I also have other parts that are bigger than what one would like.
The only time you see me is when
You choose to point, laugh, harass.
But there I still sit.
Doing nothing.
You tell me you have problems.
Try being me.
MLZ
Beauty Is Only...
Many say that beauty is only skin deep.
But real beauty lays beyond the skin.
In the heart and soul of every woman
Too many out there to judge the exterior
Too scared to get familiar with the interior.
The heart and the brain.
See what makes it tick, see the happiness that makes it sing.
Everyone wants to judge you on whats on the outside.
Nobody wants to get to know the real you.
Thinking someone whose skinny and looks like a super model is perfect.
Only because your only thinking from the one that's already erect.
If you only knew how to see true beauty.
Then you wouldn't be running around town with a woody.
MLZ
Unwanted
Every where I go I feel unwanted.
However I write I feel as if it's more accepted than me.
Always picked last
Always pushed to the back
Always ignored
First to be bullied
First to be harassed
First to be mocked
I see that you like my poetry more than me.
I hide my face so you don't have to judge it like me.
MLZ
It's Over
Think about the chances you've had.
Mistreating her and making her sad.
She gave you everything she had.
You turned around and decided to treat her bad.
Over the years she's shuttered anytime you raise your hand.
Feeling like this was Gods only plan.
You would physically and mentally hurt.
Her as you felt it's your life thats out of sort.
Think about the chances you've had.
Mistreating her and making her sad.
She gave you everything she had.
You turned around and decided to treat her bad.
Feeling all strong and like a real man.
Whatever helps you get through the day.
Remember there's a noose waiting for you at the end.
Before you goto bed be sure to hug your computer cause it's your only friend.
MLZ
Love Me Some Bigger Ladies
Tired of walking around malls hearing ladies say.
“I wish I could find Mr right”
but while your dressed like Mrs Slut.
If you knew how to present yourself things would be different.
I would take a bigger lady over you any day.
I wouldn't tell her to loose weight.
I would gladly tell her how beautiful she is.
Each and every day.
Even though I know she wouldn't believe it.
Since it's the past that she's taking that from.
But be with me enough and hopefully you'll see it.
If you hang out with me enough you prob won't want to leave.
Since you'll be afraid that there be no one else there out like me.
You'll be out there busy trying to find my replacement
Only to get that precious heart of yours always broken.
Needing someone to fix it up
You'll come back to yours truly, who'll pick it up.
Each time mending that beautiful heart.
Each time asking you why do you put yourself through that.
Each time you wanting to curl up and be with me.
As deep down you know there's not really any other guys out there like me.
MLZ
The Apartment
Today when I got home from doing some running around as I was a few steps away from the apartment doors I ran into the neighbor beside me who I didn't really know that well so being the nice guy that I am I held the door for her as she walked passed me saying “Thanks” and continued on her way... I couldn't help to notice that she was wearing a nice white button up shirt and a short black skirt.. As I let her in we both got our mail, she said “Hi Again” with a little giggle I replied with “Hi Again” as we ventured toward the elevator we notice that it was being worked on so we had to take the stairs... Once again I held the door for her being the nice guy I am.. As she walked passed and said “Thanks” she stopped just inside the door.. I ventured in knowing this was the only way I could get to my apartment so I looked at her and said “Is everything OK” she turned to me and said “Yes” she introduced herself her name was ___________ I told her it was nice to meet her and my name is Robbie. We talked for a moment or two.. I noticed she had a accent.
After a few moments of talking we decided to start the climb of stairs to our apartments venturing up the first flight of stairs she asked “What do you think about my clothes I just bought them recently” Even though I did notice what she had on when she walked by me I didn't really pay much attention so being the nice guy that I am I said as I looked up at her since she was a step or two ahead of me “I think they look beautiful on you” as my clumsy self had a slight trip up on one of the steps I put my hand down as I thought I was going to fall but I didn't as it was only a little stumble I looked up and seen that she had nothing on under her skirt but skin.. I retained my composer and thats when I noticed as she walked her dress would lift up just a little bit enough for her cheeks to barely peak out...
I then was feeling a little confident here I was alone with a beautiful and friendly woman, I wondered if I should make an attempt at something more than conversation...
As we continued to venture up to the next flight of stairs I thought I would try something so as she stepped up and her skirt got lifted up a bit I reached under and gently touched one of her cheeks she continued to walk the thought came across me that she didn't feel my gentle touch... so I was eager to try it again...so I reached up and did it again but instead of gently touching it with a finger or two I placed my hand on it. While feeling rather confident I gave it a squeeze .. I heard a soft noise but couldn't make out what I heard... I then gave it another squeeze... once again I heard a soft noise but couldn't make out what I heard.. As we reach the landing of the 4th floor I took my hand quickly off and looked at my hands, I knew my hands were rather big as all of me is rather big being a big guy its just one of those things... so I then put both my hands on both her cheeks and gave both a squeeze as I did so a finger on each hand gently touched her lips down below, in which I heard her let out a soft moan.
At that moment I was about to pull my hand away then I felt her hand take my right hand and put it between her thighs but against those soft lips of hers and said “keep it there, I want to try something” as we walked up the final flight of stares to our floor each step she took her thighs rubbed together which my hand was in between which caused her soft lips to rub against my hand which made her moan a little on each stair as with each step she enjoyed each feeling of her soft sensitive lips rubbing against my hand... Until we got to the door to our hallway then....
MLZ
The Sensual
Massage – Part 1
Hello ladies, welcome to MLZ Massage, the place where you smile all around.
Please follow me to your room...
You are in the special room of Love today.
We do have one requirement for this, you must be fully undressed, allow me to give you time to get comfortable I shall return shortly...
(3 to 5 min later)
I see you have made yourself rather comfortable please lay down on the massage table, I shall be performing a warm oil massage, I always find warmth allows me to relax so hopefully you'll find it as well.
Allow me to start with your shoulders first starting off with a light massage to work the oil into your skin, but I shall continue to work with your shoulders and allow you to get more relaxed but I won't be giving you a deep massage today.
Don't mind as I drip the warm oil onto your body, no worries about gasping I know the sensation is something new, I shall continue by rubbing this warm oil all over the back of your body starting with your back, working myself down to your butt making sure the oil is massaged in lightly to help your body to start to relax... I shall work down to your thighs, they are just beautiful those thighs of yours. I'm sure you carry plenty of stress in those, and working my way down to your calves I'll leave your feet for now as they tend to get done all at once rather than front one time and back another time.
Let me start with your back and lightly rub the oil in a little bit more.
As I move down to your thighs again, as I said before you carry plenty of stress in these, if you would be so kind would you please spread your legs so I may massage the inside of your thighs as well
Thank you, I appreciate you doing so for me.
As I begin to work on the inside part of your thighs I can feel how tense they are, something tells me this is the first time your thighs have been massaged, well I hope you enjoy it... Allow me to put a little bit more pressure to get in a little bit more deeper but not much I know they're very sensitive....
How's that feeling, little bit more relaxed ?
Allow me to massage your butt, it may seem a little odd when I start as it is a new sensation for many people...
See it doesn't feel that bad when I get things going does it ?... if I may say those lower lips of yours are very beautiful... I'm sure you know that many nerve endings end in those lips.. May I have permission to massage those as well ?
Thank you I appreciate you giving me permission
First I will massage around the edge of those beautiful lips rubbing them gently and gently sliding my finger over them.
(You moan softly)
It appears that the massage is starting to take affect.
Allow me to continue to gently massage these lips
lightly rubbing the tip of them and the sides of them
With your permission I would like to give things a little bit of a deeper massage
(You grant permission)
I slide my finger inside massaging both inside and outside of those beautiful lips.
(I Stop for a moment)
Would you allow me to adjust the table
(I adjust the table so that it looks like the letter “S” as you rest your naked body against it being on your knees)
I go back and start massaging those lips again with one hand
With my other hand I reach around and massage the top half of those lips.
Massaging the fingers in and out slowly
moving the fingers in and out slowly
moving the fingers in and out slowly
moving the fingers in and out slowly
moving the fingers in and out slowly
moving the fingers in and out slowly
moving the fingers in and out a little bit faster
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out
Slowing down the in and out movement
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out a little bit faster
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out
moving the fingers in and out
This concludes part 1 of the sensual massage
Be sure to keep your eyes open for Part 2
Mr. Love Zone
Fanz
Dear Robbie
I seen your poetry and I wanted to write you.....
My arms are cut up, but I'm not embarrassed.
Everytime my life goes down the rough road I run for the razor.
I feel like my parents don't love me.
My friends... What friends would I be talking about ?
The guy in that picture is my boyfriend, he always says he loves me but uses his fists to do so, but I know he means well.
Or so he keeps telling me when my face is bruised and begins to swell.
My name is ____________ and I stumbled upon your stuff on _____________
You seem wise beyond your years and always dropping compliments and encouraging people.
So I thought I would reach out to see if you could help.
At night I sit and stare at the computer screen and I feel that I should just end my life cause I'm tired of putting in all this time and getting nothing back.