About When Michael Met Mina
A boy. A Girl. Two families. One Great Divide.
When Michael meets Mina, they are at a rally for refugees, standing on opposite sides.
Mina fled Afghanistan with her mother via a refugee camp, a leaky boat and a detention centre.
Michael’s parents have founded a new political party called Aussie Values.
They want to stop the boats.
Mina wants to stop the hate.
A novel for everyone who wants to fight for love, and against injustice.
From the bestselling author of Does My Head Look Big in This?
Contents
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Acknowledgements
About Randa Abdel-Fattah
Also by Randa Abdel-Fattah
Copyright page
To Deyana, Noor, Adam, and the little one on the way.
Michael
I know two things for a fact.
My parents are good people.
And ever since I can remember, they’ve been angry about almost everything.
*
I scan the area and see my dad, draped in the Australian flag, talking to Li Chee, who’s wearing a flag top hat and holding up a Turn Back the Boats banner. I negotiate my way through the crowd of people and flags on our side, ignoring the boos and taunts coming from the counter protest.
‘Hey, Michael!’ Dad pats me on the back. His forehead is glistening with sweat. ‘Really happy you made it.’
‘It could be your big moment. I don’t want to miss it.’
‘Appreciate it, mate.’ He takes a deep breath, wipes his forehead with the back of his hand and looks around nervously. ‘Geez, it’s hot under this. What do you think? Reckon the media will come?’
It’s hard to tell. The numbers on our side of the protest are growing but they’re still small compared to the other mob. It’s also hot. Really hot. One of those days where the heat is so oppressive you feel like meat being chargrilled on a hotplate. But then Kahn and Andrew arrive, and Dad’s mood lifts.
Kahn’s carrying a spade in one hand and a sign in the other: Start Calling a Spade–a Spade: Islam = Terror. Andrew’s dressed as a Spartan guard, carrying a shield and sign that says: Democracy Started In Greece: Protect Our Democracy.
Dad’s thrilled. Personally, he’s not one for stunts, but he has an instinct for what will grab the media’s attention. If somebody else is willing to wear spandex for the cause, he’s not going to say no.
Andrew asks me to take photos so he can tweet them to news outlets. Kahn, Andrew and some of the others pose for the shots, and then Andrew works his social media magic.
Dad and I are taking a selfie to send to Mum and Nathan, who are in Melbourne for an air show, when a guy with a grotesquely muscled body bulldozes his way through our crowd and steps up close to us. He’s carrying a couple of signs in one hand, snapping photos of the crowd with his smartphone with the other. I haven’t seen him before. He’s not so much steroid-pumped nightclub bouncer as ex-commando-who-visits-war-zones-in-his-spare-time kind of guy.
‘Hey, Alan,’ he says sternly, nodding at Dad.
The testosterone force field around this guy is so strong I feel like I might grow a full-length beard just taking in his vibes.
‘G’day, John,’ Dad says. ‘Thanks for coming, mate.’
‘Wouldn’t miss it,’ he barks, then snaps a photo of Dad for his Facebook page. John looks me up and down. ‘Where’s your sign?’ He doesn’t give me a chance to reply but instead hands me one of his (No to Sharia Law), raises his eyebrow (there’s only one) and looks grimly at the opposing crowd.
‘Fucking bleeding-heart terrorist-loving freedom-hating traitors.’
‘Does that come in a bumper sticker?’ Dad asks with a laugh. He discreetly nudges my foot with his shoe and I struggle not to laugh.
‘It’s not a joke,’ John says gruffly. ‘You should know that, Alan.’
‘I know, mate,’ Dad says good-naturedly, patting him on the back. ‘I’m just pulling your leg.’
‘They should shut the hell up and respect the fact they have free speech in this country.’
‘No one’s saying they shouldn’t protest,’ Dad says. ‘That’s the beauty of this great country of ours, John. That they can be here, same as we can. The irony is that they don’t appreciate that we’re fighting to make sure this democracy of ours doesn’t change.’
John flashes a look of contempt at the mob of counter protesters. They’ve escalated the shouts of abuse. John walks off to join some of the more vocal ones on our side and starts chanting at the top of his lungs.
I give Dad a look. ‘He’s a bit . . . deranged?’
‘Nah. He just looks tougher than he is. He’s Andrew’s good mate.’ Suddenly Dad’s face breaks out into a grin. ‘Michael! Look!’
I glance in the direction he’s motioning and, noticing a reporter and cameraman, smile.
‘Your mum’s press release must have worked.’ He runs his fingers through his thinning hair and readjusts the flag. ‘How do I look?’
‘Like the leader of a new political organisation,’ I say proudly. ‘Who’s sweltering under that thing. Don’t forget it’s all about the sound bites. Aussie Values aims to represent the silent majority blah blah. The kind of thing you and Mum were practising last night.’
‘We have about fifty members,’ Dad says with a grin. ‘In a population of twenty-three million, I wouldn’t say that really constitutes a majority.’ He leans in close to me and winks conspiratorially. ‘But nobody needs to know that, hey, mate?’
The chants of the other protestors are getting louder. Rick, from our side, starts up a chant in reply. Game on. The atmosphere is electric, and people are fired up on both sides. I can see Dad across the crowd, a camera in his face as he talks to a journalist. He glances at me and I grin.
And then I see her.
Her eyes. I’ve never seen eyes like hers before. What colour are they? Hazel and green and flecks of autumn and bit
s of emerald and I’m standing holding my sign and there she is, standing steps away, near the cop, holding hers (It’s Not Illegal to Seek Asylum), and all I can think about is how the hell I’m going to take my eyes off her.
Her hair is jet black, hanging loose down her back, and I think hair that gorgeous has no business being on someone like her. She’s wearing jeans and a plain white T-shirt. She’s the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen and it stupidly, inexplicably, throws me.
There’s a girl standing next to her, shouting at the top of her lungs, waving her sign in the air with all the energy of a kid flying her first kite. She elbows the beauty, prompting her to laugh and raise her sign higher.
On my side I can hear people’s chants rising: ‘Stop the Boats!’ ‘No to Queue Jumpers!’ ‘Islam is Fascism!’ But my voice isn’t working.
Suddenly John’s beside me. He nudges me in the side and scoffs, ‘Those soft cocks are a disgrace, aren’t they?’
I manage a grunt. John grimaces and motions to my sign, which I’ve inadvertently lowered. I quickly hold it up, smile meekly at him and wonder what the girl’s name is.
*
‘So it was a success?’ I ask Dad on our way home.
Dad smacks the steering wheel with both hands and lets out a cheer. ‘Michael, it was brilliant! I’ll be on the news tonight – well maybe, they said they couldn’t guarantee, and only for half a minute, but it’s still something . . .’
‘It would help your organisation out if it runs. Did you tell Mum?’
‘She couldn’t talk. She texted though.’
‘They having fun?’
Dad chuckles. ‘You kidding? They’ve sent about fifty photos already. Nathan’s in heaven.’
He turns to face me as we stop at a traffic light. ‘Hungry?’
‘Ravenous.’
‘Joe’s shop at the Village closes tomorrow. You up for some fish and chips? A Chiko Roll?’
‘Sounds good.’
He changes lanes, makes the amber light and turns left.
‘Could be the last Chiko Roll this area ever sees, Michael. The way the place is going, some trendy café will open serving free-range organic duck on a bed of foraged mushrooms.’
I chuckle. ‘Dad. Wow. That was kind of meme-worthy. I’m impressed.’
‘Your mum and I were over at Joe’s the other night. Twenty years he’s been there, Michael. Poor guy’s taking it badly.’
‘Where’s he going to go?’
‘Go? That’s it, Michael. He has to retire now. People like Joe don’t start over. He’s priced out of the area now. He’ll take his fibreglass shark that’s been up on that wall since the seventies, hang it in his lounge room at home and get a subscription to Netflix.’
We turn into the car park behind the local shops and Dad parks the car. He turns off the ignition, faces me and looks me in the eye. ‘That’s why we’re fighting, Michael. For people like Joe.’
‘Let’s go get our last Chiko Roll then.’
‘For Joe,’ Dad says.
Mina
This will be the last time I wake up here. I keep my eyes closed, savour my final moments lying in bed listening to the cacophony of morning sounds from nearby Auburn Road. If I concentrate hard enough I can bring the place alive: the fishmonger’s van rumbling around the corner and over the uneven asphalt of the alley behind the mall adjacent to our house. The pungent scent of fish wafting out of the fish shop at the entrance to the mall. The fruit and vegetable store teeming with early morning shoppers, nobody queuing up, everybody somehow managing to buy their stuff without any fuss. The group of Sudanese men sitting at the corner coffee shop, smoking, sipping coffee and talking. Big W next to a discount shop, a cheap lingerie stall and a hijabi/anything-goes fashion house fronted by mannequins dressed in jeggings, long shapeless abayas or sequinned mini-dresses. Mehmet will be starting on the salads at the corner Adana shop, while Ferhat mounts the doner kebabs onto the sticks. There’s something for everyone here, and I’m leaving this corner of my world, the only world I’ve known since arriving in Australia from Afghanistan ten years ago, to move to the lower North Shore of Sydney.
My mum knocks on my door. ‘Come on, Mina!’ she says, her voice strained. She opens the door and sticks her head in.
‘Ten more minutes,’ I groan.
‘Nine,’ she counters and goes downstairs.
I throw the doona over my head and plug in my earphones. Eventually Mum forces me out of bed and we spend the morning packing the last loose items and wiping down walls, doors and cupboards. We fall into a rhythm. We work hard, every mark on the wall taunting us: You’ll have to wipe harder if you want the bond back. By the time we’re done, I’m exhausted. I collapse onto a chair.
‘Wasn’t Baba due with the van half an hour ago?’
‘Flat tyre.’ Mum carefully ties her hair into a bun at the nape of her neck. ‘I told him to book that local company but you know him. He likes to do things himself. Unplug the earphones, Mina. I’ve told you a million times. You’ll be deaf before you turn twenty listening to that rubbish.’
My mum hates my taste in music. She thinks it’ll make me want to pierce my entire body, chop off my hair to look like ‘the lesbians’ and elope with a tattooist.
‘Baba better not scratch my chair. Make sure he doesn’t, Mum.’ I’m not optimistic. My stepfather likes to think of himself as a jack of all trades. He’s a chef and moving furniture is not his strong point.
My mum fixes her eyes on me. ‘You’re still insisting on taking that old thing with you?’
I give her a defiant look. ‘I’m not backing down.’
She looks like she has a whole lot more to say but then a slight smile ruffles her composure.
I smile, probably smugly.
‘Fine,’ she says.
Mum had me when she was very young. She’s thirty-three now and our battles can sometimes feel like sibling rivalry. She’s not a yeller, never has been. Her emotions are tucked deep inside her body, but she doesn’t need to scream and shout for me to know how she feels.
I found the chair in an antique store in Leura on a day trip to the Blue Mountains last year. It reminded me of the chair in my father’s study in our house in Afghanistan. Quilt padded, floral greens and mauves, a high curved back. I have nothing left of my life in Afghanistan except faded memories. The Taliban destroyed most of my life. What wasn’t destroyed, we left behind, including my father in his grave.
I continue working but I’m hungry now. I can feel my stomach muscles tighten.
‘I’ll go get us some lunch,’ I say, grabbing my handbag from the corner of the now empty family room.
Her face lights up. ‘That would be nice actually.’
‘Our last chance to get the best food within walking distance of home before we move to Pretentiousville, where you pay triple the price for Kabuli palaw.’
Mum chuckles softly. ‘In some areas, the more expensive, the more exotic.’
Twenty minutes later I’m back with fresh bread, chicken sheesh, dips, hot chips, tabouli and cold drinks. We sit on the tiles and use a suitcase as a table.
Mum eats slowly, calmly. I’m scoffing my food down, but it’s more than hunger. I suddenly feel a heightened awareness of everything, the aroma of garlic and mixed spice in the foods, the sound of traffic outside. Eating this food here, now, in our empty duplex, a surge of emotion charges through me.
‘Tell me again,’ I say, ‘how big is the apartment we’re moving to?’
Mum looks at me, chewing her bread slowly. Finally, she replies, ‘It would probably fit into the downstairs space here.’
‘I can’t see why we have to move. I could just catch public transport to Victoria College. We belong here.’
She takes a long sip of water, then wipes her mouth with a tissue.
‘I don’t want you spen
ding hours on public transport. You need to be focused on your studies. Getting a scholarship is one thing. Keeping it is another.’
‘The stakes aren’t high enough already, Mum?’
Mum tilts her head to the side and looks at me fondly. ‘A scholarship for year eleven at one of the top schools? You know I’m proud of you, Mina. Anyway, you won’t be the only one under pressure. We’re opening the new restaurant there too. It’s a big change for us all.’ She sighs. ‘Double the rent for the restaurant over there though. The fit-outs will cost a lot too. It used to be a fish and chip shop.’
‘So you’ve got a lot of work ahead of you, hey?’
She shrugs. ‘That’s for Baba and Irfan to deal with. I’ve got other plans.’
Surprised, I quiz her. ‘Such as?’
But she just shrugs again and starts packing the food away. ‘Just plans.’ She fixes her eyes on me again and, as an afterthought, adds, ‘Plans that involve making sure you get the scholarship for year twelve too.’
The scholarship had been the idea of my teachers at Auburn Grove Girls High. My parents immediately embraced it, even though the logistics of living in Auburn and going to school in the lower North Shore would be complicated, to say the least. But they had big dreams for me. They wanted me to have the best education and the best future. Moving out of Western Sydney hadn’t been part of the plan though. Baba had a successful restaurant here. Mum did all kinds of creative outreach classes at the community centre, and worked at the after-school care at one of the local primary schools. Auburn has been home ever since Mum and I were released from Villawood detention centre, ten years ago.
But then I passed the scholarship exam. And we discovered the transport situation would be two hours minimum on either side of the school day. Then my parents heard that the Lane Cove shops could do with some ‘exotic’ food. One thing led to another, and now here we are sitting among boxes about to relocate. I feel like border control will demand to see our visas when the moving van ventures beyond Parramatta Road.
A silence settles between us as we finish our meal. Then suddenly, without warning, Mum says, ‘By the way, did you go to the protest with Maha yesterday?’
I reassure her that I had Baba’s permission and just went along with Maha because Aysha bailed on her. She doesn’t need to know I was curious too. She doesn’t want me getting involved in political stuff. Not with my scholarship.