"This Is The Last Poem I'm Wasting On You"
Slit my throat, it's all the same
It's all part of your twisted game
You cut me, you hit me, you beat me down
Within your senseless hatred I did drown
I tried so hard for you
But in the end, I knew
I didn't deserve the pain you gave
I don't now how I was such a naive
You held me down, and screamed for me to die
I looked into your clear blue eyes, and still saw the sky
A sky that threatened the storm to come
A storm that would rage, and your hatred you would be free from
My life you tried to end,
Yet in the end your will did bend
You let me go, and turned away
From my life you did stray
You left without a word
Yet still your voice I heard
Every time I started to trust
The fragile wall inside me would bust
All my dreams falling shattered to the ground
How does no one hear the sound?
I walk each day, dripping blood down on me
I can't look to you to set me free
I'll find my own way
Don't bother with me, just stay away
"Long Lost Friend"
The earth still turns,
The sun still burns,
How could it all go on without you?
How can each day still bring something new?
You'll never be forgotten, friend
Your soul will live on without end
Each new trial, each new task
I'll face them all, I won't wear the mask
The mask I want, to hide behind so well
Because this earth has become a living hell
I know someday I'll see you still
And I must wait until
That day I will see you once again
And I will greet you as my long lost friend
"Searching"
Sunlight dancing against the frozen snow
Beauty that cannot compare
This beauty that she holds
Cannot be found anywhere
Dive down into the cold
That water that so icy and void
I don't know what could be there
Just beneath the surface, she may love me too
Break through it and I will learn
Shatter the barrier
That fear that keeps me bound
Break the chain and let it go
Dive down... shattering glass
Emerging safe on the other side
No cuts or scars to show
Peace at last
She loves me too
I've finally found what I've been searching for