided to attack the Lyon?”
She shrugged. “As we discussed earlier, it is probably to get me here. There are any number of people after Wolf, and some of them know that where I go, Wolf is not far behind.”
“To get Wolf here and do what?” asked Halven. “What do they want?”
She frowned at him. “To kill him.”
“You don’t know that,” Halven said. “Maybe they only need you.”
She laughed ruefully. “I don’t die easily. And other than as bait for Wolf, I can’t think of a reason any wizard would want me.”
“If they kill you, they kill him,” he reminded her.
“Only
since day before yesterday,” she said. “And how did you know about that?”
“After I objected to finding my niece in a man’s bed, Wolf told me Ridane’s priestess married you.”
“You couldn’t care less if I was sleeping with the sheep,” she said tartly.
“He didn’t know that. You didn’t invite me to the wedding.”
“I didn’t know for certain that I was going to go through with it until we were there. I had to do something,” she told him, trying to stem the defensive tone that wanted to ease into her words. She’d known that she was making him more vulnerable—she was certainly more easily killed than he. But her reasoning still stood. “You said he had a death wish, and I believe you.”
“So you tricked him into the death goddess’s binding?” asked her uncle. There was, she thought, a certain admiration in his tone. “That’s the reason for your sudden marriage. He’ll take more care of himself now.”
“Uhm,” she said. “I haven’t told him about the side effect of being married by Ridane.”
“He doesn’t know?”
“He wasn’t raised next to Ridane’s temple,” she answered. “She’s not worshipped many places anymore. The gods have been quiet for a long time.”
Two beady eyes stared at her unblinkingly. “What good is marrying him going to do if he doesn’t know that his death will kill you also? You’ve undercut the very reason for the marriage.”
She started to defend herself, but a slow smile caught her unexpectedly. “Not really.”
The marriage itself, she thought, had accomplished what she had sought to enforce with the bond the priestess had set between them. From the awed tone in Wolf’s voice when she’d asked him if he’d marry her to last night when, after they’d retired to this room, he’d brought his pain to her and allowed her to help him forget. She was still a little stiff from the methods they’d employed.
Her uncle waited for a moment, and when she didn’t continue, he said, “Just make sure you don’t die before you tell him.”