Not enough? Enough what? She sat there on the bed, naked, feeling completely vulnerable but at the same time still very much aroused. His kisses alone would be enough to keep her wet all night, but already his touch almost had her coming undone.
He rushed back into the room, holding the lantern from the kitchen and wearing a wicked grin. “I like to see what I’m doing.”
Aiyanna glanced down at the lantern but was instantly distracted by what else it illuminated: the massive erection that bulged in his pants. Now she knew what he meant. If she’d been too tight for his two fingers, the thought of that thing inside her took her breath away.
Then another thought distracted her. Among the other things she’d done to prepare for her night with Jace was to go clean for the first time ever. She’d had bikini waxes in the past but had never taken it all off. Only that was last week. Her heart spiked for an altogether different reason. It couldn’t have grown back too much in a little over a week, but it would definitely not be as nice and clean as it was then. Since she had no idea she’d be stuck in a remote cabin with a sexy firefighter nor had she thought she’d be having any sex any time soon, she hadn’t bothered trying to keep it neat.
Now he had a lantern to illuminate any and all of her imperfections. So lost in her thoughts she barely heard what Nathan said about being grateful he’d packed extra condoms in his carryon. “We’re gonna need them.” He slowed when his eyes took her in from top to bottom. That strangeness was back in his eyes, but again it was fleeting. He put the lantern down on the floor and seemed to ponder for a minute. Like the last time, there was a quick change in his countenance. Then he dropped to his knees on the floor next to the bed and pulled her toward the edge.
Aiyanna refrained from gasping as she braced herself. Her heart was already hammering in her chest. Then he spoke again. “This should get you good and ready.” He followed up his comment with a groan as he spread her legs and glanced down.
Expecting him to use his fingers again, it was impossible to refrain from gasping this time when she felt his tongue on her. After only a few strokes, she didn’t even try to abstain from moaning. It was impossible. It felt so damn good. She squirmed, arching her back as he devoured her down there just as he had her mouth. Aiyanna could hardly believe this was happening now.
Any thoughts of how she’d be explaining this to her sister or Scott or Sam flew out the moment she started feeling the buildup and her entire body began to tremble. “Don’t come,” he whispered.
Feeling almost panicked because what he was asking felt like an impossible feat at this point, Aiyanna was beyond relieved when he pulled his mouth away from her clit. Instead, he licked around and in her pussy, a sensation that was still so unbelievable she couldn’t help but continue to moan.
Her entire body was trembling, so close to erupting in ecstasy when he stopped. “You’re dripping real good now,” he said as she heard him ripping the condom wrapper open.
In the next second, he was standing and lifting her bottom off the bed. “This is still gonna be tight,” he warned as she felt the tip of his cock against her opening. “I’ll stop the moment you ask me to. Just relax and try to enjoy.”
That last word was grunted as he began to enter her. The discomfort wasn’t so bad at first until he went in further, spreading her more than she’d imagined being able to spread, and it became an all-out burn. But she took the pain with a moan because the sensation of feeling so full of him inside her was strangely amazing.
He slid in slowly, deeper and deeper as she squeezed her eyes shut. “You okay?” he asked, and she nodded, unable to believe he wasn’t all the way in yet.
Then he was, and he stayed that way for few seconds, swaying his hips as if to make enough room for himself in there. “You’re so fucking tight, sweetheart,” he said through his teeth. “Are you sure you’re okay?”
Aiyanna nodded, still squeezing her eyes shut. The exhilaration of what she was feeling at that moment—having him fill her the way he was so completely—outweighed any discomfort she’d felt as he worked his way in.
“Look at me,” he said, and Aiyanna opened her eyes and met his.
He gazed at her intensely as he slid out and slid back in a little faster. Their eyes were locked as he continued to rock in and out of her each time a little faster—harder. The delicious reality of this was sinking in fast. Nathan, the sexy-as-sin firefighter she’d met less than forty-eight hours ago, was fucking her virginity away as he gazed at her so profoundly. “Anna, you’re still so tight,” he said as he buried himself in her even harder. “I’m not gonna last much longer.”
As tight as she still was, he was sliding in and out at a much faster pace now, and their bodies slapping together loudly each time he buried himself so deep in her aroused her to no end. For as cold as it had been when they first started, Aiyanna’s body felt on fire, drowning in desire. All it took was for him to stroke her clit with his finger a few times, and she was instantly exploding and crying out. Any discomfort she may have felt earlier was replaced with utter pleasure. And then he came with a strangled groan, pushing himself in as deep as he could and holding himself there as he continued to drain himself into her.
This wasn’t the first time Aiyanna had climaxed, but she’d never experienced such profound ecstasy. Her entire body trembled with the pleasure of it, and it seemed to go on and on in blissful wave after wave.
Nathan had since lowered her behind onto the bed, pulled out of her, and now lay over her. Even as they both struggled to calm their breathing, he continued to kiss her softly over and over. “It’s insane,” he whispered against her lips.
“What is?” she asked as her heart still beat wildly.
“It wasn’t my first time, but it may as well have been.” He stopped as if he caught himself looking a bit dazed, and it seemed as if he might not go on, but Aiyanna wasn’t sure how to respond to that—wasn’t sure what it meant—so she waited. A strangeness entered his eyes as he said, “I don’t think I’ve ever experienced anything like that.”
~~~
Aiyanna
Unlike yesterday morning when Aiyanna had been so stunned by Nathan’s lips on her neck, this morning she more than welcomed them. Last night would be memorable for many reasons. Mostly the recollection of everything Nathan had done to her last night would forever heat her insides—instantly make her wet—and no doubt have her blushing. Despite how unabashedly she’d behaved after the first few times, one other detail about last night didn’t quite fit the blushing memories, one that Aiyanna still couldn’t put her finger on.
She got that what happened last night was just two adults consenting to unadulterated mind-blowing sex. Aiyanna had made it a point to emphasize now that she wasn’t expecting anything more from him. Even now, the morning after, she still had no regrets. The experience was nothing short of amazing, and she had no doubt now that she’d made the right decision in being spontaneous for once.
Only more than once she’d gotten the distinct feeling that maybe Nathan wasn’t entirely sold on her being so indifferent about this. Anytime things got a little sweeter than just two people having sex—anytime she felt him gaze into her eyes a little more profoundly than someone who was just fucking her—his demeanor changed. Almost in a panicked way. At least that was the only thing that explained how or why he’d quickly go back to just enjoying the sex.
She had to be smart about this. No telling how many more days they’d be stuck here. She’d be lying if she said she wasn’t looking forward to a lot more of everything they did last night. He’d warned her last night she might be sore today. Maybe it was a good idea if today they didn’t do so much, but she would like to enjoy Nathan’s skills a few more times before they were out of here. So whatever it was she may have done last night to cause Nathan to panic, she had to be mindful of it from here on. He’d been honest and upfront about how he felt about relationships. She knew full well what she was getting herself into last night, and now she??
?d respect his feelings.
Ironically, his being one of those guys might actually come in handy. As long as he continued to think things between her and Scott weren’t as platonic as they were, she could use it to her advantage. It might be easier for him to believe she wouldn’t be falling for him as fast and as hard as she already felt herself falling, if he really thought Scott was someone she might have secret feelings for.
In spite of the times she’d thought he’d panicked last night, every single one of his kisses was still so full of passion and so unbelievably sensual. The things the feel of his tongue did to her mouth and neck, had her instantly wanting him to make love to her again. That morning they spent almost another hour in bed, kissing and squirming to the point she thought he might give into his massive erection, but he hadn’t. As tortured as it seemed it was for him to restrain himself, he did so, citing the possibility of hurting her.
Instead, he’d finally dragged himself out of bed to check the news and look out the windows. Then they took a long shower together where once again Aiyanna could not only admire but touch his awe-inspiring hard wet body in the light. But again they’d done nothing more than kiss, which in itself was beginning to feel different with each profound kiss they shared.
Once in the kitchen where they had breakfast, Aiyanna thought today might be way different from yesterday. Maybe even a little uncomfortable. But it wasn’t. Except for all the touching and kissing they did now, she felt just as comfortable as she had yesterday. Albeit the excitement of being around him was heightened now tenfold. And they did a lot more giggling with all the touching and kissing that was happening now.
One thing she noticed is neither discussed the change. It was like neither wanted to ruin it by talking about it. After breakfast, they sat and watched the news for a bit. When the meteorologist confirmed the storm wasn’t letting up anytime soon, Nathan turned off the television and leaned into her.
“Looks like we might be here a few more days.”
She smiled, running her hand through his hair as he laid her back on the sofa and gently brought his big body over hers. Her heart sped up again, and she felt that familiar ache between her legs as his erection rubbed against her thigh.
“Tsk, tsk,” she said, pecking him with a smile. “What a shame that we’ll be missing out on all the skiing and snowboarding.”
Staring at her as intensely as he did every time he was about to kiss her deeply, he leaned in and did just that. His kisses were so perfect she was beginning to think maybe begging wasn’t such a bad idea because his tongue made her body yearn for so much more. Just as she had several times since his very first kiss last night, a moan escaped her, and she arched her body at the feel of his tongue sucking her neck. She heard him laugh softly against her neck as he kissed it.
“I found your magic spot,” he whispered then sucked again, making her squirm even more.
Just when she thought this couldn’t get more torturous, he brought his hand down between her legs as he devoured her mouth. Instantly, he found her other magic spot, and his fingers slid over it, over her leggings. It only made her moan louder and her breathing accelerate. She cursed herself now for wearing what she wore. If it hadn’t been for how things changed, she might’ve slipped into her warm thicker pajama pants after their shower. But she’d wanted to look cute for him, so she’d slipped into her skintight leggings and short boots with the fur on the inside. His fingers may as well be in her pants for as acutely as she could feel them through that thin material.
For a moment, she thought he might have mercy on her because his fingers were gone, but then he slipped his hands down the front of her leggings and inside her panties, making her freeze, and he pulled away. “You okay?”
She nodded, completely annoyed with herself. Way to show you’re ready to go at it again, you idiot. “I’m fine,” she said, pulling him back to her and kissing him as passionately as she wanted him to continue doing.
This time he groaned in her mouth, and it made her smile. His hand began moving again further down. Any moment now he’d be reminded of just how incredibly wet his kisses alone made her.
“Mmm,” he said as his fingers came in contact with her dripping slit. He pulled away from her to look in her eyes. “You sore at all?”
Gulping hard, Aiyanna stared at him as she thought about it. So she shook her head. It was half the truth. Things did feel a little tender down there but nothing she couldn’t deal with if it meant him making her feel what she had last night just from his touch.
With his expression suddenly vacant, he continued to stare at her as he slid a finger inside her. Aiyanna tried to show a little composure and not remind him what an amateur he was dealing with. Only it was impossible. She closed her eyes in an attempt to keep it together, but another moan escaped her as he slid a second finger in gently, waiting for a reaction. When she didn’t show anything but enjoyment, he began sliding both in and out of her. She opened her eyes, and he was still staring at her, the intensity doubled now because it was impossible to mask her reaction to what he was doing to her. “That feels so good,” she finally had to admit as her body’s trembles gave her away anyway.
“Does it?” he asked as his fingers continued to fuck her. “No discomfort?” She shook her head again, aware that her body was already trembling. “What about this?”
Even as his fingers continued sliding in and out of her, the jolt of his thumb on her clit made her squeeze her eyes shut and squirm in reaction. Oh there was no doubt about it now. Aiyanna was going to come again, just from the touch of his fingers.
“You like that?” he asked, and she nodded immediately, but she refused to open her eyes.
Just seeing him enjoy what he was doing to her might be turn on enough to make her come, and it was still building. “You’re so wet, Anna,” he said in a hoarse voice. “I fucking love it.”
She opened her eyes. Only he was the one squeezing his eyes shut now. A few more swirls of his thumb to her clit and she was a goner. She cried out as the explosion of ecstasy overwhelmed her body. He opened his eyes now and stared at her but didn’t smile or smirk as she thought he might, seeing her come undone like this.
He just stared deep into her eyes, until she slowly came down from the electrifying orgasm that pulsated through her body. Finally, his expression began to ease up a bit until the corner of his lip lifted. “I’m not sure who enjoyed that more. Me or you.”
“Definitely me,” she said, inhaling deeply as she let her head fall all the way back onto the sofa.
“I don’t know.” He made himself as comfortable as he could on that small sofa with her. “Might be a toss-up. I can’t remember the last time this happened.”
“What happened?” she asked curiously.
Surely it couldn’t be that long since this incredibly passionate man had been with a woman. And if last night was any indication of how big he was on foreplay, it couldn’t have been too long since he’d last done this.
“Do that and not follow up with more.”
Aiyanna felt her eyes widen. “If you want to—”
She stopped when he shook his head. “Not yet, babe.” He glanced away, uncertainty in his face again. “You’re still so tight. After everything we did last night, I’m certain it’ll be painful if we try again too soon.” He smirked in that playful way she was so in love with now. “But don’t worry. I won’t be able to hold out too long. We’ll just have to take it slow again.”
Unable to keep herself from smiling too big—so big she was certain she appeared completely lovesick—Aiyanna remembered what she needed to do. “I just want you to know, Nathan, that even after sleeping on it, I’m sure now. I’m glad I got past this milestone in my life without making such a huge deal about it. Spontaneity was definitely the way to go instead of me being so ridiculously meticulous about it. I’m glad it went this way and don’t worry. I’m a big girl. I get it. We hardly know each other. It’d be silly to expect more. Besides,” she said as t
he seriousness in his eyes went harder. “I have a lot waiting for me back home. I can assure you I’ll have plenty keeping me busy and from dwelling on something like this. I have big plans for this year. Starting it off with a bang,” she said then giggled. “My first ever was absolutely the best way to do it. So I thank you.”
Her giggling seemed to soften him a bit, but something about his usually bright and sexy smile felt forced now. He still didn’t seem entirely convinced, and she was determined to hold on to at least a shred of her dignity, so she decided it might be better to change the subject. Anything was better than her continuing to try to convince him she wouldn’t be a cling-on.
Unable to continue looking in those still unsure eyes, she glanced at the small fire in the fireplace. Aiyanna sat up a bit. “Maybe we should get more wood in there?”
She started to sit up even more, and Nathan sat up with her. “I got it,” he said even as they both stood.
He took a couple of steps toward the kitchen then hurried back to her and cradled her face, giving her one of the longest, deepest kisses yet. Despite everything they’d already done, the entire night of love making and morning of cuddling and kissing and what he’d just done to her on the sofa, Aiyanna’s legs went weak.
When he finally pulled his lips away from her, he stared at her as he had on the sofa after her body had imploded in ecstasy. Finally, that strangeness in his eyes that she’d only begun to see toward the end of their lustful time on the sofa faded just slightly.
“You’d think I would’ve gotten enough of that already.” He shook his head and smiled sweetly. “Not even close.” He pecked her one last time. “I’ll be back for more.”
Dazed and still feeling weak in the knees, Aiyanna stood there in the middle of the front room where he’d left her as she watched him walk to the door that led into the garage. She had to get it together. If he kept staring at her that way—kissing her that profoundly—it’d be impossible not to hide what she was beginning to fear. That it wasn’t going to be so easy to just walk away with her heart still intact once the snow cleared.