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  Here was the turning; Hubert leaned to his left and Joan followed or went with the movement. Two hundred yards away was safety, and shelter too: small drops of rain had begun to touch his face and swirl slowly under the gaslight. There was nobody to be seen, and no sound came from any of the houses he passed, none either from the house whose courtyard he entered, but a lamp was burning over the doorway. Halted close by, he took the water-flask and drained it; he was not thirsty, but he must use what it had cost Decuman trouble and risk to get for him. The same reasoning led him to transfer to his valigia the provisions, wrapped in coarse paper. This done, he dismounted, tied the pony’s reins to the hitching-rail beside the steps, and wielded the door-knocker.

  In not much over a minute, there came the sound of bolts being withdrawn and, with a squeak and a rattle, the door opened. The man who had once before opened it to Hubert stood on the threshold. He wore a red nightgown and carried a lighted candle.

  ‘Yes?’

  ‘Are you Samuel? ‘No, I’m Domingo.’ The man held the candle-flame forward and his puzzled expression gave way to a smile, though his eyes were still alert. ‘I know you, young master. You come here before. To afternoon table. And you sung after.’

  ‘Yes, Domingo. I give you my humblest excuses for disturbing you at this hour, but I’m in danger. I come to ask for the protection of the Ambassador.’

  ‘His Excellence is not here.’

  ‘Where is he?’

  ‘His Excellence is at his embassy in London. He stays there two weeks more.’

  ‘But I must see him,’ said Hubert helplessly.

  ‘His Excellence is in London,’ said Domingo, and started to close the door.

  ‘I have nowhere to go and nowhere to sleep, and if I’m caught I’ll be locked up. Please let me in.’

  ‘No permission, no permission.’

  ‘Would you see your son driven from his friend’s door? When Master van den Haag hears of it, he’ll—’

  ‘I don’t have no son.’ After a moment, Domingo smiled again, with all his face this time, and pulled the door wide open. ‘But I do have nephews, and it’ll rain more soon. Please to come in, young master.’

  Hubert followed him across the spacious hall, in which the candle gave vague glimpses of paintings, flower-baskets, a looking-glass in a heavy frame, and down a passage into what must be the kitchen. Here Domingo lit a gas-lamp above the long wooden table and considered Hubert again. He looked sad when he was not smiling.

  ‘You want to eat?’ he asked.

  ‘Yes. Yes, please.’ Hubert had taken care to sup well that evening, but policy as well as inclination required acceptance of any offer of food.

  Very soon, Domingo had set in front of him salame, dark bread, a kind of sweet cake with chopped nuts, and a mug of milk. ‘I come back quick,’ said the man, and left him.

  As he ate and drank, Hubert’s spirits declined. He told himself he should have taken account of what he had known perfectly well: that Coverley was the capital of the land, but London the seat of its government, and that ambassadors might be expected to spend less of their time in the one than in the other. All he had gained by coming to this house was a respite, a brief interval before he must mount Joan again and set off on a journey of almost sixty miles through rain and darkness—some of it through darkness, rather, for it would be broad day long before he could even hope to reach London. What was his chance of finding van den Haag there before he himself was found by the constables? Small: at least it felt small.

  When Domingo returned he had with him the other Indian, Samuel. The two had clearly been conferring on Hubert and what was to happen to him.

  ‘Please to tell Samuel and me why you come here,’ said Domingo.

  ‘They—the Abbot at the Chapel, and the priests—they mean to have me altered and I want to escape, and Master van den Haag is the only—’

  ‘Altered? How altered?’

  ‘Act on me so that I can never be a man. Take from me what makes a man.’

  Samuel was the first to understand. He said in a horrified voice, ‘What you done, little boy?’

  ‘Nothing. Nothing except sing. They mean me to continue to sing with a boy’s voice after I should be a man.’

  ‘In New England, they don’t do that to children, they . . .’

  Abruptly, Samuel stopped and looked at his companion. There was a short silent conversation carried on with facial movements and strange gestures. It ended with an exchange of nods, then turned into talk, a kind of talk that reminded Hubert of what Hilda had said when she talked like the people in New England (so she had remembered well). He followed the earlier part without much trouble: Samuel suggested that the boy should stay here while a message was sent to London, Domingo objected and mentioned some disagreeable person called the Secretary, and Samuel took his point. Thereafter intelligibility lapsed, but agreement was soon reached. Domingo turned to Hubert.

  ‘Do you have money?’

  Hubert brought out Decuman’s gift and what had been in his own purse and counted. ‘Six shillings and three farthings.’

  ‘Enough. Now Samuel take you in the express to the rail-track station. You go on the late rapid to London. Then you go to the Embassy. You tell Citizen van den Haag how you come.’

  ‘Where is the Embassy?’

  ‘On St Edmund Street.’

  ‘Where’s that?’

  ‘By St Giles’s.’ Domingo hesitated. ‘I . . . stay here; I don’t go there.’

  Hubert took his meaning, that his knowledge of London was poor. ‘No matter, I’ll find it.’

  ‘Good. You go now.’

  ‘My horse!’ said Hubert, remembering. ‘I left her outside.’

  ‘Your horse, yes?’

  ‘Please would you shelter her and feed her, and take her home tomorrow? You needn’t deliver her—if you set her free within half a mile of the Chapel, she’ll find her way home.’

  Domingo considered, then nodded his head. ‘It’ll be done. Go with Samuel now or you miss the rapid.’

  ‘Thank you, Domingo.’

  ‘It’s nothing, young master.’

  ‘But it isn’t nothing. You’ve been good to me out of no need. I’ll pray for you.’

  To Hubert’s surprise, the man looked stern for a moment, even angry. When this passed, he gave another nod and a faint smile, murmured something and went out by the door that led to the hall. Samuel, now holding a lighted lantern, signed that Hubert was to follow and moved away in the other direction, through a still-room where shelves of preserves and cordials were fleetingly to be seen, and at last into the open. The rain was blowing more strongly, but seemed no thicker. Samuel locked up after them and set off again along the side of the building to what proved to be the express-house. Hubert looked on in wonder when Samuel pulled down a lever set in the wall and, with a hiss of escaping compressed air, a long door swung slowly upwards and outwards. When it had come to rest in a horizontal position, the Indian motioned towards the express, the same that had carried Hubert the previous week, or its twin.

  ‘May I sit by you, Samuel?’

  ‘Surely.’

  Hubert watched while the man lit the lamps at front and rear, then, having climbed in beside him, started the engine with the clockwork motor, shifted the gear-arm and let in the gland. The express moved slowly into a short lane that brought it to the street, where it gathered speed. Raindrops whirled against the windguard and, although the swabbers were in action, Hubert found it hard to see out and soon lost his bearings.

  ‘Will it disturb you if I talk?’

  ‘No.’

  ‘What did I do that offended Domingo?’

  ‘Not offended.’

  ‘There was something that didn’t please him.’

  ‘Ah now, see, little boy, we think a man saying his prayers, that’s his own matter. We don’t love him to talk about it. We, I mean we at home in New England. But you don’t go and think you offended that Domingo. He knew in a minute you was ju
st thankful to see him. See, it’s all right.’

  ‘You are kind, Samuel. And Domingo too. Please tell me—the boys at the Chapel helped me, but they’re my friends, they must be, but you and Domingo have met me only once before, he hardly saw me, and yet you’re both so kind, out of no need, as I said. Why?’

  ‘Same idea. Religion. Hear this between you and me: we at home, we hate your Pope and your monks and your priests. Domingo parts from Mexico and comes to New England, the Archbishop of El Paso, he says Domingo isn’t a Christian no more, what is it he done?’

  ‘Excommunicated him?’

  ‘Say so. He wants Domingo to go to hell. That don’t make Domingo go to hell, but that Archbishop, he don’t know that. Goddam popeling. So you come to hide from the priests, we help you. And, see, at home, anybody runs away any time, we help him.’

  ‘Do many folks run away in New England?’

  ‘Indians, they do. Now, pardon, this piece of road, I go mighty careful.’

  Hubert took the hint and said no more on the subject. Somewhere in the distance he noticed an irregular patch of light that might have been the station. He half-listened to the hammering of the engine and the swish of the rubber tires through the rain. His curiosity was again at work, but it was a full two minutes before he yielded to it

  ‘Samuel, whom do they alter in New England?’

  ‘Uh?’

  ‘When I told you the priests meant to alter me, you said they didn’t do it to children there. That shows they do it to some others.’

  ‘I don’t remember, young master.’

  Stealthily, Hubert turned his head and scanned the exotic, handsome profile beside him. He could not make out much detail, and his experience of reading characters from faces had been necessarily brief, but he thought he could read a firm self-respect, some obstinacy, and a distinct trace of the sadness he had noticed in Domingo, a look of long-remembered disappointment. But there was humour too. Hubert said abruptly,

  ‘I won’t let the Secretary know anything.’

  Samuel gave a faint smile, but his voice was not merry when he spoke. ‘A man sins too much with women, they alter him. A man sins in other ways, ways of not being pure, they alter him.’

  ‘A man? Surely not any man. Surely a priest.’

  ‘A pastor. No, any man. Like my brother. Now I take you to the train.’

  The station was crowded with travellers taking advantage of the cheap fares payable late at night: Hubert’s half-price journey-tab cost him ten minutes’ wait in a line and threepence-farthing. Most of the folk were pilgrims in bands of fifty or a hundred, bound for Rome, for Jerusalem (a destination unattainable for over thirty years before the Sultan-Calif, as part of his policy of detensione, had re-opened it to Christians in 1967), for the tomb of St James of Compostella in Spain, for the shrine of St Thomas Becket in Canterbury, the richest in northern Europe.

  With Samuel at his side, Hubert walked up the pavement beside the train, past the mail vans being filled with the familiar grey sacks, past the loaded cargo vans to the passenger baruches. Samuel found Hubert a passage seat in a people’s baruch opposite a friendly-looking old woman who carried on her lap a closed basket of chirping and rustling small birds. He asked her please to tend to this young stable-lad on his way to visit his sick mother in London. Then he looked hard at Hubert and said in his strange accent,

  ‘Good-bye, little boy. I hope your God take care of you.’ He was gone before Hubert could reply. After a time, a shrill bell rang, doors slammed, the baruch shuddered gently and the journey started. The man next to Hubert, a hireling by the look of him, curled himself up on the wooden bench and began to snore almost at once. Dirty children ran up and down the passage, a game of dice on the bench behind aroused increasing emotions; somewhere further back, a blurred voice sang very slowly and unsteadily (and with copious ornamentation) a song from an extravaganza of the Thirties. But despite all these and other distractions, despite having meant to share his provisions with the old woman and to encourage her to talk about her family, he fell asleep almost as soon as the train was out of the station. He dreamed he was on Joan’s back again and the ground under her feet was so soft, or her gait so smooth, that the saddle did not move at all, except forwards in a straight line. In the end she stopped; he woke to find that it was the train that had stopped, and half the other passengers were already on their feet. The old woman asked him if he needed help in making his way to where his mother lived. Her speech was uncouth, but her meaning was as plain as her good intentions. He thanked her and told her he would have no difficulty.

  Nor would he, he was confident. Instead of taking an express-omnibus to the St Giles’s neighbourhood and searching for St Edmund Street on foot, an exercise he had not been looking forward to, he would do what had been in his mind when he woke and be carried straight to the Embassy by public. (The drivers of London publics were famous all over Christendom for knowing their city down to its remotest alley; each had to pass the Civil Constabulary’s rigorous probation in such knowledge before being granted his charter.) This obvious course had not occurred to Hubert earlier because travelling in this fashion was not expected in an unaccompanied child, even a child of the higher degree.

  Beside the long arcade on the east side of the station stood a long file of publics, showing as well as their road-lamps the green light indicating that they were vacant. Instinct, and a touch of chill in the air, kept Hubert in the shelter of the arcade while the couple of dozen folk waiting at the head of the file were accommodated and driven away. Then, after a quick glance to and fro, he hurried across to the vehicle that stood at the front. The driver turned and saw him, but instead of opening his window on its pivot to hear instructions, as would have been customary, the man scowled fiercely and jerked his thumb and first two fingers downwards in the ‘go to hell’ gesture. Hubert understood at once. His cap, trousers and corduroy jerkin effectively disguised him as one of the people, an advantage at most points in his travels, not so here: he had of course been taken for a beggar or a tout. He reached in his pocket, found a shilling and held it up. The publicman’s expression showed surprise, then thought. After a moment he swung the pane of glass aside.

  ‘Ay, well?’

  ‘Take me to the New Englander Embassy in St Edmund Street,’ said Hubert authoritatively.

  More thought. ‘What you want there, then?’

  ‘The Ambassador requires me to visit him.’

  ‘Ah, does he so? That’ll do, young master. One shilling.’

  It was scandalous overcharging, but Hubert had no choice. ‘I accept.’

  ‘I take you,’ said the driver, thus sealing the contract, and doused his green light.

  Very soon, the public had entered Tyburn Road and was passing the Anvil house. It was in darkness, as was nearly every other building. The gasoliers still burned, illuminating stretches of empty footway. An express, moving slowly and in a series of irregular swerves, was the only vehicle Hubert saw. Then, to his surprise, the public turned left into Apostle Andrew Street; he knew that St Giles’s lay in the opposite direction.

  ‘Why do we go here, driver?’

  ‘Excuses, young master, I must get me more fuel. Only a minute to it.’

  As he spoke, the driver took them left again, away from the gaslight down a narrow alley which, after more turns, ended in a small cobbled yard. The roadlamps showed soot-stained brick walls, two pairs of wooden doors, a shed with a broken window.

  ‘Is this the place?’ asked Hubert doubtfully.

  ‘Oh yes,’ said the driver, cutting off his engine. ‘I got to wake him now. Not more nor a minute to it.’

  The man leaned forward and opened some compartment in front of him; there followed a rustling noise, as of thin paper. Hubert sat and peered without success and wondered: he knew nothing of the kind of place where publics took in their fuel, but this one seemed rather remote. At last the driver left his seat and walked across to one of the sets of doors. Instead of knocking
, he put his hand to his chest, swayed, and called hoarsely,

  ‘Young master! I’m that sick! Give me your arm, for Mary’s sake!’

  Hubert jumped down on to the cobbles. He noticed that the moon was shining again and that a dog was barking somewhere on the far side of the yard. He reached the driver, who at once straightened himself, seized him, and slapped over his mouth and nose a piece of damp cloth with a smell like that of flowers that had been cut too long. It made his body begin to feel light and empty. There was a humming or droning sound, and the skin on his cheeks and the back of his neck first tingled, then slackened, then went numb. He remembered that he had never asked the old woman in the train what birds she carried in her basket.

  ‘Hear him speak, Jacob, you see I’m right.’

  ‘I hope you are. And I hope I shall hear him speak soon. A lad that size needs no more than a whiff.’

  ‘I gave him no more.’

  ‘I hope not.’

  The man the public-driver had called Jacob pronounced his words in an odd way, as if he had difficulty with his tongue and teeth. The air was warm and permeated with the smell of wood-smoke and damp, also with sharper, less identifiable smells. Hubert found himself lying under a blanket on a lumpy divan or day-bed. He opened his eyes a little to discover something of his surroundings while still supposedly unconscious, but could not make out much more than streaks and shadows, so he abandoned subterfuge and raised his head. Apart from severe thirst, all he felt was a dull puzzlement.

  The two men left their chairs by the rusty iron fireplace and came over to him. The driver, now seen clearly for the first time, had nothing but an uncommonly loose, moist pair of lips to distinguish him from countless others of his degree. His companion—Jacob—was tall and round-backed, with a long shawl of some kind thrown over his shoulders and gathered at his breast by a curious fermaglio, so that the rest of his garments were vague; after the same fashion, a full grey beard and whiskers allowed little more of his face to be seen than a high-bridged nose and a pair of deep brown eyes. He wore a black skull-cap. After a moment, he said in his lisping voice,