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Heart So Cold 2
by Mr. Love Zone
Copyright 2012 Coyotes Publishing
Angels Cry
This is poetry that'll make the angels cry.
As you can look up in the sky and wonder why.
Perhaps I'll be better on the other side.
Did I really live my life the best I could.
Or did I live it filled with the word “should”.
My life is probably better looked at from your side.
The nice guy who would always hold the door.
Whether you said thank you or not.
Still had the smile on my face trying to hide the misery behind it.
This is poetry that'll make the angels cry.
As you can look up in the sky and wonder why.
Perhaps I'll be better on the other side.
Bet I looked better through your eyes.
The quite guy always trying to do whats right.
Everything in my life seems to be a constant fight.
Had problems expressing myself.
Had problems talking to others.
Seems like many can't understand me.
A life long speech impediment pushed me to the back of the crowd.
This is poetry that'll make the angels cry.
As you can look up in the sky and wonder why.
Perhaps I'll be better on the other side.
MLZ
Beautiful As You Are.
Your already so beautiful.
Make you don't need it.
It's just the natural beauty that is.
Those natural curves.
That skin so soft.
Don't change for anyone.
Don't listen to the media.
The world needs to see this beauty.
Quit hiding behind make up, let it out for all to see.
Show off that true beauty.
I'd personally would rather touch fat than bone.
But I bet you won't hear many men say that.
But I'm not like any man you've ever known.
Just ignore those ignorant assholes.
They don't know what real beauty is.
Bigger women = real beauty.
MLZ
Can't Stand
I can't stand how these big beautiful women are treated.
Most of them seem to throw themselves at any guy.
Thinking its love at first sight.
Only to have there heart broken.
Later they find me and get moved to tears.
Finally realizing how they should be treated.
None of them want to leave.
Since they feel there's nobody else like me.
I see the beauty that others don't see.
Most of the time when they're done talking to me.
They never go back to assholes like that.
They're in the constant search for someone like me.
Someone who knows how to treat them properly.
Someone who'll love every beautiful curve.
Every beautiful inch
Every beautiful pound.
I want them all for myself, but sadly I don't think they'd understand.
They'd all want me to themselves
I wish they would find people like me.
Someone who would love them
Someone who wouldn't want them to change.
MLZ
Enemy
I can see it in your eyes.
That you'll never be true to me.
You are my enemy.
Telling me that my sweetness makes you blush.
With each passing phrase gives you a orgasmic rush.
Telling me you left him for me, blocked him on everything.
Now your all mine, you not thinking I know what is going on.
You don't know truth from lies.
But I'm not one to really analyze.
Just wait for my retaliation, it's a must.
It's a guarantee to make your heart crushed.
Close to 300lbs, tall white and handsome.
When I write people read like it's a movie, lights, camera, action.
Not really one who plays these games.
Don't be thinking your the only one who can get strange.
You choose to act so pure.
But later turned out to be so fucking insecure.
I can see it in your eyes.
That you'll never be true to me.
You are my enemy.
MLZ
Faded Memory
All I am is a faded memory.
I know that I’m nothing, but you won’t open your eyes to see.
Through your insecurities and troubles.
Emotional carnage and emotional rubble.
Has you clinging onto my memory.
Just cause I’m the one with the golden halo that you choose to see.
The one that treated you so great.
The one who calmed you down when you felt irate.
All I am is a faded memory.
I know that I’m nothing, but you won’t open your eyes to see.
All I am is a faded memory.
I know that I’m nothing, but you won’t open your eyes to see.
MLZ
It's Over
Think about the chances you've had.
Mistreating her and making her sad.
She gave you everything she had.
You turned around and decided to treat her bad.
Over the years she's shuttered anytime you raise your hand.
Feeling like this was Gods only plan.
You would physically and mentally hurt.
Her as you felt it's your life thats out of sort.
Think about the chances you've had.
Mistreating her and making her sad.
She gave you everything she had.
You turned around and decided to treat her bad.
Feeling all strong and like a real man.
Whatever helps you get through the day.
Remember there's a noose waiting for you at the end.
Before you goto bed be sure to hug your computer cause it's your only friend.
MLZ
Love Me Some Bigger Ladies
Tired of walking around malls hearing ladies say.
“I wish I could find Mr right”
but while your dressed like Mrs Slut.
If you knew how to present yourself things would be different.
I would take a bigger lady over you any day.
I wouldn't tell her to loose weight.
I would gladly tell her how beautiful she is.
Each and every day.
Even though I know she wouldn't believe it.
Since it's the past that she's taking that from.
But be with me enough and hopefully you'll see it.
If you hang out with me enough you prob won't want to leave.
Since you'll be afraid that there be no one else there out like me.
You'll be out there busy trying to find my replacement
Only to get that precious heart of yours always broken.
Needing someone to fix it up
You'll come back to yours truly, who'll pick it up.
Each time mending that beautiful heart.
Each time asking you why do you put yourself through that.
Each time you wanting to curl up and be with me.
As deep down you know there's not really any other guys out there like me.
MLZ
Love Me The Fatties/Chubbies
Always love me the fatties/chubbies.
They're so beautiful and so under appreciated.
It's what real women look like in my eyes.
So beautiful, so natural..
So huggible.
r /> Wish I could take all of you and show you.
How you should be treated.
But sadly I think you'd all would rather stick with me.
Not that I have a problem with that.
After all how many guys do you see saying.
I LOVE FAT
Doing things you really don't want to do.
Just to be accepted by one who you think loves you.
Feeling you have to keep doing it to be loved.
Just be yourself sweety.
I'm sure your just as lovable as yourself.
So many bad stories of how your treated.
Hearing your mistreated and often beated.
I said it once I'll say it again.
Wish I could take all of you and show you.
How you should be treated.
But sadly I think you'd all would rather stick with me.
Not that I have a problem with that.
After all how many guys do you see saying.
I LOVE FAT
MLZ
One Of These Days
One of these days life won't hold me down.
One of these days I might actually be comfortable around women.
Instead of just writing about them and there stories within.
They seem to find compassion in me.
So they always seem to cuddle up and get close to me.
One of these days hopefully I'll be a millionaire.
So I finally won't have all the problems that I have.
Won't endure all the hardships that I come across.
One of these days perhaps I'll find what I'm looking for.
One of these days.
One of these days I'll be ranked on up there with the best of them all.
Never to be forgotten and be remembered by all of y'all.
One of these days hopefully people will see me for me.
And they'll quit starring cause of all thats wrong with me.
One of these days is what I'm looking for.
Will it come true or will I be the one buried under your floor boards.
One of these days.
MLZ
So Love
So love the bigger ladies.
The skinny ladies just scare me.
I feel like if I sneeze around you I may knock you over.
I also feel like there's not enough to hug.
Or maybe it's that look in your eyes.
That same look you all give me.
I can't help but sit here and wonder.
Never had a skinny lady give me the time of day.
Always get the same look as I did yesterday.
But the bigger ladies seem to be more kind.
Perhaps that's why I find them a little bit more fine.
The skinny ones need to put on some.
While the bigger ones are fine with how they are.
I always hate men telling there ladies to loose weight.
Look better if, would be better if.
Is all I hear from friends.
Can't stand it.
MLZ
Tired Of Harassment
Tired of this shit, a female posts a photo guys flock wanting to see her naked.
Next thing they're gonna ask to see her on video to watch her shake it.
But yet they get away with it.
It scares away some great talent that's normally shy.
Cause of some assholes whose jacked up on god knows what and high.
Posting up lies saying your a professional photographer.
Your photos look amateur at best.
You can fail, just like the rest.
Tired Of Harassment
Wish people would finally stop.
Tired Of Cyber Harassment.
They're all bunch of idiot kids.
No real man would harass a lady.
Compliments guys, nothing shady.
Tell her she's beautiful.
Don't be harassing her.
The ones who are doing it are ones who had it done.
They were moments away from suicide then they decided "I bet it'd be fun"
So they turned there shitty lives into harassing others.
Feeling like they're at top of the food chain.
But they're just tightening that noose as they hang.
I've been through it, feel sorry for the ones.
MLZ
You Can Run, But You Can't Hide.
You Can Run, But You Can't Hide.
You Can Run, But You Can't Hide.
No matter what you try to do, it will always find you.
Can't change yourself enough to hide from it.
Your past is like a great white, it's eyes roll black when it smells blood.
You may have thinked you tricked your past.
Just long enough to let your guard down before the blast.
It'll show up like the scars on your body.
That you try and hide to tell your friends that is behind you.
Similar to using make up to hide your eyes that are black and blue.
You tell yourself that you love him.
Even while his fists continue to swing.
You Can Run, But You Can't Hide.
You Can Run, But You Can't Hide.
No matter what you try to do, it will always find you.
Can't change yourself enough to hide from it.
MLZ