TELLING TALES
by
John Wheatcroft
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PUBLISHED BY:
Telling Tales
copyright 2010 by John Wheatcroft
Cover: Max Beckmann, The Street (Die Strasse)
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Acknowledgments
Four of these stories, some in slightly different forms, have appeared The Ohio Review, The Long Story, The Alembic, and Cold Drill. The novella Anwering Fire was published, with a long story, in paperback by Lunar Offensive Press.
I am most grateful to R. P. Burnham, David Fletcher, Steven Fried, Eve Granick, John Murphy, and Paul Susman for their encouragement, commitment and editorial help.
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Table of Contents
B/W/ILL/IAM/IE AND AL AND MAX AND YOU AND I
BARE RUINED CHOIRS WHERE LATE THE SWEETS BIRDS SANG
THE BLACK SUN
IT
UNCLE OSCAR’S FUNERAL
ANSWERING FIRE
THE NOVICE
RIVER LOVE
MISS EMILY’S ROSE
A Tale Told
A note about the writer
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B/WILL/IAM/IE AND AL AND MAX AND YOU AND I
Willie was expecting to meet Al and Max. Well, not exactly to meet. More precisely, to be met by. “To meet” and “to be met” are not the same. Saying it wrong, then getting itright, or as close to right as you can come with words, is part of the story. Not the most important part, perhaps, but important. Important for the I in the story and the you. The Willie, Billie, Bill, William, Will, and the Al and Max couldn’t care less, as the saying goes. You’ll see what I mean as the story progresses.
If this were a story only about a Willie, a Billie, a Bill a William, a Will, and an Al and Max, the first two paragraphs could have been left out. The story would start moving more quickly were it to begin with the third paragraph, which is coming up. But if an I weren’t in this story, there would no one to tell it. And if a you weren’t in this story, there would be no one to tell it to. In that case this story wouldn’t be.
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Let’s start over again. Willie was expecting to be met by Al and Max. After the game Sunday afternoon he’d slowly walked the gauntlet of celebrating fans outside the chain link fence that separated the stadium from the parking lots. Scores of hands had been giving high fives and holding out programs and pens. “Hey, Willie babe, sign my progrum, come on” “Get anotha one next Sundy.” “You my boy, Willie.” “How bout ya signacha, right heah, Willie.” Where Willie’s Mercedes SL350, had been parked in one of spots reserved for players’ cars, arc lights on tall stanchions were throwing cones of blue-white into the dusk. Willie had not been expecting to be met by Al and Max at that time in that place.
Nor was Willie expecting to be met by Al and Max Tuesday or Wednesday—after a win, Monday was always a day off—as he crossed the almost empty parking lot after practice. They’d want to give him time to sweat it. By “they” I don’t mean Al and Max, who would be meeting him either today, Thursday, or tomorrow, before the upcoming Sunday game. Saturday also was a day off. “Meet” here doesn’t mean “run across” or “greet.” It’s a euphemism for something I’d rather not say and Willie would rather not think about.
As Willie, gimp from a cheap shot he’d taken from that bastard Morelli, who was trying to bump Howard as starting tight end, headed for his car, he knew it would make no difference that McKinley and Kolanko were flanking him. If it were a matter of size, strength and athleticism, Al and Max would never be sent to meet him. But adding McKinley’s 290 and Kolanko’s 275 to Willie’s 215 pounds of muscle would mean nothing to Al and Max. They’d likely be twenty years older than Willie. For sure they’d never be able to stay with Clifton thirty yards downfield as he faked outside and cut back in, then at the last second reached in front of him, got some fingers on Kish’s almost perfectly thrown bomb, and batted it out of Clifton’s outstretched hands. Al and Max possessed a different kind of proficiency with another kind of missile than a football.
Had that play last Sunday ended there, Willie wouldn’t be expecting to be met by Al and Max. After the incomplete pass Kish would have run out of downs. The “o” would have taken over, Gronowski would have gone on a long count, then put down his knee after the next couple of snaps to use up the less than a minute left on the clock. The score would have remained the same, preserving the win but staying within the three-point spread given on the game by the wire service.
Would have. Although he’d done a hell of a lot better at football than academics at State, where he’d dropped out and entered the draft after the last game of his red-shirted eligibility, Willie wasn’t stupid. But he just couldn’t figure out what had made him, after batting the ball out of Clifton’s hands, swoop under it as Clifton went sprawling behind him, scoop up the ball with the fingertips of his left hand just before it hit the artificial turf, then draw it against his ribs, and streak down the sideline, faking Kish out of his socks and outrunning Raines, who was supposed to have 9.4 speed. Even if, after making the interception, Willie had let Kish shove him out of bounds or let Raines bring him down from behind, the score would have stayed where “they” wanted it. With the win in his pocket, Coach still would have had Gronowski kneel a couple of times rather than risk a turnover by trying for six or a field goal with a possible fumble recovery and runback for a TD. Any additional points would be meaningless. Except to “them.”
When Al and Max would meet Willie, they’d sidle up to him as whores and dope peddlers on the streets do, then would reverse direction and fall in with him, Al on one side, Max on the other. McKinley and Kolanko, who knew what it meant not to play by the rules, would recognize not Al and Max but what they were. Too smart to take on trouble on behalf of a teammate with whom off the field they weren’t brotherly friendly, McKinley and Kolanko would casually and wordlessly give way as Al and Max took their places, then without looking around would veer off toward their own cars. Al and Max would escort Willie not to his cream-colored SL350, but to a black Cadillac sedan parked nearby.
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Al and Max, as you might or might not know, are a pair of characters in a famous story by Ernest Hemingway called “The Killers.” The sentence I’ve just put down and you’ve just read is not a perfectly coherent sentence grammatically. Ernest Heminway isn’t called “The Killers,” as the sentence says he is. Had I phrased it, “Al and Max, as you might or might not know, are two characters in a famous story called ‘The Killers’ by Ernest Hemingway,” the sentence would be grammatically coherent but stupid. It would make a point of the fact that Ernest Hemingway was the one to call his story “The Killers.” True, he was. But there’s not much point in making a point of it. Writing does present problems.
Even though it is self-evident that Ernest Hemingway called his famous story with Al and Max in it “The Killers,” the matter does bear some looking into. Almost always the writer is the one to call the story what it’s called. True, sometimes a lovver or friend or an acquaintance or editor or someone the writer doesn’t know, just overhears, will provide the title the writer puts on his or her story. Even someone the writer despises or hates, an enemy, may inadvertently supply a title for a story, a very fine title, one that’s better than any the author her or himself might have come up with. Still another possibility is that the writer may read the word or phrase she or he uses for a title. Lifting titles is not an uncommon practice. It’s an art, though a minor one. But no matter where the title comes from it’s the writer who places it above where the story begins.
The name of the story you’re reading, if you still are, is “B/Will/iam/ie and Al and Max and You and I.” This title was not st
olen. Nor suggested by anyone I know or love or like or dislike or despise. I made up the title. It’s the thirteenth title I tried on the story. The only one to fit, though the first part of it is rather hard to pronounce.
It’s possible that Ernest Hemingway tried a number of titles on his story before he settled on “The Killers.” One title you can be pretty sure he didn’t consider is “Nick Adams Learns a Lesson.” Like Al and Max, Nick Adams is a character in “The Killers.” And in the story he does come to a realization, a very important realization about life. And death. This turns him from a boy to a man. Saying in the title that he came to an important realization and that he grew up would have been simplistic and klutzy. Ernest Hemingway was neither a simpleton nor a klutz.
Instead of telling you in the title, Ernest Hemingway wants you to discover in his story that Nick Adams comes to an important realization and becomes a man. He wants you to come to the realization in the way that Nick Adams does, not by being told but by experiencing. Well, not exactly in the way Nick Adams does. He comes to the realization by experiencing it the story. Since there’s no you in that story, as there is in this story, you can’t come to the realization by experiencing it the story. You’re supposed to experience the realization about Nick Adams experienceing the realization by experiencing the story about Nick Adams experiencing. The experience involves being met by Al and Max. In a minute you’ll be seeing more of Al and Max.
A more likely sort of title Ernest Hemingway might have put on his story before he put “The Killers” on it is a phrase like “with a towel in his mouth.” In the story the narrator, who is and isn’t Ernest Hemingway, writes the sentence “He never had a towel in his mouth before.” That would not be a simplistic or klutzy title. It would be okay. If you were to read “The Killers” while on the lookout, you could probably find some other phrases that would be okay titles. As a writer, though, Ernest Hemingway, who put the title “The Killers” on the story, was more than okay.
Billie was expecting to be met by Al and Max. Not as she stepped out the side door onto the street. Over the door a globe the size of a human head hung from the end of a pipe shaped like a question mark. The lit bulb inside the globe, which was grimy, threw a circle of gray light that made little impression on the darkness.
To reach the parking lot Billie had to walk a couple of dozen steps along a brick wall, past the window of the office where with the place closed up Frankie would be working at his desk. Edging the drawn shade in the window were slivers of light. In the third stall of the parking lot behind the building stood Billies’ Taurus. The cinder parking lot was dimly illuminated by a light on a telephone pole that Frankie’d had hung there. In the darkness, along the wall, before she’d reach the parking lot, Billie was expecting to be met by Al and Max. That’s where they’d met her before. Only the plick plick plick plick of her stiletto heels on the concrete sidewalk broke the early morning silence.
Billie could have asked Frankie to have Bugs escort her to her car. But she didn’t want to get Frankie, who had a good thing going and always kept his nose clean, involved. Ever since she’d started working at Frankie D’s place two years ago she’d been leaving at about two thirty every morning except Monday and Tuesday, her days off, and walking to the parking lot alone. Everybody in the neighborhood, even sickos, who might try to mess with a girl by herself on the street at such an hour knew better than to try anything like that outside Frankie D’s Place. So all at once to want Frankie to have Bugs see her to her car would let Frankie know Joe Blackie was in deep trouble.
Besides, being big and strong and tough as Bugs was, enough so to see to it that whoever came into Frankie D’s Place behaved and when somebody didn’t, as happened every so often with some smart ass or busthead, to put them in their place or heave them out, and small as Al and Max were, what with their being sent by who they were, it wouldn’t help one damn bit.
Thick as he was in the attic, Bugs would right off figure what Al and Max were there for. So after a joke about their taking “good care of the little lady,” he’d turn her over to them, then lumber back and tell Frankie the heat was on Billie over Joe Blackie, of whom because he smelled of trouble Frankie had never been particularly fond to begin with. Which might even cost Billie her spot, since Frankie, feeling where the heat was coming from, would never want to give any such source a reason to turn any heat on him. Some nights in Frankie D’s Place Billie picked up over two hundred clams in tips.
Billy wasn’t too much scared that Al and Max would really do anything to her besides letting her know they were for real. Like crowding her, maybe, like they had the time they’d met her last week, so their hips and elbows bumped her side as they’d crossed the parking lot to where their black Cadillac stood between her Taurus, which looked a whore’s purple in the dim light, and Frankies’ white Continental, which looked dirty gray. For sure they’d put the fear of God in her by throwing things at her like “Sista, ya betta come clean wid us er ya know wheah ya’ll end up—in the Goddamn dump,” this from froggy Al, or was it Max, while the other with the skinny voice, like his lungs were giving out, lied between his teeth, whispering “Shet up, dumb ass, er yer gonna give th liddle lady the wrong idear when we jes wanna have a friendly convasayshun wid her pal Joe Blackie about a bizness mattah.” Which was even scarier than the up-front talk.
It was true, though, while the one that sounded friendly-like but lied opened the door of her Taurus after she’d unlocked it, the one that had talked straight out did give her arm a pretty hard twist that made her wince and yell “ouch!” which broke the early morning quiet like a scream, as she’d slid in. Before the nice sounding one slammed the door, she’d tried to talk as scared as she could, talking scared not being hard when she thought not just about herself who she thought Al and Max wouldn’t hurt too much, but about what was going to happen to Joe Blackie unless he’d manage to get to some place like Australia.
“I sweah ta God I ain’t seen Joe fa ova a month, I sweah ta God he moved all his stuff outa my place, afta we had this terrific fight ova a customa he thought I wuz playin up ta fer real when I wuz jes doin whad Frankie tells us is pata the job ’n I ain’t seen nuthin a Joe since, not even his shadda, I sweah ta God I ain’t even hud from im n don’t have no idea wheah he’s hangin out now.”
Some of which was true. Not too long before Joe Blackie took off they had a humongous fight over a guy that had his hand practically on her pussy, which did have black panty hose over it, though. Joe Blackie had taken in the scene in the mirror behind the bar, where he was sitting drinking by himself. Back at her place he’d hung one on her right eye so hard even a couple of thick coats of makeup and eye shadow as heavy as what football players put on against the sun didn’t cover up the black and blue, then the green and yellow for a week or so. The first two nights her eyelid was so swollen it looked like she was squinting and she couldn’t get the false eyelash on. Since she couldn’t have one eye with an eyelash and one without, she had to leave both off. Which made her look as if she’d been singed. Thank God Frankie didn’t ask any questions. Right after Joe Blackie had socked her they’d made up in bed where he really was super.
It was true that Joe Blackie was gone. But it wasn’t true about his stuff. Because he went in such a hurry he left all his shirts and suits and neckties and socks and underwear and shaving gear behind at her place, which she hoped they had no way of checking out. It was also true that Joe Blackie never told her where he was going or even that he was. And she hadn’t heard a word from him. Which in one way made her sad because she missed him. Still she had to admit she was relieved because she didn’t want to get involved with who sent Al and Max to meet her any more than Frankie did. And somebody else would come along, in fact had, though he wasn’t the stud Joe Blackie was.
So mostly what Billie would tell Al and Max when they came back to meet her behind Frankie D’s Place as she knew they would one of these a. m
.’s would be true.
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Al and Max, I’m sure you recall, are two characters in a famous story by Ernest Hemingway, which he didn’t call “With a Towel in His Mouth,” but did call “The Killers.” One reason “With a Towel in His Mouth” would have been an okay title for the story is that a towel is an everyday object. In his story Ernest Hemingway makes towels important. He uses towels in an uncommon though not unknown way. The towel business is very plausible because towels are found in lunchrooms like the one in Ernest Hemingway’s story. Towels are used for drying dishes and utensils, of which in an eating establishment there are plenty. Dishes and utensils are, or at least should be, frequently washed and dried.
In restaurants towels are also used for drying the hands after they’ve been washed. Often in the toilets of lunchrooms, diners and the lesser sort of eating places, signs are posted declaring that the law requires employees to wash their hands after relieving themselves. If employees in such eateries do wash their hands, normally they dry them on a towel. The same goes for customers, although there’s no law requiring them to wash their hands after relieving themselves in the toilets of these places.
In his story Ernest Hemingway never has the narrator tell the reader where the towels come from, whether they’re dish towels or hand towels of ordinary size or long towels on a roller, what kind of cloth the towels are made of, whether they’re clean or dirty, what color they are, whether there are patterns in the cloth, whether the towel put in the mouth of Nick Adams and the towel put in the mouth of Sam the cook, another character in the story, are a matched pair to balance the way, according to the narrator, Al and Max are dressed like twins. All we’re told is that in the kitchen of Henry’s lunchroom Nick Adams and Sam the cook are “back to back in the corner, a towel tied in each of their mouths.”