Also by Richard Paul Evans
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The Last Promise
The Christmas Box Miracle
The Carousel
The Looking Glass
The Locket
The Letter
Timepiece
The Christmas Box
For Children
The Dance
The Christmas Candle
The Spyglass
The Tower
The Light of Christmas
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Acknowledgments
I’d like to thank the following for making this book possible:
My brother Van for all three trips to Cuzco, Puerto Maldonado and the jungle. Carolyn Reidy and David Rosenthal for welcoming me back. Sydny Miner (It’s always a joy working with you). Team Sunflower: Kelly Gay, Heather McVey, Karen Christofferson, Fran Platt and Judy Schiffman (Judy, I’ll check your boots for spiders any day). Karen Roylance, for all your assistance and all-nighters (and Mark for putting up with it). Dr. Brent Mabey for technical assistance and New Year’s in the E.R. Dr. Michael Fordham, whose insight led me to this story. Carolyn Anderson and Mary Williams for first-hand dengue information. Jessica Evans. Those in Peru who helped me with my research: Leonidas, Jaime and Terry Figueroa, and Gilberto. Laurie Liss. And always, my best friend and companion, Keri.
To Van
Perfect love casteth out fear.
1 JOHN 4:18
Chapter
One
El Girasol (the Sunflower) is sanctuary, as much to me as to the orphan boys we rescue from the Peruvian streets. But I have considered that it might be more. For in a world where evil seems to triumph more often than not, El Girasol is evidence that we might be something better—evidence that we might be good. So while few will ever know or care about the work we do, the worth of this little orphanage is far greater than the number of boys we save. For perhaps it is us, not them, that have need of saving. And to that end the Sunflower is more than a place. It is hope.
PAUL COOK’S DIARY
Going to the jungle wasn’t my idea. Had the thought actually crossed my mind, I would have immediately relegated it to that crowded portion of my brain where things I should do someday but thankfully never will are safely locked away to languish and die.
The idea was my daughter McKenna’s. Three months before she graduated from high school, her sociology teacher, a graying, long-haired Haight-Ashbury throwback who had traded in his tie-dye T-shirts for tweed jackets with leather elbow patches presented to his class the opportunity to go to South America on a humanitarian mission. McKenna became obsessed with the idea and asked if I would accompany her on such an excursion—kind of a daddy-daughter date in the Amazon.
I agreed. Not that I had any real desire or intention of going. I figured that she would soon graduate and her mind would be occupied with other concerns. I never believed it would really come about.
I should have known my daughter better. Four months later I found myself standing with her and a dozen of her former classmates in the Salt Lake City airport boarding a plane for Lima, Peru.
Unbeknownst to our little group, we had entrusted our lives to novices. We were the first group our expeditionary guides had actually led into the Amazon—a fact we discovered twenty-four hours later deep in a jungle teeming with anacondas, jaguars and hand-sized spiders. Several times in the course of our expedition, our guide, an elderly Peruvian man, would suddenly stop, lay his machete at the foot of a tree, then climb above the jungle canopy for a look, each time descending with a somewhat perplexed expression.
After our third complete change of course I asked our guide (as tactfully as one being led through a jungle must) if he knew where he was going. In broken English the old man replied, “Yes, I have been here before…” then added, “when I was six.”
During our hike we came upon the village of an Amazonian tribe, the Los Palmos. Overjoyed to learn that they were neither cannibals nor headhunters, we soon noticed that the population of the village included no young men, only women and the elderly. Our guide asked one of the natives where all the young men had gone.
“They have gone to town to kill the mayor,” she replied.
“Why?” our guide asked.
“The mayor has said we can no longer cut the rainforest trees. We cannot live without the wood from the trees. So our men have gone to kill him.”
“Do you think that’s a good idea?” our guide asked.
The woman shrugged. “Probably not, but it’s how things are done in the jungle.”
There was something refreshing about her logic. I’ve never been overly fond of politics, and the image of painted tribesmen carrying spears and bows into town hall delighted me—certainly something we don’t see enough of in Salt Lake City. I still wonder how that all turned out.
Two days into our journey we ran out of food. For several days we lived on jungle fruit and the piranhas we caught in the river. (Piranha doesn’t taste that bad—kind of like chicken.)
I remember, as a boy, sitting spellbound through a Saturday afternoon matinee about a school of piranhas that terrorized a small jungle village. These Hollywood piranhas swam in conveniently slow-moving schools that cinematically frothed and bubbled on the surface, allowing the hero a chance to swim across the river and rescue a woman just inches ahead of the churning piranha death.
The piranhas we encountered in the jungle were nothing like that. First, Amazon piranhas are nearly as ubiquitous in the jungle as vegetation. Drop a fishing line in any jungle river and within seconds it will be bitten. Usually in half. Second, there are no warning bubbles.
Adding crocodiles, electric eels and leeches to the mix, we decided it best to just keep out of the water.
After several days of traveling we reached our destination, a small village where we established our clinic. The Quechuan natives were waiting for us.
The goal of our humanitarian mission was threefold: teach basic hygiene, fix teeth and correct vision. I was assigned to the latter. The optometrist who hiked in with us would conduct an eye examination, then hand me a written prescription for eyeglasses that I would attempt to fill from the bags of used eyewear we had packed into the jungle.
I remember one patient in particular. He was an elderly man, small featured and sun-baked, his skin as leathery as a baseball glove. And he had just one eye. As he was led from his exam to my station, the doctor handed me a blank prescription.
“What do I do with this?” I asked.
“Find the thickest lens you can find,” he replied. “He’s all but blind.”
I knew the pair. Earlier, as I was organizing the glasses, I had come across a pair of lenses so thick I was certain they were bulletproof. I retrieved them and placed them on the little man’s face. I soon learned that he had not just one eye, but also just one tooth as a broad s
mile blanketed his face. “¡Puedo ver!” he exclaimed. I can see!
It was my daughter’s job to tend the children as the doctors treated their parents. Indelibly etched in my mind is a sweet mental picture of my daughter as I looked out to see her running and screaming in mock terror from a throng of bare-chested little boys, who were laughing so hard they would occasionally fall to the ground holding their stomachs.
As we left the village, the children gathered around her and she hugged each of them. We sat together in the back of the bus, and she grew very quiet. After a few minutes I asked her what she had learned from this experience. She thought about it a moment, then said, “We love those whom we serve.”
We moved on by boat up the muddy Río Madre de Dios past the camps of the illicit gold miners scarring the forest with their bulldozers and sluices, eventually coming to a small clearing in the jungle. An airfield. Boarding a cargo plane, we flew south to Cuzco, where we took buses up into the Andes Mountains to a rundown hacienda.
The hacienda had been magnificent once, with elaborate tiles and intricate woodwork. It had a stone courtyard, a balcony and a bell tower. But the opulence of centuries ago was gone now, and what remained, rotting and looted, provided barely adequate shelter for the orphan boys it now housed. The place was called El Girasol—the Sunflower—and it was in the business of saving street children.
Among all the people we encountered in this mystical land, it was here that we met the most memorable: an American by the name of Paul Cook.
I was told by one of our guides that Paul Cook had once been a successful emergency room physician. Up until one Christmas Day when everything changed.
One night, after we had completed our day’s tasks, we sat around a fire recounting the day’s events as darkness closed in around us. Gradually our group retired to their sleeping quarters and I found myself alone with this quiet, intriguing man. We talked mostly about America; about the NBA, current movies, the Oscars and whom I thought would win the next presidential election. When I had satisfied his curiosity about current events, I asked him what prompted him to come to Peru. He just stared into the fire. Then he said, without looking at me, “That’s a long story.”
“No clocks in the jungle,” I said.
Still gazing into the fire, he smiled at the use of one of his own favorite phrases. After a moment he said, “I’ll show you.”
He led me through the labyrinth of the hacienda to a small windowless cell with a wooden floor and a high ceiling. The room was as austere as any I had seen in the orphanage and was lit by a single lightbulb hanging from a cord from the exposed rafters. There were a few simple pieces of furniture: a small tin washbasin, a crate for a desk with a wooden chair and a bed that was just a mattress on box springs set on wooden blocks.
And there were books. Lots of books, visibly well-read and stacked in sloppy piles against the wall. I scanned the titles. Classics and bestsellers, Reader’s Digest compilations, medical journals and crossword puzzles, biographies and thrillers. Books in Spanish as well as English. There were a few love stories.
On the wall above the books were two framed photographs: one of an elderly couple I guessed to be his parents, the other of a beautiful young woman whom I was to learn was named Christine. The most peculiar adornment to the room was a movie poster: a moody, black and indigo poster of a man kissing a woman beneath a title written in Italian: Cinema Paradiso.
Paul let me take in the surroundings for a moment before motioning for me to sit on the bed. I noticed that he had something in his hand—a hand-sewn leather pouch. He untied its drawstrings and took from it a small toy soldier and handed it to me. Then he sat down next to me and commenced his tale. An hour or so later, when he was done, he looked weary and spent and I could sense the walls rising again in his demeanor, as if maybe he feared that he had shared too much. He restored the soldier to its pouch, hanging it by its drawstrings to a nail on the wall.
I asked if I could share his story. He showed little interest in my request but said he would sleep on it, a reply I also understood as my dismissal. Three days later, just a few hours before we were to fly back to Lima, he agreed.
It’s been said, Seek not your destiny for it is seeking you. Paul Cook’s story reveals, as well as any I suppose, that this is true. It was equally true for a young woman named Christine, who went to the jungle looking for anything but love.
This is their story.
Chapter
Two
There are times, it seems, that God throws a cosmic switch that moves the tracks beneath us, hurling our lives headlong in a new and uncertain direction. Of these times just two things are certain: It’s best we don’t know what’s ahead. We can never go back.
PAUL COOK’S DIARY
CHRISTMAS DAY, 1999
ST. PAUL, MINNESOTA
I’ve got to move to Arizona, Paul thought as his wipers struggled to keep up with the snow. He had underestimated the intensity of the storm; the blizzard had hit a little after noon, just after Christmas supper. He had left the warmth of the fireplace and his fiancée’s arms around two, allowing nearly an hour for what was usually a thirty-five-minute drive. It was almost half past three as he pulled his Porsche off the snow-packed streets into a reserved parking space behind the E.R.
He hurried in, brushing snow from his shoulders as he entered the back door and walked to the locker room. Inside the room another doctor was changing into street clothes. He glanced up as Paul entered, relieved to see his replacement. “You made it.”
“Barely,” Paul said, removing his parka. “The roads are crazy.”
“You should see the E.R.”
“Bad?”
“Like a Wal-Mart on the Saturday before Christmas. Except everyone’s sick or bleeding.”
“And why are you leaving?”
“I’ve already put in a double shift. I’m the walking dead. For the last four hours it’s been just me and Garrity.”
Paul hung his coat in a locker, slipped off his shoes and pants and pulled on a pair of scrubs. “Where’s McVey?”
“Down with bronchitis.”
“Convenient.” Paul slid his shoes back on. “What are we seeing today?”
“Usual Christmas joy—suicide attempts, family brawls, accidents from all those new toys they got to hurt themselves with. And your usual snow-blower incidents.”
Paul shook his head. “I’ll never understand what possesses someone to stick their hand into a snow blower.”
“I started my shift with an eight-year-old with a candy cane stuck up his nose. Makes you wonder how our species has survived at all.” He pulled on a ski parka. “How’s that gorgeous fiancée of yours?”
“Mad that I had to work on Christmas.”
“Don’t worry. Some day she won’t care.”
“That’s the day I’ll start worrying.”
He smiled wryly. “I’ve seen your fiancée. Get used to worrying.” He walked to the door. “Take care.”
“Drive carefully. And Merry Christmas.”
“Maybe next year,” he said.
Paul stowed his pants in the locker, shrugged on his white coat, then went to work. The center of the E.R. bustled with activity as nurses and techs crowded in and through the same small spaces. Paul hailed them. “Merry Christmas all.”
The charge nurse looked up from her terminal and sighed with relief. “I was afraid you wouldn’t make it. Merry Christmas, Doctor.”
“Merry Christmas to you.”
Marci, an R.N. with red hair and a freckled complexion, walked by wearing a hair band with velvet antlers. She stopped and smiled at him. “Merry Christmas, Dr. Cook.”
“Merry Christmas. Which reindeer are you?”
“Vixen,” she said, tilting her head.
Paul smiled as she walked off.
“More like Rudolph,” the charge nurse said snidely.
From where he stood, Paul could see the waiting room with its display of seasonal decorations: paper s
nowflakes hand-cut by children from a nearby elementary school and potted poinsettia plants scattered throughout the room, their leaves bright crimson against the dull gray of wall and carpet. In one corner of the lobby was an artificial Christmas tree decorated with white lights and strands of pink metallic beads.
In the waiting room the chairs were all occupied and people leaned against walls or sat on the carpeted floor. A long line had formed in front of the triage desk.
Paul squirted antibacterial lotion on his hands and rubbed it in. “Looks like we’re a little busy.”
The charge nurse looked up at him. “You think?”
He walked back to the patient charting room. Dr. Aaron Garrity was sitting at a computer terminal dictating from a chart. He stopped mid-sentence, shutting off the computer’s recorder.
“Hi, Paul. Merry Christmas.”
“Thanks. You too.” He clipped a radio to his belt. “It’s just us today?”
“Outgunned as usual.”
Paul crossed the room to a computer terminal flashing the names of admitted patients. “What have you got?”
“Four fevers, a wrist-slasher, two overdoses and a woman whose husband didn’t like Christmas dinner so he cracked her skull…”
Paul frowned. “Peace on earth, good will to men.”
“…and a man who stuck his hand in a snow blower.”
As Paul looked over the screen, a nurse walked in.
“Hi, Dr. Cook.”
He looked up to see Kelly, a petite young nurse with an infectious smile and blond hair. Kelly was both competent and pleasant and he was always glad to see her on his shift.
“Hi, Kell. Merry Christmas.”
“Merry Christmas. I’m glad you made it safely. How were the roads?”
“I would of made better time with a dog sled.”
She smiled.
“Who else is on call?”