I visit this site and people keep paying me compliments and telling me I'm beautiful.
Each time I show more and more skin, is when I start feeling better about myself as greater compliments start to roll in.
Every waking moment I am finding myself on this site feeding off the energy, for once I feel like I got friends.
I'm addicted to giving people what they want, I keep doing what others ask of me and they keep telling me that I'm beautiful so I feel encouraged to do more.
I always do the photos in the bathroom to try and hide things from my parents.
Everytime I roam down the street I have my head hanging low.
As everyone looks at me and sees my body
I know doing so is wrong but that's the only love I feel anytime I log on.
I really like your poetry
I need some help, my real name is ____________
I'm a big fan I read your stuff everytime I get down, it's like you understand what I'm going through.
I just started at a new school in a new town and trying to make some new friends but I have a hard time believing that I'm a good christian girl.
My life has gone through so many ups and downs and seen so much turmoil.
I've gotten to the point of just wanting to down a bottle full of pills
By the way my name is _____________ it's pronounced like ___________
Hey all;
Wish I could write and talk to everyone out there, showing them that there's a better life for them out there everyone goes through struggles I know I have... I still have one or two cuts on my arm that are still visible.
I'm not the one who goes running there mouth saying that life is all great and I have no idea what any of you are talking about.
I've gone down my share of rough roads, at times I'm still surprised I'm alive but I guess that's when God rose up and showed me my way.
I just had to be strong and tough out what I went through.
The tears that raced down my face God was there to wipe them off to later show me there's a better way.
Even when I thought things looked most grim.
I always looked in the mirror and asked “why not do myself in ?”
“Who would miss me, what would they care ?”
But you have no idea what affect your life has on this world.
Pick up a pen and start writing, show the world what they all have coming.
One day you'll be able to show the world was you and what is now true.
God is looking out for you
Love
Robbie aka Mr Love Zone.
Obsession
It's got me thinking everyday, when I wake up
Before I goto bed I get thinking more.
Will I ever fill this urge.
Will this urge control me
This urge has controlled me
It controls me everyday
I give into it.
I submit
I feel the urge come back
I try to dominate it.
But I fail
I submit again
The urge is becoming a obsession
Something that I feel I crave
It over powers me
I feel that I need it more.
Would someone help me
Would they understand
MLZ
You Always Look
You always look, but you don't see me.
The nice guy your blind to, since I don't look perfect in your mind.
Body parts are missing, some look different than others.
You judge the cover before you read the book.
Scared to open it up, afraid of what you may find.
You always look, but you don't see me.
It takes someone special to see me.
Obviously your not the one.
Seeing how you've trying to flaunt your perfect ways.
Making excuses with all the mistakes you've made in life.
Feeling that you have to make yourself all glamorous
I remember the first time you looked at me.
From the first second your judgment rained down.
Picking me apart, finding reasons not to talk to me.
You always look, but you don't see me.
But it doesn't matter as the ones who don't see me
Are the ones just as self centered as you
They won't see you for who you are.
They see you as the object you have became.
The ones who you've called “Ugly” all your life
Are the ones who are most normal.
Unlike such as perfectionist like you.
You always look, but you don't see me.
There's a reason for that...
Your not too good for me, I'm too good for you.
MLZ
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