It will be everlasting and evergrowing too.
Hello! Hello!! Ya, Mr.gomes, samaira here.
Hi samaira, how are you? Asked Mr.gomes
I am fine, how are you? Asked samaira
I am not fine, samaira……
Why? What happen? That’s why you are not coming from so many days? Anything serious Mr.gomes. samaira got panicky
Ya, something serious samaira. My heart is lost somewhere in your house. Without heart how I am going to survive? Due to some important work I have to come out of town, but I will be coming soon. As soon as possible, good bye samaira. Saying this he ended the call
Mr. gomes flattered samaira completely. He knew very well how to attract a teenager girl in sweet and yummy talks.
Chapter 14:
Mr. Gomes:
Hello mam, how are you? How is work going on? He asked Anna.
Mr. gomes reached for samaira’s house after a couple of weeks. He saw the room. The work was almost finished. The interior design of the bedroom was fabulous. Completely new look was given to the room. The whole concept of the room was different. Anna was very happy. Samaira was already flat on Mr.gomes and seeing his work she got impressed even more.
Oh! Hello samaira…. How did you like the work, the design of the room?
‘You have done wonderful job, Mr. gomes.’ replies samaira.
Now you have to help me to select the wall paintings, sculptures and all décor items require to give your bedroom a look of dream house.
‘ sure Mr.gomes, why not?’ replies samaira
Samaira gets ready and goes with Mr.gomes. They visit ‘Art Gallery’. There was a different kind of show pieces, sculptures of modern art, miniatures and paintings. samaira was enjoying in having a look at all the types of decorative items there. Mr.gomes selected few items for her room. He showed it to samaira.
‘ Very pretty! You have a great choice.’ Says samaira
Yea, I have a great choice…. And you are my choice. Mr. gomes replies looking into her eyes.
She did not say anything and moved from there with shyness in her face.
Then after some time they ordered a lot of pieces of items they decided and went from there.
The weather was very lovely. It was about to rain. Mr.gomes took samaira for a long drive. He played a romantic music in the car. Everything was looking very sweet and the fragrance of love was spreading around.
‘I will take you to a lovely and calm place, where there will be no disturbance of people or tensions around, just a greenery all over. Tall and huge trees around a green grass all over which would give a feeling of softness when laid over.’
Holding her tightly, he says, ‘ I have never seen a girl like you. I feel like to hold you like this forever and ever and ever. The blood in my body starts flowing with more energy and the passion takes the face of lusty fire which can be calm down by your love.
Mr.gomes was a matured man and he know how make women happy. He holded samaira and lied her away on green velvety grass.
‘ Just fulfill my desire otherwise I will burst out from the heat of my body which you have energized so much.’
He touched her so softly all over that, samaira was lost in some other world of desires. She enjoyed so much that whole night she could not sleep and kept on dreaming about Mr.gomes.
Now samaira came very close to Mr.gomes. The project of Mr.gomes of samaira’s house was almost finished, but still he frequently comes to meet samaira at her house. Many times they meet together in some other place, where nobody would disturb them. Samaira was still unaware of the fact that Mr.gomes is a married man and just doing time pass with her. But samaira was actually in love with him.
‘ Hi samaira… let's have lunch together.
‘ Sure’ replies samaira
‘Ok, see you in ‘Moonlight hotel’ sharp at 1:30am’ says Mr.gomes
‘ Fine I will be there.’ Says samaira
They both reached on hotel in time. Samaira was very happy.
Mrs.gomes was also there in hotel. But Mr.gomes was unaware of this. Actually, Mrs. gomes saw him sitting at a corner table with samaira. She had kitty party with her group friends there. She finished away with kitty party soon and as all her friends went away, quietly she goes to Mr.gomes and samaira where they were sitting and having lunch. Mrs.gomes sat just beside Mr.gomes.
Hi honey, how come here? Asks Mrs.gomes
Mr.gomes was shocked seeing his wife suddenly there. Samaira was looking towards both of them innocent.
‘ let me introduce you myself, I am Mrs.gomes, jerry gomes. I hope that my husband Mr.gomes might have not told you anything about our marriage. But don’t mind this is not new for him. Just forget whatever he has committed to you. He keeps making these commitments with girls. Mrs. Gomes said this very casually as she was aware of his nature. But samaira was not aware of it. It was not easy for her to accept that she has been used. It was unbelievable, shocking for her, cannot hold herself, stood shocked and went away from there. She did not wait for a reply from Mr. gomes, nor she asked him anything, because his quietness in front of his wife was explaining everything.
She went home, sitting in her room, she cried for a long time. She could not understand that what is going on with her.
Chapter:15
Anna
What happened samaira, tell me? You were so happy.
Samaira hugged Anna like a small child. She kept crying.
‘ I don’t know Anna why such kind of incidents which make me depressed are happening with me. What is my fault. Just this much that I desired to have true love in my life.’
‘Calm down samaira. Calm down. Stop crying. The person who cheats you, doesn’t deserve you. Just forget it, forget him. Such kind of people are like pebbles to pinch you, hurt you, just kick them out.’
Never feel depressed and sad,
If in life you have done something bad.
Try to gain more and more from life,
This should be the only way to survive.
Mistakes which make you feel guilty,
Makes you special towards humanity.
But dying under guilt forever,
Is not at all good for my lover.
Always try to do good deeds in life,
After death also which would keep you alive.
Anna tries to motivate samaira. But somewhere in her mind she was more insecured than samaira. She could not understand could not understand that when samaira will find her way, her right path towards a good life partner.
Anna tried to keep samaira busy in any activity she finds it good for her.
‘ Come darling, we will go to the physiotherapist. I have to go for my exercise of my foot and legs. You also join me. You can do gymming there. We will have good stress free time there.’ Saying this Anna takes samaira with her .
They both started going to gym. Anna does her exercises as guided by the physiotherapist and samaira joined Zumba and yoga classes there. It helped samaira a lot to come out from depression. The time was passing, and she got busy with her classes and studies.
‘ I told you darling the time will fly away. It’s been two years and you are now 21 years old. You have finished your BBA, you are now a graduate my darling.’
‘ Now, Mr. Samson needs to think about you.’ Says Anna with a deep breath.
‘ Think about me. Think what Anna?’
‘ Of course about your marriage darling.’
‘Oh Anna, why so early. I will always stay with you.’
‘ Ok darling, I will go with you also after your marriage, like I came with your mom. Even I cannot stay without you my child.’
After a few days Mr. Samson came from Zurich. Anna was waiting for the right time to speak with Mr. Samson about samaira. And she got a right time on the dinner table, when he was having his dinner and no one was there to interrupt.
Hello sir, good evening.
Hello Anna, anything important.
Oh! You got sir, tha
t, I want to talk something important.
Yes, Anna. I know that when you want to talk about samaira then only you keep looking for a chance to speak about an issue concerning her.
Tell me, what it is?
Well, sir, baby is now 21 years old and she has completed her graduation also. I feel this is the right age for marriage.
Hmm, well, I will think over it. Replies Mr. Samson and goes from there. Mr.samason hires a marriage bureau and register samaira’s profile for a good proposal.
Soon Mr. Samson finds a good proposal. He likes all the credentials In the guy and family, and selects for samaira.
‘ This is the photograph and biodata of the guy. You look after it Anna and show it to samaira also. I have finalized this guy as a life partner of samaira.’ Mr. Samson says to Anna.
Hey samaira I have something very important to show you.
‘ What Anna?’ samaira asks with excitement
‘ See the pic of a boy. He is very smart, did you like it?’
‘ Yeah, he is good looking. But who is he Anna?’
‘Your father has chosen him as a life partner for you.’
‘ No Anna, I don’t want to get married. I don’t want to leave you Anna.’ Samaira gets sad.
‘You always ask me that, when ‘ I will find my “unknown” love.’ May be he is your love. His name is Alley. Don’t think much darling, your father has chosen him by thinking him as favorable and well for you. He is the only son of his parents. They will love you like daughter samaira.’ Anna convinced samaira for the marriage.
The boy named ‘Alley’ was a good looking and smart, he had a well settled business. Alley was the only son of his parents.
Samaira got married to Alley. The wedding ceremony was a great bash. All the rich and established businessman’s from across the countries came to attend the marriage of samaira. After all, she was the daughter of successful business tycoon Mr. Samson.
Anna was happy for samaira. She thought that now samaira got her real love. She got her destination.
Chapter 16:
Samaira:
Samaira was thinking sitting in her new house and new bedroom, waiting for Alley.
‘ I will surely get the love and affection from Alley for which I desired from childhood. This is my “unknown” love. The alley is the one for whom I waited for so long.’
Suddenly, a noise comes, which distracts her from thoughtful wonderland. Alley enters the room. But what’s this? He could not walk properly also on his legs. With shaking legs, he comes and falls on the bed. His body, his clothes were smelling with the odor of alcohol.
Tears were falling from samaira’s eyes when she saw Alley like this. She did not expected this at all. Her dreams about the loving story of the first night were broken. Still she did not loose hands with hope and thought, might be due to the celebration of marriage he must have drunk.
Samaira also went to sleep beside Alley on bed. She got early in the morning. Took a bath and got fresh like a blooming flower, looking pretty in a pink color dress.
Good morning Alley……
Alley…….. ( samaira calls Alley to wake him up).
She brings tea for both of them. She expected that Alley will have tea with her. Alley got up with a big yawn and had a glass of water kept on the side table of the bed.
‘ Good morning Alley.
Come lets have tea together. You will feel fresh’
‘Tea or coffee!!! Not my choice, baby, these are the drinks for sick and poor people. Not for me.’ Commented Alley
Alley got from bed, went to the toilet and then opened a big huge wardrobe connoisseur designed which had almost all brands of whisky, rum, vodka, wine and all kinds of hard drinks. He took little wine and finished it at once. Then he took some more wine finished away with that, within 10 minutes he finished half a bottle of wine without any soda or water in it. Then he takes some more wine in glass, moves to samaira.
‘ You also take this with me. You will really feel like a walk on heaven baby.’
‘ No…..No….please….’ samaira refuses
‘ come on, come, come let’s have a sip together.’ Alley touched glass of wine with her lips forcing her to drink.
‘ No…..No….Alley please I don’t…..’ samaira moved back while refusing to Alley. Alley finished up with the drink in the glass , throws glass away, he holds samaira in his arms and take her to bed.
‘ Leave me Alley, please leave me… Aah, ouch, you are hurting me Alley… Aah my hairs…. Ouch, leave me Alley.’ Samaira kept on requesting but he did not listen a word.
‘ oh baby, you are really amazing. Hmmm, sexy women. You are really very hot. Wow…. I love you baby.’
Samaira was not in the mood of doing sex with Alley. His whole body was stinking with odour of drinks and alcohol. But Alley celebrated his ‘first morning’ with samaira instead of ‘first night’. Teen Alley takes a bath and goes out from house after taking his brunch.
In Alley’s family there was no one to share feelings with her. The parents of Alley were also least bothered about anything. Alley’s father was always busy with his business and mother did not have time to get some time from her society. She had a big social life, because of which she cannot look after Alley from his childhood and he became a big drinker in his life.
Chapter 17:
Alley
Alley returned in the morning at 5:00 am and went to sleep in his bedroom as he was fully drunk and tired.
Samaira got up in the morning at 8:00am, took bath and got fresh. She waited for Alley to get up so that she can talk with him. He got up at around 2’O’clock in the afternoon.
‘ Where were you whole night? I was waiting for you so desperately.’ Asks samaira
Don’t you dare…….
Never ask me questions again. Did you get that, you better understand. Alley says to samaira arrogantly.
Then he get up from his bed and started drinking. He took out one small packet of white powder from his wardrobe. He started smelling drugs and was having drinks in one hand. This was highly irritating and intolerable for samaira. She snatched the packet of drugs from his hands.
‘ Drugs are not good for health it kills people. Stay away from this killing medicine.’ Saying this she throws away the packet of drugs in dustbin.
Alley got annoyed. He gives a tight slap to samaira and says,
‘ how dare you? Don’t forget your place, you are married with me doesn’t mean that you will order me. I am the master of my life. I never listen orders, I give orders. And I order you that, ‘ never dare to do this again, it will not be good for you’.’
The alley has not come home for two days. She kept waiting. She asked her in-laws also but they were least bothered about.
‘Don’t worry samaira, he will come. Might be busy somewhere.’ Alley’s mother replies casually.
Alley returned on the third day. As he entered the house samaira asked, where were you for the last two days? Why you married me if you want to stay like this? We cannot hold the fair relationship the way you are doing. Will I keep on waiting for you like this always? You don’t have any feelings about me. No respect for our relationship.
‘ this is too much samaira, my mother also never asked me so many questions ever before. How you dare to do this?’ he got so annoyed that he beats samaira ruthlessly.
‘ I will be like this, if you don’t like, can go back to your father’s house. This is my life, this is the style of my living. And I will never ever change it for you. You better get it……..
The jerk was not small for her,
Whole life was shattered and unable to bare.
The dream of love was dying somewhere,
Those killing moments coming closer was unaware.
The whole world was like hell,
Somewhere pain inside she was unable to tell.
The colorful dreams were set into fire,
As he used her like bought on hire.
The feel
ing of emotions was being killed,
As he gave her pain which cannot be healed.
She cried, and cried, and cried a lot,
At last understood she has to fought.
She need to give life one more chance,
May life again smile and set to dance.
Chapter:18
Anna
What happened to my child? Why are you crying, what happened in your face. What’s this. What have you done to yourself samaira. Tell me, seeing you like this, my heart beat is getting slower. What’s the problem. What happened?
‘ I will not go back Anna. I cannot stay there.’ Samaira cried and cried. After some time, she told everything to Anna. Anna understood the whole story and told everything about the matter to Mr. Samson. They decided to end the relationship. Samaira went through divorce. She was completely broken.
She expected that the marriage will give her real and affectionate relationship which would heal her all wounds that, she has got in the past and she will get her real “unknown” love for which she has been desiring since her childhood.
She kept mourning for many days. Her heart was torn and she didn’t know when the wounds would be healed, whether it will get healed also or not.
But Anna did not give up. She did not leave up hands with hope and she decided to motivate samaira.
‘ Come samaira, come to me we will sit together.’
Samaira did not respond anything. She kept sitting quietly in one corner of her room. Anna holds her hand, pick her up and make her sit on the sofa in her bedroom.
‘ See samaira that sunrise, it’s looking so bright and energetic. But by evening its brightness will loose its beauty and people admire the beauty of moon instead of sun who spreads light by burning himself whole day. People love to see only rising stars. This is world of desires, and everyone wants real love. But life is beyond that. Instead ‘In search of love’ you search the great Art and talent in yourself. First learn to love yourself, love your feelings, your dignity, your self respect.’
‘ Let your love come in search of you. Life does not end here my darling.’
Listening Anna carefully samaira burst out, she sobbed out like a child.
‘ Cry as much you want, you haven’t cried for so long. Today take out all your grief and pain in your tears. Go samaira, go and search the hidden talent in you. There is much more in this world which you have to search beyond love. You will definitely find your real love one day, when the right time will come. No one can fight against destiny, but with hope and hard work you can form your own destiny.’