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marsh lands and wound along the river shore under the long lines of

  shivering poplars that sentineled the meadows, the escaping steam

  hanging in gray masses against the pale sky and blotting out the

  Milky Way. In a moment the red glare from the headlight streamed

  up the snow-covered track before the siding and glittered on the

  wet, black rails. The burly man with the disheveled red beard

  walked swiftly up the platform toward the approaching train,

  uncovering his head as he went. The group of men behind him

  hesitated, glanced questioningly at one another, and awkwardly

  followed his example. The train stopped, and the crowd shuffled up

  to the express car just as the door was thrown open, the spare man

  in the G. A. B. suit thrusting his head forward with curiosity.

  The express messenger appeared in the doorway, accompanied by a

  young man in a long ulster and traveling cap.

  "Are Mr. Merrick's friends here?" inquired the young man.

  The group on the platform swayed and shuffled uneasily.

  Philip Phelps, the banker, responded with dignity: "We have come

  to take charge of the body. Mr. Merrick's father is very feeble

  and can't be about."

  "Send the agent out here," growled the express messenger,

  "and tell the operator to lend a hand."

  The coffin was got out of its rough box and down on the

  snowy platform. The townspeople drew back enough to make room

  for it and then formed a close semicircle about it, looking

  curiously at the palm leaf which lay across the black cover. No

  one said anything. The baggage man stood by his truck, waiting

  to get at the trunks. The engine panted heavily, and the fireman

  dodged in and out among the wheels with his yellow torch and long

  oilcan, snapping the spindle boxes. The young Bostonian, one of

  the dead sculptor's pupils who had come with the body, looked

  about him helplessly. He turned to the banker, the only one of

  that black, uneasy, stoop-shouldered group who seemed enough of

  an individual to be addressed.

  "None of Mr. Merrick's brothers are here?" he asked uncertainly.

  The man with the red heard for the first time stepped up and

  joined the group. "No, they have not come yet; the family is

  scattered. The body will be taken directly to the house." He

  stooped and took hold of one of the handles of the coffin.

  "Take the long hill road up, Thompson--it will be easier on

  the horses," called the liveryman as the undertaker snapped the

  door of the hearse and prepared to mount to the driver's seat.

  Laird, the red-bearded lawyer, turned again to the stranger:

  "We didn't know whether there would be anyone with him or not,"

  he explained. "It's a long walk, so you'd better go up in the

  hack." He pointed to a single, battered conveyance, but the young

  man replied stiffly: "Thank you, but I think I will go up with

  the hearse. If you don't object," turning to the undertaker,

  "I'll ride with you."

  They clambered up over the wheels and drove off in the

  starlight tip the long, white hill toward the town. The lamps in

  the still village were shining from under the low, snow-burdened

  roofs; and beyond, on every side, the plains reached out into

  emptiness, peaceful and wide as the soft sky itself, and wrapped

  in a tangible, white silence.

  When the hearse backed up to a wooden sidewalk before a naked,

  weatherbeaten frame house, the same composite, ill-defined group

  that had stood upon the station siding was huddled about the gate.

  The front yard was an icy swamp, and a couple of warped planks,

  extending from the sidewalk to the door, made a sort of rickety

  footbridge. The gate hung on one hinge and was opened wide with

  difficulty. Steavens, the young stranger, noticed that something

  black was tied to the knob of the front door.

  The grating sound made by the casket, as it was drawn from the

  hearse, was answered by a scream from the house; the front door was

  wrenched open, and a tall, corpulent woman rushed out bareheaded

  into the snow and flung herself upon the coffin, shrieking: "My

  boy, my boy! And this is how you've come home to me!"

  As Steavens turned away and closed his eyes with a shudder

  of unutterable repulsion, another woman, also tall, but flat and

  angular, dressed entirely in black, darted out of the house and

  caught Mrs. Merrick by the shoulders, crying sharply: "Come,

  come, Mother; you mustn't go on like this!" Her tone changed to

  one of obsequious solemnity as she turned to the banker: "The

  parlor is ready, Mr. Phelps."

  The bearers carried the coffin along the narrow boards,

  while the undertaker ran ahead with the coffin-rests. They

  bore it into a large, unheated room that smelled of dampness and

  disuse and furniture polish, and set it down under a hanging lamp

  ornamented with jingling glass prisms and before a "Rogers group"

  of John Alden and Priscilla, wreathed with smilax. Henry

  Steavens stared about him with the sickening conviction that

  there had been some horrible mistake, and that he had somehow

  arrived at the wrong destination. He looked painfully about over

  the clover-green Brussels, the fat plush upholstery, among the

  hand-painted china plaques and panels, and vases, for some mark

  of identification, for something that might once conceivably have

  belonged to Harvey Merrick. It was not until he recognized his

  friend in the crayon portrait of a little boy in kilts and curls

  hanging above the piano that he felt willing to let any of these

  people approach the coffin.

  "Take the lid off, Mr. Thompson; let me see my boy's face,"

  wailed the elder woman between her sobs. This time Steavens

  looked fearfully, almost beseechingly into her face, red and

  swollen under its masses of strong, black, shiny hair. He

  flushed, dropped his eyes, and then, almost incredulously, looked

  again. There was a kind of power about her face--a kind of

  brutal handsomeness, even, but it was scarred and furrowed by

  violence, and so colored and coarsened by fiercer passions that

  grief seemed never to have laid a gentle finger there. The long

  nose was distended and knobbed at the end, and there were deep

  lines on either side of it; her heavy, black brows almost met

  across her forehead; her teeth were large and square and set far

  apart--teeth that could tear. She filled the room; the men were

  obliterated, seemed tossed about like twigs in an angry water,

  and even Steavens felt himself being drawn into the whirlpool.

  The daughter--the tall, rawboned woman in crepe, with a

  mourning comb in her hair which curiously lengthened her long

  face sat stiffly upon the sofa, her hands, conspicuous for their

  large knuckles, folded in her lap, her mouth and eyes drawn down,

  solemnly awaiting the opening of the coffin. Near the door stood

  a mulatto woman, evidently a servant in the house, with a timid

  bearing and an emaciated face pitifully sad and gentle.

  She was weeping silently, the corner of her calico apron lifted

 
; to her eyes, occasionally suppressing a long, quivering sob.

  Steavens walked over and stood beside her.

  Feeble steps were heard on the stairs, and an old man, tall

  and frail, odorous of pipe smoke, with shaggy, unkept gray hair

  and a dingy beard, tobacco stained about the mouth, entered

  uncertainly. He went slowly up to the coffin and stood, rolling

  a blue cotton handkerchief between his hands, seeming so pained

  and embarrassed by his wife's orgy of grief that he had no

  consciousness of anything else.

  "There, there, Annie, dear, don't take on so," he quavered

  timidly, putting out a shaking hand and awkwardly patting her

  elbow. She turned with a cry and sank upon his shoulder with

  such violence that he tottered a little. He did not even glance

  toward the coffin, but continued to look at her with a dull,

  frightened, appealing expression, as a spaniel looks at the whip.

  His sunken cheeks slowly reddened and burned with miserable

  shame. When his wife rushed from the room her daughter strode

  after her with set lips. The servant stole up to the coffin,

  bent over it for a moment, and then slipped away to the kitchen,

  leaving Steavens, the lawyer, and the father to themselves. The

  old man stood trembling and looking down at his dead son's face.

  The sculptor's splendid head seemed even more noble in its rigid

  stillness than in life. The dark hair had crept down upon the

  wide forehead; the face seemed strangely long, but in it there

  was not that beautiful and chaste repose which we expect to find

  in the faces of the dead. The brows were so drawn that there

  were two deep lines above the beaked nose, and the chin was

  thrust forward defiantly. It was as though the strain of life

  had been so sharp and bitter that death could not at once wholly

  relax the tension and smooth the countenance into perfect peace--

  as though he were still guarding something precious and holy,

  which might even yet be wrested from him.

  The old man's lips were working under his stained beard. He

  turned to the lawyer with timid deference: "Phelps and the rest are

  comin' back to set up with Harve, ain't they?" he asked. "Thank

  'ee, Jim, thank 'ee." He brushed the hair back gently from his

  son's forehead. "He was a good boy, Jim; always a good boy. He

  was ez gentle ez a child and the kindest of 'em all--only we didn't

  none of us ever onderstand him." The tears trickled slowly down

  his beard and dropped upon the sculptor's coat.

  "Martin, Martin. Oh, Martin! come here," his wife wailed

  from the top of the stairs. The old man started timorously:

  "Yes, Annie, I'm coming." He turned away, hesitated stood for a

  moment in miserable indecision; then he reached back and patted

  the dead man's hair softly, and stumbled from the room.

  "Poor old man, I didn't think he had any tears left. Seems

  as if his eyes would have gone dry long ago. At his age nothing

  cuts very deep," remarked the lawyer.

  Something in his tone made Steavens glance up. While the

  mother had been in the room the young man had scarcely seen

  anyone else; but now, from the moment he first glanced into Jim

  Laird's florid face and bloodshot eyes, he knew that he had found

  what he had been heartsick at not finding before--the feeling,

  the understanding, that must exist in someone, even here.

  The man was red as his beard, with features swollen and

  blurred by dissipation, and a hot, blazing blue eye. His face

  was strained--that of a man who is controlling himself with

  difficulty--and he kept plucking at his beard with a sort of

  fierce resentment. Steavens, sitting by the window, watched him

  turn down the glaring lamp, still its jangling pendants with an

  angry gesture, and then stand with his hands locked behind him,

  staring down into the master's face. He could not help wondering

  what link there could have been between the porcelain vessel and

  so sooty a lump of potter's clay.

  From the kitchen an uproar was sounding; when the dining-

  room door opened the import of it was clear. The mother was

  abusing the maid for having forgotten to make the dressing for

  the chicken salad which had been prepared for the watchers.

  Steavens had never heard anything in the least like it; it was

  injured, emotional, dramatic abuse, unique and masterly

  in its excruciating cruelty, as violent and unrestrained as had

  been her grief of twenty minutes before. With a shudder of

  disgust the lawyer went into the dining room and closed the door

  into the kitchen.

  "Poor Roxy's getting it now," he remarked when he came back.

  "The Merricks took her out of the poorhouse years ago; and if her

  loyalty would let her, I guess the poor old thing could tell

  tales that would curdle your blood. She's the mulatto woman who

  was standing in here a while ago, with her apron to her eyes.

  The old woman is a fury; there never was anybody like her for

  demonstrative piety and ingenious cruelty. She made Harvey's

  life a hell for him when he lived at home; he was so sick ashamed

  of it. I never could see how he kept himself so sweet."

  "He was wonderful," said Steavens slowly, "wonderful; but

  until tonight I have never known how wonderful."

  "That is the true and eternal wonder of it, anyway; that it

  can come even from such a dung heap as this," the lawyer cried,

  with a sweeping gesture which seemed to indicate much more than

  the four walls within which they stood.

  "I think I'll see whether I can get a little air. The room

  is so close I am beginning to feel rather faint," murmured

  Steavens, struggling with one of the windows. The sash was

  stuck, however, and would not yield, so he sat down dejectedly

  and began pulling at his collar. The lawyer came over, loosened

  the sash with one blow of his red fist, and sent the window up a

  few inches. Steavens thanked him, but the nausea which had been

  gradually climbing into his throat for the last half-hour left

  him with but one desire--a desperate feeling that he must get

  away from this place with what was left of Harvey Merrick. Oh,

  he comprehended well enough now the quiet bitterness of the smile

  that he had seen so often on his master's lips!

  He remembered that once, when Merrick returned from a visit

  home, he brought with him a singularly feeling and suggestive

  bas-relief of a thin, faded old woman, sitting and sewing

  something pinned to her knee; while a full-lipped, full-blooded

  little urchin, his trousers held up by a single gallows,

  stood beside her, impatiently twitching her gown to call her

  attention to a butterfly he had caught. Steavens, impressed by

  the tender and delicate modeling of the thin, tired face, had

  asked him if it were his mother. He remembered the dull flush

  that had burned up in the sculptor's face.

  The lawyer was sitting in a rocking chair beside the coffin,

  his head thrown back and his eyes closed. Steavens looked at him

  earnestly, puzzled at the line of the chin,
and wondering why a

  man should conceal a feature of such distinction under that

  disfiguring shock of beard. Suddenly, as though he felt the

  young sculptor's keen glance, he opened his eyes.

  "Was he always a good deal of an oyster?" he asked abruptly.

  "He was terribly shy as a boy."

  "Yes, he was an oyster, since you put it so," rejoined

  Steavens. "Although he could be very fond of people, he always

  gave one the impression of being detached. He disliked violent

  emotion; he was reflective, and rather distrustful of himself--

  except, of course, as regarded his work. He was surefooted

  enough there. He distrusted men pretty thoroughly and women even

  more, yet somehow without believing ill of them. He was

  determined, indeed, to believe the best, but he seemed afraid to

  investigate."

  "A burnt dog dreads the fire," said the lawyer grimly, and

  closed his eyes.

  Steavens went on and on, reconstructing that whole miserable

  boyhood. All this raw, biting ugliness had been the portion of

  the man whose tastes were refined beyond the limits of the

  reasonable--whose mind was an exhaustless gallery of beautiful

  impressions, and so sensitive that the mere shadow of a poplar

  leaf flickering against a sunny wall would be etched and held

  there forever. Surely, if ever a man had the magic word in his

  fingertips, it was Merrick. Whatever he touched, he revealed its

  holiest secret; liberated it from enchantment and restored it to

  its pristine loveliness, like the Arabian prince who fought the

  enchantress spell for spell. Upon whatever he had come in

  contact with, he had left a beautiful record of the experience--a

  sort of ethereal signature; a scent, a sound, a color that was

  his own.

  Steavens understood now the real tragedy of his master's

  life; neither love nor wine, as many had conjectured, but a blow

  which had fallen earlier and cut deeper than these could have

  done--a shame not his, and yet so unescapably his, to bide in his

  heart from his very boyhood. And without--the frontier warfare;

  the yearning of a boy, cast ashore upon a desert of newness and

  ugliness and sordidness, for all that is chastened and old, and

  noble with traditions.

  At eleven o'clock the tall, flat woman in black crepe

  entered, announced that the watchers were arriving, and asked

  them "to step into the dining room." As Steavens rose the lawyer

  said dryly: "You go on--it'll be a good experience for you,

  doubtless; as for me, I'm not equal to that crowd tonight; I've

  had twenty years of them."

  As Steavens closed the door after him be glanced back at the

  lawyer, sitting by the coffin in the dim light, with his chin

  resting on his hand.

  The same misty group that had stood before the door of the

  express car shuffled into the dining room. In the light of the

  kerosene lamp they separated and became individuals. The

  minister, a pale, feeble-looking man with white hair and blond

  chin-whiskers, took his seat beside a small side table and placed

  his Bible upon it. The Grand Army man sat down behind the stove

  and tilted his chair back comfortably against the wall, fishing

  his quill toothpick from his waistcoat pocket. The two bankers,

  Phelps and Elder, sat off in a corner behind the dinner table,

  where they could finish their discussion of the new usury law and

  its effect on chattel security loans. The real estate agent, an

  old man with a smiling, hypocritical face, soon joined them. The

  coal-and-lumber dealer and the cattle shipper sat on opposite

  sides of the hard coal-burner, their feet on the nickelwork.

  Steavens took a book from his pocket and began to read. The talk

  around him ranged through various topics of local interest while

  the house was quieting down. When it was clear that the members

  of the family were in bed the Grand Army man hitched his

  shoulders and, untangling his long legs, caught his heels on the

  rounds of his chair.

  "S'pose there'll be a will, Phelps?" he queried in his weak