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falsetto.

  The banker laughed disagreeably and began trimming his nails

  with a pearl-handled pocketknife.

  "There'll scarcely be any need for one, will there?" he

  queried in his turn.

  The restless Grand Army man shifted his position again,

  getting his knees still nearer his chin. "Why, the ole man says

  Harve's done right well lately," he chirped.

  The other banker spoke up. "I reckon he means by that Harve

  ain't asked him to mortgage any more farms lately, so as he could

  go on with his education."

  "Seems like my mind don't reach back to a time when Harve

  wasn't bein' edycated," tittered the Grand Army man.

  There was a general chuckle. The minister took out his

  handkerchief and blew his nose sonorously. Banker Phelps closed

  his knife with a snap. "It's too bad the old man's sons didn't

  turn out better," he remarked with reflective authority. "They

  never hung together. He spent money enough on Harve to stock a

  dozen cattle farms and he might as well have poured it into Sand

  Creek. If Harve had stayed at home and helped nurse what little

  they had, and gone into stock on the old man's bottom farm, they

  might all have been well fixed. But the old man had to trust

  everything to tenants and was cheated right and left."

  "Harve never could have handled stock none," interposed the

  cattleman. "He hadn't it in him to be sharp. Do you remember

  when he bought Sander's mules for eight-year-olds, when everybody

  in town knew that Sander's father-in-law give 'em to his wife for

  a wedding present eighteen years before, an' they was full-grown

  mules then."

  Everyone chuckled, and the Grand Army man rubbed his knees

  with a spasm of childish delight.

  "Harve never was much account for anything practical, and he

  shore was never fond of work," began the coal-and-lumber dealer.

  "I mind the last time he was home; the day he left, when the old

  man was out to the barn helpin' his hand hitch up to take

  Harve to the train, and Cal Moots was patchin' up the fence, Harve,

  he come out on the step and sings out, in his ladylike voice: 'Cal

  Moots, Cal Moots! please come cord my trunk.'"

  "That's Harve for you," approved the Grand Army man

  gleefully. "I kin hear him howlin' yet when he was a big feller

  in long pants and his mother used to whale him with a rawhide in

  the barn for lettin' the cows git foundered in the cornfield when

  he was drivin' 'em home from pasture. He killed a cow of mine

  that-a-way onc't--a pure Jersey and the best milker I had, an'

  the ole man had to put up for her. Harve, he was watchin' the

  sun set acros't the marshes when the anamile got away; he argued

  that sunset was oncommon fine."

  "Where the old man made his mistake was in sending the boy

  East to school," said Phelps, stroking his goatee and speaking in

  a deliberate, judicial tone. "There was where he got his head

  full of traipsing to Paris and all such folly. What Harve

  needed, of all people, was a course in some first-class Kansas

  City business college."

  The letters were swimming before Steavens's eyes. Was it

  possible that these men did not understand, that the palm on the

  coffin meant nothing to them? The very name of their town would

  have remained forever buried in the postal guide had it not been

  now and again mentioned in the world in connection with Harvey

  Merrick's. He remembered what his master had said to him on the

  day of his death, after the congestion of both lungs had shut off

  any probability of recovery, and the sculptor had asked his pupil

  to send his body home. "It's not a pleasant place to be lying

  while the world is moving and doing and bettering," he had said

  with a feeble smile, "but it rather seems as though we ought to

  go back to the place we came from in the end. The townspeople

  will come in for a look at me; and after they have had their say

  I shan't have much to fear from the judgment of God. The wings

  of the Victory, in there"--with a weak gesture toward his studio--

  will not shelter me."

  The cattleman took up the comment. "Forty's young for a

  Merrick to cash in; they usually hang on pretty well. Probably

  he helped it along with whisky."

  "His mother's people were not long-lived, and Harvey never

  had a robust constitution," said the minister mildly. He would

  have liked to say more. He had been the boy's Sunday-school

  teacher, and had been fond of him; but he felt that he was not in

  a position to speak. His own sons had turned out badly, and it

  was not a year since one of them had made his last trip home in

  the express car, shot in a gambling house in the Black Hills.

  "Nevertheless, there is no disputin' that Harve frequently

  looked upon the wine when it was red, also variegated, and it

  shore made an oncommon fool of him," moralized the cattleman.

  Just then the door leading into the parlor rattled loudly,

  and everyone started involuntarily, looking relieved when only

  Jim Laird came out. His red face was convulsed with anger, and

  the Grand Army man ducked his head when he saw the spark in his

  blue, bloodshot eye. They were all afraid of Jim; he was a

  drunkard, but he could twist the law to suit his client's needs

  as no other man in all western Kansas could do; and there were

  many who tried. The lawyer closed the door gently behind him,

  leaned back against it and folded his arms, cocking his head a

  little to one side. When he assumed this attitude in the

  courtroom, ears were always pricked up, as it usually foretold a

  flood of withering sarcasm.

  "I've been with you gentlemen before," he began in a dry,

  even tone, "when you've sat by the coffins of boys born and

  raised in this town; and, if I remember rightly, you were never

  any too well satisfied when you checked them up. What's the

  matter, anyhow? Why is it that reputable young men are as scarce

  as millionaires in Sand City? It might almost seem to a stranger

  that there was some way something the matter with your

  progressive town. Why did Ruben Sayer, the brightest young

  lawyer you ever turned out, after he had come home from the

  university as straight as a die, take to drinking and forge a

  check and shoot himself? Why did Bill Merrit's son die of the

  shakes in a saloon in Omaha? Why was Mr. Thomas's son, here,

  shot in a gambling house? Why did young Adams burn his mill to

  beat the insurance companies and go to the pen?"

  The lawyer paused and unfolded his arms, laying one clenched

  fist quietly on the table. "I'll tell you why. Because you

  drummed nothing but money and knavery into their ears from the

  time they wore knickerbockers; because you carped away at them as

  you've been carping here tonight, holding our friends Phelps and

  Elder up to them for their models, as our grandfathers held up

  George Washington and John Adams. But the boys, worse luck, were

  young and raw at the business you put them to; and how could they


  match coppers with such artists as Phelps and Elder? You wanted

  them to be successful rascals; they were only unsuccessful ones--

  that's all the difference. There was only one boy ever raised in

  this borderland between ruffianism and civilization who didn't

  come to grief, and you hated Harvey Merrick more for winning out

  than you hated all the other boys who got under the wheels.

  Lord, Lord, how you did hate him! Phelps, here, is fond of saying

  that he could buy and sell us all out any time he's a mind to;

  but he knew Harve wouldn't have given a tinker's damn for his

  bank and all his cattle farms put together; and a lack of

  appreciation, that way, goes hard with Phelps.

  "Old Nimrod, here, thinks Harve drank too much; and this

  from such as Nimrod and me!"

  "Brother Elder says Harve was too free with the old man's

  money--fell short in filial consideration, maybe. Well, we can

  all remember the very tone in which brother Elder swore his own

  father was a liar, in the county court; and we all know that the

  old man came out of that partnership with his son as bare as a

  sheared lamb. But maybe I'm getting personal, and I'd better be

  driving ahead at what I want to say."

  The lawyer paused a moment, squared his heavy shoulders, and

  went on: "Harvey Merrick and I went to school together, back

  East. We were dead in earnest, and we wanted you all to be proud

  of us some day. We meant to be great men. Even 1, and I haven't

  lost my sense of humor, gentlemen, I meant to be a great man. I

  came back here to practice, and I found you didn't in the least

  want me to be a great man. You wanted me to be a shrewd lawyer--

  oh, yes! Our veteran here wanted me to get him an increase of

  pension, because he had dyspepsia; Phelps wanted a new county

  survey that would put the widow Wilson's little bottom

  farm inside his south line; Elder wanted to lend money at 5 per

  cent a month and get it collected; old Stark here wanted to

  wheedle old women up in Vermont into investing their annuities in

  real estate mortgages that are not worth the paper they are

  written on. Oh, you needed me hard enough, and you'll go on

  needing me; and that's why I'm not afraid to plug the truth home

  to you this once.

  "Well, I came back here and became the damned shyster you

  wanted me to be. You pretend to have some sort of respect for

  me; and yet you'll stand up and throw mud at Harvey Merrick,

  whose soul you couldn't dirty and whose hands you couldn't tie.

  Oh, you're a discriminating lot of Christians! There have been

  times when the sight of Harvey's name in some Eastern paper has

  made me hang my head like a whipped dog; and, again, times when I

  liked to think of him off there in the world, away from all this

  hog wallow, doing his great work and climbing the big, clean

  upgrade he'd set for himself.

  "And we? Now that we've fought and lied and sweated and

  stolen, and hated as only the disappointed strugglers in a

  bitter, dead little Western town know how to do, what have we got

  to show for it? Harvey Merrick wouldn't have given one sunset

  over your marshes for all you've got put together, and you know

  it. It's not for me to say why, in the inscrutable wisdom of

  God, a genius should ever have been called from this place of

  hatred and bitter waters; but I want this Boston man to know that

  the drivel he's been hearing here tonight is the only tribute any

  truly great man could ever have from such a lot of sick, side-

  tracked, burnt-dog, land-poor sharks as the here-present

  financiers of Sand City--upon which town may God have mercy!"

  The lawyer thrust out his hand to Steavens as he passed him,

  caught up his overcoat in the hall, and had left the house before

  the Grand Army man had had time to lift his ducked head and crane

  his long neck about at his fellows.

  Next day Jim Laird was drunk and unable to attend the

  funeral services. Steavens called twice at his office, but was

  compelled to start East without seeing him. He had a

  presentiment that he would hear from him again, and left his

  address on the lawyer's table; but if Laird found it, he never

  acknowledged it. The thing in him that Harvey Merrick had loved

  must have gone underground with Harvey Merrick's coffin; for it

  never spoke again, and Jim got the cold he died of driving across

  the Colorado mountains to defend one of Phelps's sons, who had

  got into trouble out there by cutting government timber.

  "A Death in the Desert"

  Everett Hilgarde was conscious that the man in the seat

  across the aisle was looking at him intently. He was a large,

  florid man, wore a conspicuous diamond solitaire upon his third

  finger, and Everett judged him to be a traveling salesman of some

  sort. He had the air of an adaptable fellow who had been about

  the world and who could keep cool and clean under almost any

  circumstances.

  The "High Line Flyer," as this train was derisively called

  among railroad men, was jerking along through the hot afternoon

  over the monotonous country between Holdridge and Cheyenne.

  Besides the blond man and himself the only occupants of the car

  were two dusty, bedraggled-looking girls who had been to the

  Exposition at Chicago, and who were earnestly discussing the cost

  of their first trip out of Colorado. The four uncomfortable

  passengers were covered with a sediment of fine, yellow dust

  which clung to their hair and eyebrows like gold powder. It blew

  up in clouds from the bleak, lifeless country through which they

  passed, until they were one color with the sagebrush and

  sandhills. The gray-and-yellow desert was varied only by

  occasional ruins of deserted towns, and the little red boxes of

  station houses, where the spindling trees and sickly vines in the

  bluegrass yards made little green reserves fenced off in that

  confusing wilderness of sand.

  As the slanting rays of the sun beat in stronger and

  stronger through the car windows, the blond gentleman asked the

  ladies' permission to remove his coat, and sat in his lavender

  striped shirt sleeves, with a black silk handkerchief tucked

  carefully about his collar. He had seemed interested in Everett

  since they had boarded the train at Holdridge, and kept

  glancing at him curiously and then looking reflectively out of

  the window, as though he were trying to recall something. But

  wherever Everett went someone was almost sure to look at him with

  that curious interest, and it had ceased to embarrass or annoy him.

  Presently the stranger, seeming satisfied with his observation,

  leaned back in his seat, half-closed his eyes, and began softly

  to whistle the "Spring Song" from Proserpine, the cantata

  that a dozen years before had made its young composer famous in a

  night. Everett had heard that air on guitars in Old Mexico, on

  mandolins at college glees, on cottage organs in New England

  hamlets, and only two weeks ago he had heard it played on


  sleighbells at a variety theater in Denver. There was literally no

  way of escaping his brother's precocity. Adriance could live on

  the other side of the Atlantic, where his youthful indiscretions

  were forgotten in his mature achievements, but his brother had

  never been able to outrun Proserpine, and here he found it

  again in the Colorado sand hills. Not that Everett was exactly

  ashamed of Proserpine; only a man of genius could have

  written it, but it was the sort of thing that a man of genius

  outgrows as soon as he can.

  Everett unbent a trifle and smiled at his neighbor across

  the aisle. Immediately the large man rose and, coming over,

  dropped into the seat facing Hilgarde, extending his card.

  "Dusty ride, isn't it? I don't mind it myself; I'm used to

  it. Born and bred in de briar patch, like Br'er Rabbit. I've

  been trying to place you for a long time; I think I must have met

  you before."

  "Thank you," said Everett, taking the card; "my name is

  Hilgarde. You've probably met my brother, Adriance; people often

  mistake me for him."

  The traveling man brought his hand down upon his knee with

  such vehemence that the solitaire blazed.

  "So I was right after all, and if you're not Adriance

  Hilgarde, you're his double. I thought I couldn't be mistaken.

  Seen him? Well, I guess! I never missed one of his recitals at

  the Auditorium, and he played the piano score of Proserpine

  through to us once at the Chicago Press Club. I used to be on

  the Commercial there before I 146 began to travel

  for the publishing department of the concern. So you're Hilgarde's

  brother, and here I've run into you at the jumping-off place.

  Sounds like a newspaper yarn, doesn't it?"

  The traveling man laughed and offered Everett a cigar, and

  plied him with questions on the only subject that people ever

  seemed to care to talk to Everett about. At length the salesman

  and the two girls alighted at a Colorado way station, and Everett

  went on to Cheyenne alone.

  The train pulled into Cheyenne at nine o'clock, late by a

  matter of four hours or so; but no one seemed particularly

  concerned at its tardiness except the station agent, who grumbled

  at being kept in the office overtime on a summer night. When

  Everett alighted from the train he walked down the platform and

  stopped at the track crossing, uncertain as to what direction he

  should take to reach a hotel. A phaeton stood near the crossing,

  and a woman held the reins. She was dressed in white, and her

  figure was clearly silhouetted against the cushions, though it

  was too dark to see her face. Everett had scarcely noticed her,

  when the switch engine came puffing up from the opposite

  direction, and the headlight threw a strong glare of light on his

  face. Suddenly the woman in the phaeton uttered a low cry and

  dropped the reins. Everett started forward and caught the

  horse's head, but the animal only lifted its ears and whisked its

  tail in impatient surprise. The woman sat perfectly still, her

  head sunk between her shoulders and her handkerchief pressed to

  her face. Another woman came out of the depot and hurried toward

  the phaeton, crying, "Katharine, dear, what is the matter?"

  Everett hesitated a moment in painful embarrassment, then

  lifted his hat and passed on. He was accustomed to sudden

  recognitions in the most impossible places, especially by women,

  but this cry out of the night had shaken him.

  While Everett was breakfasting the next morning, the headwaiter

  leaned over his chair to murmur that there was a gentleman waiting

  to see him in the parlor. Everett finished his coffee and went in

  the direction indicated, where he found his visitor restlessly

  pacing the floor. His whole manner betrayed a high degree of

  agitation, though his physique was not that of a man whose nerves

  lie near the surface. He was something below medium height,

  square-shouldered and solidly built. His thick, closely cut hair