You go to sit in the corner away from the world, all of the sadness and pain, with tears running down your face, and you are about to break but you see a hand come out to help you up then you know you have a friend.
Oscar S. Murray IV
5/25/09
Life and Death
Life is just the beginning of the end. From the time that you are born to the time that you die there is a thing called a lifespan. You do what you want during your lifespan, parents and other people will try to help you to give you a better life, but in the end it’s only you to make those decisions for yourself. Drugs and other bad decisions can cut your lifespan short. But it is up to you to make those choices if you want to die early go ahead do bad things but if you want to live longer, well good luck trying. Life is hard. Don’t make bad decisions for yourself and remember only you have the power to change your life. Death well death is easy it’s just the end.
Oscar S. Murray IV
5/25/09
Fear
Fear is nothing to be afraid of. As children, teens, or even adults we have certain things that scare us, then we may become afraid of them then again we may not but that is fear. The things we fear the most are things that have happened to us and don’t want to happen again. But once you get into the real world there are many more things to fear. That is why you must face your fears, because most of them are just in your imagination. For once you get into the real world on your own there are even worse things to fear.
Oscar S. Murray IV
5/26/09
Love
Love is when you really care for someone who you would do anything for. If you ever find someone who you really like and care about you should hold onto them with all your strength and never let go. Love is full of twists and turns, you think you found that special person but they leave you for another. But if you are lucky enough to find that special someone then you better hold on tight and never let go. Love is something that everybody wants, some people may not but in the end we all want someone to hold onto. Love has to be one of the hardest things that we will go through in our lives, but once you have it then you should be happy. Sometimes love doesn’t seem to work out, divorces, breakups and other things will happen but you just have to get back out there and keep moving forward and don’t let anyone stop you from finding the one you love .
Oscar S. Murray IV
5/26/09
Questions…
Why are we here…how did we get here…when is it going to end…is there an afterlife…many questions still not answered and maybe not meant to be…but in the end we may never know…
Oscar S. Murray IV
5/26/09
The End…
The end is called many names, and some people will try to get you to believe in there false gods. We cannot predict when we will die, the end may be near. Some of the biggest questions may never be answered such as, is there a god? That is one question yet to be answered. If so why does he want to end our existence? If god is so powerful why doesn’t he help us to live better lives? Where did the bible come from? When the end comes how will it be, how will we react, happy or just dead? The end is imminent but when it will happen we cannot say. But we can only hope that we will be ready when that day of reckoning comes.
Oscar S. Murray IV
05/27/09
Unspoken Words
Unspoken words are the words that nobody will say, they are words not meant to be said. Be careful of what you say because your words can become your actions, this can also cause the unspoken words to be said then they can even become unwanted actions. The unwanted actions are the actions that nobody wants to do, they are actions not meant to be done. Be careful as your unwanted actions can start to shape and form the things you do for the rest of your life. And as the unspoken words and unwanted actions are said and done they can change the way that you live for the rest of your life.
Oscar S. Murray IV
06/19/09
The tragic fall of love
Love is very complicated and full of many pains; this is the tragic fall of love. As we go through life we search for the ones we love, and just when we find them we lose them and it fills us with pain and anguish. We don’t know if we can take it anymore but out of nowhere we find someone else and totally forget about the others. Once we think we have it love knocks us off our feet again, that is the hardest part of living. The ones we love the most will always be in our hearts but if we lose them completely then what shall we do if we cannot find another? That my friends is truly the tragic fall of love.
Oscar S. Murray IV
08/25/09
Nothing
Why do some of us have nothing in the world…nothing to live for, nobody to love? But yet there are people who want to just complain about what they don’t have even when their lives are perfect. But when they see the people who have nothing they just laugh and go back to their perfect lives that the people with nothing will never have. As the people with nothing progress on with life so many things do not get any easier but for the spoiled people their ways have already been paved. Why must the people with nothing be left alone in the world…what have they done to deserve this…while the others just live in complete happiness and complain about life…they don’t have any reason to complain about life…they don’t have any reason to complain but they do it anyway and there is nothing we can do about it…why are people so greedy…why can’t the people with nobody have any happiness in the world. More unknown questions not to be answered or that have no answers.
Oscar S. Murray IV
09/30/09
Time
Time is a very valuable item. Most of us don’t have much time left or don’t know how much time we have left. We cannot change time or alter it after it has happened. We cannot change the time we have left but we may be lucky enough to get an extension but we can’t hold off the end forever. We cannot escape our destiny if we are meant to die then well that’s just it you can’t stop that. So the thing is we cannot stop time, stall time, or cancel time we just have to face the facts if it is our time then it is our time. So don’t waste time just enjoy it while you can and always be happy that you have that time because you will never know when it’s going to run out.
Oscar S. Murray IV
01/04/10
Alone in the world
I am alone in the world where are you…I am lost can I be found…you are here I am there will we ever be together…we are alone in the world for never and ever…
Oscar S. Murray IV
01/12/10
Hope
Hope is something that not many of us have. Hope is one of the main things that we need now in this time in our lives. So many of us die every day because we have lost all hope in life but we must keep pressing onward hoping that the one last glimpse of hope will save us from the overwhelming sense of hopelessness that surrounds us. We have to fight back and never give up because there is always hope somewhere we just have to look in the right places to find it. Some people say that there is no hope for the hopeless but there is always hope for everyone no matter if they want it or need it there will be hope. So just never give up hope because hope is always there for you.
Oscar S. Murray IV
01/26/10
Words
Are words stronger than actions? Are actions stronger than words? Words effect people in the most painful or helpful ways that the world will never understand. Words are able to change people in the most effective or horrible ways. One word can change a life; it can destroy a friendship or end a life. Words can truly affect a person in many ways. The effects of words are u
n-measurable. Words aren’t meant to be put against someone but are anyway. Use words carefully because they have such a devastating effect on people that not many notice.
Oscar S. Murray IV
03/01/10
Trust
Before there is death there has to be life. Before there is life there has to be birth. Before there is birth there has to be love. Before there is love there has to be friendship…Before there is friendship there has to be trust.
Oscar S. Murray IV
03/01/10
Hate
Hate is a strong word, a strong feeling. Hate can destroy a friendship or even a life. Hate cannot help, it can only hurt. No matter what happens in life there will always be hate. Hate is blamed for many things such as war; hate doesn’t start wars people start wars. Hate is not a word to be used against anyone or anything living or dead. Hate is very strong in many ways and may never be stopped. So just be careful of what you say and do because you will never know how it will affect you or anyone else.
Oscar S. Murray IV
03/05/10
Until…
Until the end of time, until we all die, until the world ends we will still be the cause of everything. Until we are all gone we will fight. Until the storm clears we will be blamed. Until the flame goes out we will still be here. Until the end we will be the start of it all. It is we who are causing the worlds destruction. If we were just a little bit more cautious maybe we could have prevented this. But we didn’t because our stupidity got the best of us, we just didn’t think we just moved onward leaving messes for others to clean up. It is our fault that this is coming so we must face the facts and get over it because we are the cause. So until the end we will be the ones to blame.
Oscar S. Murray IV
03/05/10
Lost
Lost in darkness with no escape. Illuminate the lost path with your love. Do you care that I’m gone? I am lost will you find me? Where am I…I can’t find anyone…wont you search for me? The darkness welcomed me it gave me purpose but now it has consumed me and now I am just another lost soul wandering hopelessly through darkness. Still searching for the light but it is nowhere to be found…maybe I’m just to be gone forever maybe I was never loved…
To be continued…
Oscar S. Murray IV
03/16/10
Found
You found me, pulled me out of the darkness. The light at the end of the tunnel has been discovered. You saved me from the dark hole that I was lost in. Maybe I was cared about…Maybe I am loved…Maybe just maybe you care. This just shows that no matter what everyone is loved, everyone has friends and nobody is lost for long because everyone can be found.
Oscar S. Murray IV
03/16/10
Choices
Choices are very hard to make at times. You cannot let people always make choices for you; you too must make very important decisions in life. Some may be harder than others to make but you still must do so. Others can try to influence you to make good or bad choices but they cannot make you. You shouldn’t let others influence decisions that are all your own to make. If you only let someone else make choices for you then how are you an independent human being? We all have to make choices every day but either way you cannot let other people make the choice for you because in the end that choice can change your life forever, never to be repaired.
Oscar S. Murray IV
05/03/10
Left…
You left me in the shadow of your love. You left me with this burden. You left me in the dark to fend off the hate myself. You left me alone…how could you do this…don’t you care at all…did you even realize what you were doing…you broke my heart…and never even cared…I hope that you are happy, because you have left me alone in the world…
Oscar S. Murray IV
05/04/10
Losses
Why must we lose the ones closest to us. It is always the closest of friends or relatives that we lose, forget, or just give up on. But we must always remember that they will be there in our minds and in our hearts. It is always hardest to let go when they are close or unexpected. If we don’t pay attention to what’s important we could just end up lost ourselves. Losses are hard to take in but in time we will learn to live with it. There is no stopping it there is only slowing it down but in the end everyone might end up as a lost soul also but for now we can only try our best to live as greatly as we can now.
Oscar S. Murray IV
06/29/10
The Darkness
The darkness is just a deep dark part in our life that is very hard to escape from. The darkness is a black hole that not many can make it out of because it is just so easy to fall into it. The reason that it is so easy to fall into is that it welcomes all and refuses none it is just a very deep dark place full of depressing emotions. The reason that not many make it out is because it consumes them and by the time that someone is there to try and help them it is too late. The hardest part of dealing with it is trying to help someone to escape before it is too late. Don’t let this dark hole of dark actions, thoughts, or words take you over because there is no way to know if you can be helped in time to stop it before it completely consume you. Don’t be afraid to get help everyone has to ask for help once in a while besides this is one of the hardest things to get out of on your own so don’t be afraid to ask for help.
Oscar S. Murray IV
08/17/10
True Darkness
I can feel the darkness on the inside.
Slowly it is consuming me.
I can feel my soul slowly being torn apart.
The true pain is bleeding through.
I can feel the hatred slowly growing larger.
My grip on humanity is slowly fading.
Can I be saved before it is too late?
I can feel the dark tearing me apart…slowly I will be gone
Will I disappear as so many have before me?
Or shall I make the darkness my home.
Darkness my true home…my only home…
This is what true darkness feels like.
Oscar S. Murray IV
09/20/10
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