Even though you wouldn't know from meetin me, my emotions have always been surpressed.
Shall anyone ever know how I really feel.
It's amazing the fact you can walk through the valley of shadow an death.
Never knowing if you really have given it your all time best.
Bein frightend of the pill that could make one change.
Rather than the self explanitory thoughts of the derranged.
Wake me up to save me, is it you who can wake me or not.
Do you really want to save me from the depths below or not.
I never know who may have the chance to save me, no one has yet to step up.
Although I'm the quiet shy kid who always seems to be told to shut up.
I know I can't wake up, so you can't save me.
When all else fails close your eyes an count to three......
- Kennie Kayoz -
Too Hot To Imagine
So my homie KJ dropped me a line.
Everythin started off all fine.
Till he found out his poem got yanked.
Realizin he'd never be ranked.
Surpassing the limits of AD.com
He decided to post bout it up on SDP.com
Never knew that he'd be like a rapper.
With people trashin his shit quicker than toilet paper in a crapper.
So KJ formed the idea in his head.
That to him AD.com is technically dead.
To create Too Hot TO Imagine.
Would be truly evil as sin.
Since one was rejected, the others would follow suit.
Keepin those poems off of AD.com as his vengeance pursuit.
So be on the look out for the press release.
Inless AD.com pronounces my account discease.
Then check SilverDragonPublishing.com
Cause there he knows he can't do no wrong.
- Kennie Kayoz -
Tragedy / State Of Life
Welcome to the world's tragedy or is it a state of life.
Just like turnin on the news to the point of some dick beatin the shit outta his wife.
While the world gets smoked with the 3rd hurricane.
Not to mention we're still cleanin up all the slain.
From the first two that have hit.
Why don't we admit that the world is gettin torn to shit.
Things are no longer a tragedy they're a state of life.
Guys grab your box of tissues for your wife.
She'll need them when it comes Sunday as she turns on the TV.
If you don't know what I mean go grab a fuckin calendar you'll see.
The Tragedies are becoming so annoying that they're more of a hiccup.
Just as regular as a store clerk havin to deal with a stick up.
Why is it that you need to see these types of things in the news.
So that you can worry about another soul you never knew, or so you can continue to sing the blues.
Who gives a fuck, I sure don't.
If something happened to me would you care, I know you won't.
There is only so much Tragedy that one can with stand.
Before anythin else that happens becomes all bland.
So who is going to be next when it comes to writing about Sept 11th or the hurricane.
Spare your words it's all the same.
- Kennie Kayoz -
H2X Aftermath
Katrina came to eliminate lives as we know it.
Little did people do to help evacuate it.
Now with thousands dead.
Water flowin over everyones head.
The clean up crew has just begun.
Now when you have to walk the streets ya gotta carry a gun.
But the terror is far from over.
Just take a glance over your left shoulder.
If you don't see it your about to.
It'd be Ophelia hurricane number two.
Just when you thought it was all said an done.
Now for more victims to rise up.
Lets talk about all the fun.
Lemme sit back an take you through the mind of the cane.
No mind, no heart, no soul.... Just pure torture an pain.
Perhaps it knows what it's doing.
But no one really knows, if they did we'd all think they'd be foolin.
The hurrilypse has just started to make us suffer.
With the thousands dead did it make your emotions any tougher.
You can blame who you want on this one as far as I can see.
I'm sure whoever you blame won't give two shits, cause he don't care bout me.
So fuck the hurricane.
Let it send the torture an pain.
The unstoppable force that you see on the news.
Will have all you lil poets sigin it's blues.
I don't care if thousands have died.
I have my own fuckin problems rather than keepin my thoughts tied.
Up in anythin that isn't a concern.
To me cause this is the year of the cane we've had one an two now it's three.
So take it how you want as far as I'm concerned.
I bet at this time most of you wish I wasn't even born.
Bet y'all want to say it but now your torn.
The terror an havic from H2X.
Will have throats slit an knives stabbed in ya backs.
- Kennie Kayoz -
Quit That Nice Shit
Look at you just walk into my house as you've trampled up in my mind so many many times.
Now that you have played your nice little game you are about to become a victim in one of my Eviltry rhymes.
Ever since the start I've been known to get all quiet on you.
But never shall you realize that it was caused because of you.
I never could see what the hell was happening till I seen it happen this very day.
No more do I have to listen to a single fucking word that you say.
From what I see before me.
Is my anger just slowly flowing free.
Now you can't look into my eyes.
Since I just grabbed you from behind.
Quit that nice shit I know what your tryin to do.
Ever since the start, I've pulled on that rope till you turned blue.
Now you have seen inside.
Does that make you feel alright.
So quit that nice shit the next time you see me.
Since the only thing you two do is help the anger flow free.
- KJ Abyzz -
Spinnin
is it my head or is it the house thats spinnin.
feel like i'm in the washin machine with all the linnin.
As I sit up the cycle begins.
Or is it in my mind that the psycho is in.
I lay back down an close my eyes it seems to stop.
Just till I get enough courage to sit on up.
Once agains spinnin.
Can't keep up with the thoughts upon my mind to find out whos winnin.
Time for more sleep perhaps it'll be better later.
Still spinnin like house of dreams an the only way out is through the gator.
Oh shit I feel like throwin up.
When I finally make it to the bathroom nothin happens.
I sit there an sweat just pours off of me.
I close my eyes to see what I'd see, darkness pure darkness.
The spinnin stops till they open.
I bounce my way back to my room like a fuckin ball durin pinball.
finally get into bed, where the spinnin susposily
stops.
I lay there awake for hours as it looks like it stops till I sit up.
Once again I have the urge to throw up.
This goes on for hours till I finally fall asleep.
I wake up at 7:30pm where it seems to be over as I slowly get out of bed and head to the kitchen for some crackers to settle the stomach that's been buggin me.
I now sit here an type this hopin the feelin is gone.
- Kennie Kayoz -
Heartless Hurricane
... Heartless ...
[News Brief]
New Orleans hurricane katrina seems to be the favorite of the news killin off thousands.
This hurricane certainly couldn't have been expected anymore than it did.
.... I lost everything
[end of News Brief]
It roared in with cold dark waves.
Turnin dead bodies into lifeless slaves.
Murderin like a mutha fucka.
It ruined lives like a school shootin sucka.
It went on out an killed people.
As everyone is runnin for cover under the highest steeple.
Follow the hurricane as you flick on the news at night.
Watch the terror as you become frozen in fright.
Wicked winds tore through the state.
Leavin people angry an irrate.
It tore through houses like a psychotic savage.
Leavin nothin for people to salvage.
Bout a few thousand people dead.
Now the lootin be trompin all over what the innocents have said.
Follow the hurricane as you flick on the news at night.
Watch the terror as you become frozen in fright.
Wicked winds tore through the state.
Leavin people angry an irrate.
......heartless ......
......heartless ......
the horror of the hurricane.
- Kennie Kayoz -
Full Moon Effect
Look up in the night sky as you see the full moon.
If you haven't realized it already you'll see your friends an family change real soon.
You'll even notice it effect you.
From gettin good night sleeps to not bein able to get to sleep till two.
The full moon effect.
It'll be quick to inject.
It's harmful rays.
Into the home till the full moon goes away.
You can deny this if you wish.
Deny it if you must just get a bigger fork for your dish.
As you be feedin yourself a lie.
Just so you can barely squeek by.
It's the full moon it's poison.
No matter what happens it won't be alotta joy son.
Watch as things around you will get strange.
People will say shit to make you think they're totally derranged.
No matter what happens be sure to know.
That it's the full moon in the sky, it'll last till it goes.
Don't blame me for spreadin the word.
Just be sure to be warned from what ya just heard.
Im outta here to try an take back what the full moon has taken from me..... leave ya word.
- Kennie Kayoz -
Looking Deep
Looking deep into ones self for the answer.
As doctors are looking deep to find the cure for cancer.
How to be original when writing.
Each an everyone is guilty of copying.
Another style as we all are looking deep.
From the high class to walkin the street.
What is it that poetry needs to breath.
Maybe the key is to sell you must leave.
Leave as in to die to become a legend.
A legend to everyones mind.
Go out in a blze of glory.
Instead of constantly writing gory.
The blood splats,the sounds of gats.
Shatterin dreams with baseball bats.
What is it that it's looking for.
Guess it's just cause it's all a bore.
Each poet tryin to fight off one another.
To find the success in many ways should we even bother ?.
Not enough press for the independant poet.
Gotta do more to get reconized.
Can't do enough to get yourself noticed.
Head to our site show that you support us.
- Kennie Kayoz -
J & M Part 1 - Intro To'Em
So the mice found a spacious new home.
Bought two so Mordecai wouldn't be alone.
Now she has a cage mate named Jezebel.
Fightin like two sisters upon occasion as most do.
Even though Mordecai is a guys name
She acts like she runs the cage and wants Jezebel to worship her space.
Although most would think Jez is the trouble maker.
She's the calm one, only spooked after Mordecai shakes her.
Jez bein smaller of the two, is quickly gettin to.
Know me as she always climbs the cage to get her belly scratched.
Be sure to keep your eyes on my site.
As Jez & Mordecai will have there own page.
So y'all can keep up with there fury an rage.
- Kennie Kayoz -
Help Save Mordecai
Help save Mordecai the mouse from been eaten.
Donate just a little bit so he can live with me.
If not you'll be marchin him to a snake.
Help save Mordecai the power is in you to give.
A mouse a better chance of survival.
Don't go puttin yourself in any kinda denial.
If it was Mickey Mouse you would donate.
So don't hesitate just cause this be Mordecai.
Even though you may not like me or mice don't be shy.
Mordecai will live a long rich life with yours truly.
Instead of makin him march down the body of a snake.
Donate at my site to help save Mordecai.
So that he won't have to go an die
- Kennie Kayoz -
Sadness
For some reason that I can't explain I am sad.
Perhaps cause I sit here all alone.
Perhaps cause I don't have a friend in this world.
Perhaps cause I don't have a girl in this world.
I don't really know what it maybe.
All though I can speculate constantly.
Am I missin somethin that maybe infront of me.
Maybe theres somethin that I'm not seein.
I wish I had the answer so I could solve it.
Am I sinkin into depression.
Should I worry bout the succession.
Of problems that may arrise.
Or am I gettin myself down cause of a failure surprise.
Maybe I need to talk to someone.
Maybe I need to be alone.
I don't really know what it is.
I don't have a clue how to solve it.
- Kennie Kayoz -
Suck So Much
Welcome to the world of the truth spitters.
Spittin so much reality that'll turn you into wrist splitters.
Never in my life shall I even imagine I'd see poets that suck so much.
The way you expose your body in what you write makes your poetry suck so much.
No way shall anyone make bank off that inless you hit the street corner.
If you did that, the next thing i'd know is I'd be writin to mourn ya.
Since you have no talent, I was forced to let the world know that you suck so much.
While it takes all of you so long to write one page.
I'll be droppin books until I die of old age.
Over 20 books dropped through Coyotes Publishing to this date.
It takes y'all years to drop a book, by that time ya chances did deflate
- Kennie Kayoz -
Just Another Day
It's just an
other day when I wake up already late.
Just like it happened yesterday but this time my boss is irrate.
It's just another day when I get yelled at.
Instead of grabbin I gun I just want to take out my frustrations with a bat.
It's just another day when another girl dislikes me.
Why's it matter what I say I know she's already got an oppion bout me.
What's next for me, as it's all just another day.
As no matter what I do my mind is wounded fatally.
It's just another day as you keep lookin over my shoulder.
To you it maybe nothin, to me I'm getting colder.
It's just another day that you need to pray for me.
Since I know it's only a matter of time before I'm taken away.
In case you haven't realized it.
Tis is just another day that I must deal with this shit.
- Kennie Kayoz -
Thanks For Nothing
To everyone of you who have caused me grief.
Thanks for nothing as you have caused great pain.
Since my sanity always trickles down from my brain.
Hope you enjoyed it while you had the chance.
I never want to see none of you through my exsistance.
If you choose to cause me some kind of pain.
I will be forced to make you live with tons of shame.
Don't look my way if your going to laugh.
I'll be the psycho who drops the toaster in your bath.
Thanks for nothing as you can tell.
You know who you are, no one will see you fall.
Watch your back as you strut through the mall.
Think, Think I'm scared of you.
Remember that as you wake up black & blue.
Watch yourself as you walk the streets.
Be very afraid of the ones you call geeks.
Thanks for nothing, everyone I have met.
Your dead to me now, so better fret
- Kennie Kayoz -
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